• General

  • Reflections

  • Mundane

  • Foundation

  • Current

  • Future

  • Dr. Kuyashii-ito

    The rejection from Dr. Keck adds to this feeling, the growing chip on my shoulder…. of people not giving a shit, not caring… I more or less resolved that socially (or so i’d like to think) but now this feeling, of inadequecy…. an inkling of Kuyashii.

    The odds of me getting the OIST internship are slim….
    The odds of me getting a place for medicine are slim….
    The odds of me getting into Humboldt M&B are slim.

    It’s time for me to make myself the person that can push. A forceful person, who decides and does.

    This is the consequence of passivity and mindless self indulgence.

    NOW TO BE MINDFUL
    NOW TO BE POWERFUL
    NOW TO BECOME UNDENIABLE

  • SFE

  • Nationality Application

  • Housing

  • Finances

  • Research/Neuro Stuff

  • Speculative

  • Name ideas

    Urquidi - birch forest idea
    dr. kuyashii
    goma and sio
    salt n sesame

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BUPA at least?\n[ ] full birth certificate\n"},{"_id":"76df214f0e973b1037000037","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":12604120,"position":1,"parentId":"76df21af0e973b1037000036","content":"https://www.gov.uk/government/uploads/system/uploads/attachment_data/file/374613/TreatyRightsGuidance.pdf\n"},{"_id":"72825b257fa9165d6900003b","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":13375853,"position":3,"parentId":"76ee48130e973b1037000034","content":"## Housing\n\n[ ] Property guardianship schemes\n - too quick! get back to them in September\n"},{"_id":"728258107fa9165d6900003c","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":13375886,"position":4,"parentId":"76ee48130e973b1037000034","content":"## Finances\n\n[ ] Request tax return for previous years! URGENT\n[ ] Tax return for 2018\n"},{"_id":"77a73aa8322dc9c6d100002a","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":12448867,"position":0.5,"parentId":"77e87e2d2737a5895f00002f","content":"Foundation"},{"_id":"77707cc4322dc9c6d1000033","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":12475437,"position":0.5,"parentId":"77a73aa8322dc9c6d100002a","content":"# Physiology with Tradition\n\n- https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4012361/\n- The Translational Framework of Ayurveda as a Knowledge System https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5382818/"},{"_id":"77a73a8c322dc9c6d100002b","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":12740125,"position":1,"parentId":"77a73aa8322dc9c6d100002a","content":"Meditation\n\nSpiritual Scientists\n- Susan Blackmore\n- Sam Harris"},{"_id":"77a73a6a322dc9c6d100002c","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":12740126,"position":2,"parentId":"77a73aa8322dc9c6d100002a","content":"Psychedelics\n\nR. C. Harris from Imperial\n"},{"_id":"77a73a1f322dc9c6d100002d","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":12448872,"position":3,"parentId":"77a73aa8322dc9c6d100002a","content":"Mental Health"},{"_id":"77a739fd322dc9c6d100002e","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":12448873,"position":4,"parentId":"77a73aa8322dc9c6d100002a","content":"Writing"},{"_id":"77e87e0b2737a5895f000030","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":12414987,"position":1,"parentId":"77e87e2d2737a5895f00002f","content":"Current"},{"_id":"77e8698a2737a5895f000033","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":13375816,"position":1,"parentId":"77e87e0b2737a5895f000030","content":"Self-Training\n - Practical\n - Coding\n - Machine Learning\n - https://enlight.nyc/ml.html\n - Data Analysis/Stats\n - Use to support application for cognitive neuro research positions\n - Summer courses\n - e.g. university of copenhagen\n - blockchain tech http://kurser.ku.dk/course/ndak17002u/2017-2018\n\n - Investigate\n - Ayurveda/translation\n - Cognitive Neuro\n - Philosophy of Buddhism\n - Psychology/Phil of Mind\n - Neuro of meditation\n - Seclusion\n - Workaway\n - WOOF\n - Helpx\n - Housesit (potentially unlikely)\n"},{"_id":"777069fc322dc9c6d1000034","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":12599687,"position":1,"parentId":"77e8698a2737a5895f000033","content":"# Learning \n## Data Science\n\n- https://teachyourselfcs.com/\n- Coursera Specializations\n- Reddit Daily Programmer (need more initial knowledge first)\n- Bioinformatics with Python Course https://edwardslab.bmcb.georgetown.edu/teaching/bchb524/2016/\n- Bioinformatics guidance https://www.reddit.com/r/bioinformatics/comments/52bipe/how_to_learn_bioinformatics_as_a_beginner/?st=jd4dxq6w&sh=ea5870dd\n- https://training.h3abionet.org/curriculum_development_wg/?page_id=872\n- EPFL