• Marcus - Diary - 2021

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  • FF

  • SF (Deneige)

  • FF

  • SF (Deneige)

  • FF

  • SF (Deneige)

  • FF

  • GA

  • FF

  • FF

  • GA

  • HPP

  • SF (Deneige)

  • SF (Jen)

  • SP

  • FF

  • HPP

  • FF

  • HPP

  • GA

  • FF

  • GA

  • HPP

  • FF

  • HPP

  • FF

  • HPP

  • SF (Deneige)

  • V5

  • FF

  • SF (Mum)

  • HPP

  • FF

  • SF (Deneige)

  • FF

  • SP

  • FF

  • FF

  • FF

  • FF

  • FF

  • HPP

  • SP

  • FF

  • POL

  • SP

  • FF

  • SP

  • FF

  • FF

  • FF

  • FF

  • SP

  • FF

  • SF (Mum)

  • LC

  • SF (Jen)

  • Q

  • LC

  • FF

  • LC

  • FF

  • FF

  • FF

  • FF

  • FF

  • FF

  • LC

  • FF

  • FF

  • FF

  • LC

  • V5

  • FB

  • FF

  • HPP

  • LC

  • SF (Mum)

  • FF

  • LC

  • PD

  • FF

  • PD

  • LC

  • DR

  • FF

  • FF

  • PD

  • FF

  • SF (Holly)

  • GA

  • FF

  • LC

  • HPP

  • LC

  • PD

  • SF (Ariel / Trustin)

  • FF

  • V5

  • DR

  • HE

  • RV

  • SF (Jen)

  • V5

  • FF

  • HE

  • LC

  • HE

  • FF

  • HE

  • PD

  • HE

  • LC

  • LC

  • NEO

  • SP

  • SP

  • SYNC

  • NEO

  • FF

  • NEO

  • BM2

  • DR

  • SP

  • SP

  • HE

  • SP

  • SP

  • LC

  • VB

  • V5

  • FF

  • LC

  • SP

  • DR

  • PD/RV

  • V5

  • BM2

  • BM2

  • RV

  • BM2

  • EV

  • EV

  • NEF

  • V5

  • BM2

  • SP

  • BM2

  • BM2

  • BM2

  • BM2

  • SF (JC Kay)

  • BM2

  • BM2

  • DR

  • V5

  • DR

  • V5

  • V5

  • V5

  • BM2

  • HPP

  • SF (Holly)

  • V5

  • DR

  • SF (Holly)

  • SF (Jen)

  • SP

  • V5

  • BM2

  • EV

  • HPP

  • RV

  • SF (Jen)

  • SP

  • V5

  • BM2

  • SP

  • V5

  • DR

  • RV

  • V5

  • BM2

  • V5

  • NEF

  • UFO

  • RV

  • SYNC

  • RV

  • BM2

  • NHS

  • RV

  • HPP

  • NEF

  • V5

  • DR

  • EV

  • LL

  • V5

  • V5

  • V5

  • V5

  • BM2

  • HPP

  • DR

  • BM2

  • DR

  • BM2

  • NHS

  • PD

  • V5

  • V5

  • DR

  • BM2

  • HPP

  • SP

  • V5

  • PD

  • PD

  • BM2

  • V5

  • SP

  • BM2

  • GA

  • BM2

  • BM2

  • SP

  • BM2

  • BM2

  • NHS

  • PHIM

  • DR

  • LL

  • PD

  • PHIM

  • PHIM

  • PHIM

  • DR

  • EV

  • PHIM

  • BM2

  • PHIM

  • BM2

  • LL

  • PHIM

  • DR

  • PHIM

  • LC

  • LL

  • PHIM

  • V5

  • BM2

  • PHIM

  • PHIM

  • LC

  • LL

  • OIA

  • PHIM

  • LC

  • PHIM

  • SP

  • DR

  • LL

  • PD

  • PHIM

  • LL

  • PHIM

  • RV

  • SP

  • NHS

  • PHIM

  • PHIM

  • PHIM

  • SP

  • PHIM

  • EV

  • PHIM

  • PHIM

  • SF (Paul Byrant)

  • PHIM

  • PHIM

  • HPP

  • LC

  • PHIM

  • SF (Paul Bryant) - Session 1

  • PHIM

  • SF (Paul Bryant)

  • SP

  • V5

  • LL

  • PHIM

  • V5

  • HPP

  • LC

  • PHIM

  • DR

  • HPP

  • LC

  • LL

  • PD

  • PHIM

  • SP

  • PHIM

  • V5

  • SP

  • DR

  • PHIM

  • SP

  • DR

  • SP

  • LL

  • PD

  • PHIM

  • SF/SP (Paul Bryant)

  • SP

  • PHIM

  • SP

  • PHIM

  • SP

  • HPP

  • PHIM

  • SF (Paul Bryant) - Session 3 (3/3)

