• General Goals?

  • The rejection from Dr. Keck adds to this feeling, the growing chip on my shoulder…. of people not giving a shit, not caring… I more or less resolved that socially (or so i’d like to think) but now this feeling, of inadequecy…. an inkling of Kuyashii.

    The odds of me getting the OIST internship are slim….
    The odds of me getting a place for medicine are slim….
    The odds of me getting into Humboldt M&B are slim.

    It’s time for me to make myself the person that can push. A forceful person, who decides and does.

    This is the consequence of passivity and mindless self indulgence.

    NOW TO BE MINDFUL
    NOW TO BE POWERFUL
    NOW TO BECOME UNDENIABLE

  • Mundane

  • Foundation

  • Current

  • Future

  • Nationality Application

    • Waiting for DWP Letter
    • Missing bank statements
    • Evidence of health insurance? BUPA at least?
  • Speculative

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BUPA at least?"},{"_id":"76df214f0e973b1037000037","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":12604120,"position":1,"parentId":"76df21af0e973b1037000036","content":"https://www.gov.uk/government/uploads/system/uploads/attachment_data/file/374613/TreatyRightsGuidance.pdf\n"},{"_id":"77a73aa8322dc9c6d100002a","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":12448867,"position":0.5,"parentId":"77e87e2d2737a5895f00002f","content":"Foundation"},{"_id":"77707cc4322dc9c6d1000033","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":12475437,"position":0.5,"parentId":"77a73aa8322dc9c6d100002a","content":"# Physiology with Tradition\n\n- https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4012361/\n- The Translational Framework of Ayurveda as a Knowledge System https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5382818/"},{"_id":"77a73a8c322dc9c6d100002b","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":12740125,"position":1,"parentId":"77a73aa8322dc9c6d100002a","content":"Meditation\n\nSpiritual Scientists\n- Susan Blackmore\n- Sam Harris"},{"_id":"77a73a6a322dc9c6d100002c","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":12740126,"position":2,"parentId":"77a73aa8322dc9c6d100002a","content":"Psychedelics\n\nR. 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Harris from Imperial\n"},{"_id":"77a73a1f322dc9c6d100002d","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":12448872,"position":3,"parentId":"77a73aa8322dc9c6d100002a","content":"Mental Health"},{"_id":"77a739fd322dc9c6d100002e","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":12448873,"position":4,"parentId":"77a73aa8322dc9c6d100002a","content":"Writing"},{"_id":"77e87e0b2737a5895f000030","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":12414987,"position":1,"parentId":"77e87e2d2737a5895f00002f","content":"Current"},{"_id":"77e8698a2737a5895f000033","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":12708905,"position":1,"parentId":"77e87e0b2737a5895f000030","content":"Self-Training\n - Practical\n - Coding\n - Machine Learning\n - https://enlight.nyc/ml.html\n - Data Analysis/Stats\n - Use to support application for cognitive neuro research positions\n - Summer courses\n - e.g. university of copenhagen\n - blockchain tech http://kurser.ku.dk/course/ndak17002u/2017-2018\n\n - Investigate\n - Ayurveda/translation\n - Cognitive Neuro\n - Philosophy of Buddhism\n - Psychology/Phil of Mind\n - Neuro of meditation\n - Seclusion\n - Workaway\n - WOOF\n - Helpx\n - Housesit (potentially unlikely)\n"},{"_id":"777069fc322dc9c6d1000034","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":12599687,"position":1,"parentId":"77e8698a2737a5895f000033","content":"# Learning \n## Data Science\n\n- https://teachyourselfcs.com/\n- Coursera Specializations\n- Reddit Daily Programmer (need more initial knowledge first)\n- Bioinformatics with Python Course https://edwardslab.bmcb.georgetown.edu/teaching/bchb524/2016/\n- Bioinformatics