Deep Learning Course https://documents.epfl.ch/users/f/fl/fleuret/www/dlc/\n\n## Overlap\n - Get to grips with NeuroDebian and PyMVPA\n - http://www.linuxjournal.com/content/linux-help-neuroscientists\n\n## Neuro\n- refresh neuroanatomy knowledge"},{"_id":"728271437fa9165d69000039","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":13375837,"position":1.5,"parentId":"77e87e0b2737a5895f000030","content":"## Medicine"},{"_id":"77e82c0c6d9b2135c6000028","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":13375835,"position":2,"parentId":"77e87e0b2737a5895f000030","content":"## Extension\n\n- Research\n [X] Stephen Hunt\n [X] Sarah-Jayne Blakemore\n [ ] NEUROSEC https://www.psych.ox.ac.uk/study/graduate-studies/examples-of-post-graduate-research-degree-projects-for-october-2013-entry\n\n- Volunteering\n - SANE\n - SOFAR\n\n\n\n\n"},{"_id":"77a73c94322dc9c6d1000029","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":12454859,"position":1,"parentId":"77e82c0c6d9b2135c6000028","content":"## Speculative\n[ ] Headspace\n[ ] 10% Happier\n[ ] Message Wellcome to explore Ayurveda/Phys Wellbeing research"},{"_id":"77829c96322dc9c6d1000032","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":13375840,"position":3,"parentId":"77e87e0b2737a5895f000030","content":"Why-Nots\n\n- Pairing writing and music blog\n- Straight up food blog\n- Kottke-esque blog to produce online avatar of my mind\n- Blog/channel taking pseudoscience/traditional medicine concepts and examining validation (or lack of) from current research.\n - Do not take the confrontational angle but rather the open-minded view."},{"_id":"728237bc7fa9165d6900003e","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":13375905,"position":1,"parentId":"77829c96322dc9c6d1000032","content":"### Name ideas \nUrquidi - birch forest idea\ndr. kuyashii\ngoma and sio\nsalt n sesame"},{"_id":"77e87dea2737a5895f000031","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":12414988,"position":2,"parentId":"77e87e2d2737a5895f00002f","content":"Future\n"},{"_id":"7282741e7fa9165d69000038","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":13375826,"position":0.5,"parentId":"77e87dea2737a5895f000031","content":"Research/Neuro Stuff"},{"_id":"77e87dcb2737a5895f000032","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":13375828,"position":1,"parentId":"7282741e7fa9165d69000038","content":"Medicine\n[x] Barts, Kings and Southampton\n\n\nCASE\n\n\nMasters\n- Humboldt (May)\n - http://www.mind-and-brain.de/master/admission/\n- UCL Mind and Brain\n - https://www.ucl.ac.uk/prospective-students/graduate/taught/degrees/brain-mind-sciences-msc\n- Other Berlin Neuro masters\n - https://www.medical-neurosciences.de/en/metas/baustelle/\n - http://www.fu-berlin.de/en/studium/studienangebot/master/social_cognitive_affective_neuroscience/index.html (App April 15 to May 31)\n- Paris/France?\n- COMPUTATIONAL PSYCH\n - MRC-Birkbeck Studentship (1/3/18 deadline) computational psych https://www.ucl.ac.uk/mrc-dtp/prospective-students/case-studentships/case-using-computational-modelling-understand-effects-pharmacological-manipulations-cognitive-function/\n- Funding\n - Scholarships and funding?\n - https://www.ucl.ac.uk/prospective-students/scholarships/graduate/UK-EU-Master/malcolm-grant\n - https://www.ucl.ac.uk/prospective-students/scholarships/graduate/UK-EU-Master/thomas-witherden-batt\n - Wellness/Mental health entities\n - Erasmus+ Loans\n\nWork\n- Communications and writing\n- Neuro\n "},{"_id":"76d7822b0e973b1037000039","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":13375896,"position":2,"parentId":null,"content":"## Reflections\n"},{"_id":"728239947fa9165d6900003d","treeId":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","seq":13375899,"position":1,"parentId":"76d7822b0e973b1037000039","content":"## Dr. Kuyashii-ito\n\nThe rejection from Dr. Keck adds to this feeling, the growing chip on my shoulder.... of people not giving a shit, not caring... I more or less resolved that socially (or so i'd like to think) but now this feeling, of inadequecy.... an inkling of Kuyashii. \n\nThe odds of me getting the OIST internship are slim.... \nThe odds of me getting a place for medicine are slim.... \nThe odds of me getting into Humboldt M&B are slim.\n\nIt's time for me to make myself the person that can push. A forceful person, who decides and does. \n\nThis is the consequence of passivity and mindless self indulgence.\n\nNOW TO BE MINDFUL\nNOW TO BE POWERFUL\nNOW TO BECOME UNDENIABLE"}],"tree":{"_id":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257","name":"Life Formation","publicUrl":"7a39e04b3a5004c223000257"}}