  • PHIM

  • RV

  • LC

  • PHIM

  • RV

  • HPP

  • PHIM

  • SP

  • PHIM

  • V5

  • PHIM

  • PD

  • EV

  • PHIM

  • PD

  • PHIM

  • PHIM

  • SP

  • LC

  • PHIM

  • BM2

  • DR

  • LC

  • PHIM

  • HE

  • LC

  • PHIM

  • SP

  • DR

  • HE

  • PHIM

  • SF (Paul Bryant) - Session 4 (1/7)

  • BM2

  • PHIM

  • DR

  • PHIM

  • SP

  • PHIM

  • LL

  • PHIM

  • SP

  • DR

  • LL

  • PHIM

  • SF (Paul Bryant) - Session 5 (2/7)

  • DR

  • EV

  • PHIM

  • SP

  • V5

  • PHIM

  • SP

  • PHIM

  • DR

  • PHIM

  • PHIM

  • PHIM

  • PHIM

  • DR

  • V5 / HU

  • DR

  • PHIM

  • RV

  • SF (Patrick Jacob)

  • DR

  • EV

  • PHIM

  • PHIM

  • DR

  • PHIM

  • PHIM

  • SF (Paul Bryant) - Session 6 (3/7)

  • BM2

  • DR

  • PHIM

  • RV

  • SF (Mum)

  • SP

  • PHIM

  • RV

  • SF (Paul Bryant) - Session 7 (3.5/7)

  • GA

  • PHIM

  • RV

  • PHIM

  • SP

  • PHIM

  • SF (Becky Barron)

  • SP

  • SF (Jen McCarty)

  • SP

  • DR

  • SP

  • PHIM

  • RV

  • SF (Paul Bryant)

  • SP

  • DR

  • GAIA

  • PHIM

  • DR

  • PHIM

  • SF (Paul Bryant) - Session 8 (4/7)

  • SP

  • PHIM

  • PHIM

  • SF (Paul Bryant) - Shadow work

  • SP

  • PHIM

  • PHIM

  • V5

  • DR

  • PHIM

  • DR

  • LL

  • PHIM

  • SF (Ben Chasteen)

  • SF (Paul Bryant) - Session 9 (5/7)

  • DR

  • SP

  • PHIM

  • SP

  • V5

  • BM2

  • DR

  • PHIM

  • SF (Peter Luis Venero)

  • SP

  • BM2

  • PHIM

  • GA

  • JAW

  • PHIM

  • JAW

  • LC

  • PHIM

  • JAW

  • LL

  • PHIM

  • SF (Paul Bryant) - Session 10 (6/7)

  • SP

  • JAW

  • SP

  • JAW

  • PHIM

  • JAW

  • PHIM

  • BM2

  • JAW

  • PHIM

  • SP

  • JAW

  • LC

  • PHIM

  • R1

  • SP

  • JAW

  • PHIM

  • SF (Mum)

  • BM2

  • FF

  • JAW

  • PHIM

  • DR

  • FF

  • JAW

  • PHIM

  • FF

  • HE

  • JAW

  • PHIM

  • FF

  • JAW

  • PHIM

  • SF (Amaria Sweet)

  • HE

  • HU

  • JAW

  • PHIM

  • V5

  • FF

  • JAW

  • PHIM

  • DR

  • JAW

  • LC

  • PHIM

  • SP

  • DR

  • FF

  • JAW

  • PHIM

  • DR

  • HE

  • JAW

  • PHIM

  • DR

  • FF

  • HE

  • JAW

  • PHIM

  • JAW

  • PHIM

  • SP

  • FF

  • JAW

  • PHIM

  • JAW

  • LC

  • PHIM

  • SP

  • LC

  • PHIM

  • SP

  • PHIM

  • FF

  • JAW

  • PHIM

  • JAW

  • PHIM

  • RV

  • SP

  • BM2

  • FF

  • JAW

  • PHIM

  • SP

  • FF

  • JAW

  • PHIM

  • SP

  • FF

  • PHIM

  • JAW

  • LC

  • PHIM

  • FF

  • JAW

  • PHIM

  • V5

  • JAW

  • PHIM

  • V5

  • FF

  • JAW

  • FF

  • JAW

  • PHIM

  • SF (Paul Johns)

  • SP

  • SKIP

  • V5

  • FF

  • LC

  • JAW

  • PHIM

  • FF

  • LC

  • PHIM

  • SF (Stephen Peringer)

  • V5

  • JAW

  • PHIM

  • FF

  • PHIM

  • JAW

  • PHIM

  • FF

  • PHIM

  • SF (Paul Bryant)

  • PHIM

  • SP

  • FF

  • PHIM

  • PHIM

  • EV

  • FF

  • JAW

  • LC

  • PHIM

  • PHIM

  • SP

  • V5

  • FF

  • PHIM

  • HPP

  • KDT

  • PHIM

  • RV

  • SP

  • FF

  • PHIM

  • SP

  • PHIM

  • FF

  • IC

  • LC

  • JAW

  • PHIM

  • IC

  • PHIM

  • SF (Rique Seraphico)

  • SP

  • V5

  • FF

  • IC

  • PHIM

  • SF (Deneige / Zah’rah)

  • DR

  • PHIM

  • SP

  • FF

  • PHIM

  • SP

  • PD

  • SF (Deneige / Zar’rah)