guidance https://www.reddit.com/r/bioinformatics/comments/52bipe/how_to_learn_bioinformatics_as_a_beginner/?st=jd4dxq6w&sh=ea5870dd\n- https://training.h3abionet.org/curriculum_development_wg/?page_id=872\n- EPFL Deep Learning Course https://documents.epfl.ch/users/f/fl/fleuret/www/dlc/\n\n## Overlap\n - Get to grips with NeuroDebian and PyMVPA\n - http://www.linuxjournal.com/content/linux-help-neuroscientists\n\n## Neuro\n- refresh neuroanatomy knowledge"},{"_id":"77e82c0c6d9b2135c6000028","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":12740124,"position":2,"parentId":"77e87e0b2737a5895f000030","content":"Work\n- Ongoing\n [x] UoT\n [x] Tiger Temp\n [x] ARUK\n- Internships\n [X] Japan Come on Out (30/1)\n [X] OIST Neuro research Internship#\n [X] Read Kenji Doya papers\n [X] Draft application, and review\n [X] Application to Stefan for review\n [X] Contact Zahra for OIST link?\n [ ] Costello http://www.costellomedical.com/careers/vacancy/scientific-internship/\n [X] Health Nexus https://medium.com/simplyvital/health-nexus-the-overview-e8deb57bdd07\n- Research\n [X] Stephen Hunt\n [X] Sarah-Jayne Blakemore\n [ ] NEUROSEC https://www.psych.ox.ac.uk/study/graduate-studies/examples-of-post-graduate-research-degree-projects-for-october-2013-entry\n- Volunteering\n - SANE\n - SOFAR\n- Freelance\n [x] Kolabtree\n [ ] healthybutsmart\n\n\n\n"},{"_id":"77a73c94322dc9c6d1000029","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":12454859,"position":1,"parentId":"77e82c0c6d9b2135c6000028","content":"## Speculative\n[ ] Headspace\n[ ] 10% Happier\n[ ] Message Wellcome to explore Ayurveda/Phys Wellbeing research"},{"_id":"77829c96322dc9c6d1000032","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":12544377,"position":3,"parentId":"77e87e0b2737a5895f000030","content":"Why-Nots\n\n- Pairing writing and music blog\n- Blog/channel taking pseudoscience/traditional medicine concepts and examining validation (or lack of) from current research.\n - Do not take the confrontational angle but rather the open-minded view.\n - "},{"_id":"77e87dea2737a5895f000031","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":12414988,"position":2,"parentId":"77e87e2d2737a5895f00002f","content":"Future\n"},{"_id":"77e87dcb2737a5895f000032","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":12608859,"position":1,"parentId":"77e87dea2737a5895f000031","content":"Medicine\n[x] Barts, Kings and Southampton\n[ ] Medicine in Spain?\n - Becas? \n - Practicar Espanyol antes\n\nCASE\n\n\nMasters\n- Humboldt (May)\n - http://www.mind-and-brain.de/master/admission/\n- UCL Mind and Brain\n - https://www.ucl.ac.uk/prospective-students/graduate/taught/degrees/brain-mind-sciences-msc\n- Other Berlin Neuro masters\n - https://www.medical-neurosciences.de/en/metas/baustelle/\n - http://www.fu-berlin.de/en/studium/studienangebot/master/social_cognitive_affective_neuroscience/index.html (App April 15 to May 31)\n- Paris/France?\n- COMPUTATIONAL PSYCH\n - MRC-Birkbeck Studentship (1/3/18 deadline) computational psych https://www.ucl.ac.uk/mrc-dtp/prospective-students/case-studentships/case-using-computational-modelling-understand-effects-pharmacological-manipulations-cognitive-function/\n- Funding\n - Scholarships and funding?\n - https://www.ucl.ac.uk/prospective-students/scholarships/graduate/UK-EU-Master/malcolm-grant\n - https://www.ucl.ac.uk/prospective-students/scholarships/graduate/UK-EU-Master/thomas-witherden-batt\n - Wellness/Mental health entities\n - Erasmus+ Loans\n\nWork\n- Communications and writing\n- Neuro\n "},{"_id":"76d7822b0e973b1037000039","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":12608858,"position":2,"parentId":null,"content":"The rejection from Dr. Keck adds to this feeling, the growing chip on my shoulder.... of people not giving a shit, not caring... 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