  • SKIP

  • FF

  • PHIM

  • DR

  • FF

  • IC

  • PHIM

  • FF

  • PHIM

  • FF

  • PHIM

  • SF (Rique Sereaphico)

  • FF

  • JAW

  • PHIM

  • FF

  • PHIM

  • RV

  • SP

  • DR

  • FF

  • PHIM

  • FF

  • SF (Peter Luis Venero)

  • FF

  • PHIM

  • DR

  • FF

  • PHIM

  • FF

  • NEF

  • PHIM

  • SF (Deb DeWitt)

  • FF

  • PHIM

  • FF

  • PHIM

  • FF

  • FF

  • RV

  • DR

  • HPP

  • RV

  • FF

  • FO

  • SF (Mum)

  • SP

  • FF

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  • GA

  • SP

  • FF

  • SP

  • WWG1

  • FF

  • FF

  • PHIM

  • SP

  • WWG1

  • FF

  • PHIM

  • GA

  • FF

  • PHIM

  • FF

  • PHIM

  • SYNC

  • SKIP

    • WF-10
    • W: 103.4
    • LW: 7.9 (111.3)
    • Yesterday lots of runny toilet trips
    • Bile working its way through
    • The day before stomach was grumbling a lot
    • Decided to see if she wants to go to Maui with me when I go there first
    • Decided I’ll try to make it work around work
    • Spent the last year thinking about her, and my heart chakra goes mad when I think about her / get excited
    • Would always compare anyone else to her
    • Just need to take it a step at a time
    • What’s best for the kids need to be the main focus
    • Heart chakra was really activated when decided this
    • WF-11
    • W: 102.8
    • LW: 8.5
    • Maybe wait just a bit before meeting up with her
    • Could potentially get going with everything first
    • Alex’s trip to Egypt could work
    • Could do first kiss in front of the Great Pyramid as planned previously
    • Could make it a big surprise
    • Could do trip to Mount Shasta with Ted Marr
    • WF-12
    • W: 102.4
    • LW: 8.9
    • Caution about moving too quickly
    • Will see how things are when we meet up in person
    • Lingering nagging feeling that aren’t as attracted physically as would want to be
    • Might just be photos
    • Don’t like thinking like that, but need to be realistic
    • WF-13
    • W: 101.7
    • LW: 9.6
    • Today and yesterday lots of fecal movement
    • Third lockdown announced in the UK
    • Magenta Pixie said this is basically the beginning of the collapse
    • Aligns with Trump / Senate vote on the 6th Jan
    • WF-14
    • W: 100.7
    • LW: 10.6
    • WF-15
    • W: 100.4
    • LW: 10.9
    • Rally in DC
    • Votes by Senate
    • HPP-01
    • Uni trauma (3 years not 4)
    • Will try to do 21 days
    • 35-min meditation
    • Voided all soul contracts with Deneige
    • Think I should be with someone that doesn’t already have kids
    • Extra complicated with two dads
    • And not so physically attracted, even though am on a soul level
  • Reiki / timeline session:

    • Pride
    • Winter
    • Should have been 4 years at university
    • Hurt my pride not making it onto 4 years
    • Wouldn’t have made any difference to what I’m doing now
    • Spent time clearing my timeline from post college onwards, then realigned chakras
    • Told me she could tell I’d been doing the Honoponopono because I had a fairly clear timeline
    • Will do 21 days of Honponopono to help release it
    • See SP
  • Post-session:

    • Talked about going solo with The Garden
  • Mediation:

    • Peace in DC
    • Shone light over US and DC
    • Could feel something crawling up my right side slowly
    • Felt like the blockage had been released and was making its way up my body
    • 3rd eye and crown chakra more aligned for sure
    • WF-16
    • W: 99.9
    • LW: 11.4
    • HPP-02
    • 35-min meditation
    • Felt like reiki
    • WF-17
    • W: 99.4
    • LW: 11.9
    • HPP-03
    • Back + mum/Trump
    • 40-min meditation
  • Censorship:

    • All patriots taken off Twitter
    • Trump, Flynn, Lin Wood, Sidney Powell off Twitter
    • Trump banned elsewhere
    • Pelosi talking about the 25th Amendment
    • Tens of 1000’s of accounts
    • I saw my following drop by at least 25 today on Twitter
    • Definitely feels like The Storm is almost Upon Us
    • WF-18
    • W: 98.8
    • LW: 12.5
    • Lots of faeces
    • Finally unstuck
    • Lost total of about 35 people that I was following on Twitter
    • Insurrection Act signed today
    • According to Cosmic Agency, not all generals at the top are with Trump
    • Might not implement it without a war with China and more funding on defense
    • HPP-04
    • 20 min mediation
    • WF-19
    • W: 98.4
    • LW: 12.9
    • HPP-05
    • no mediation
    • WF-20
    • W: 98.1
    • LW: 13.2
    • HPP-06
    • no meditation (tired)
  • Post about Brandon:

    • Said how great he is as a father
    • Best friend
    • Wouldn’t choose anyone else to be her kids’ father
    • Maybe she sensed the shift in me
    • Like letting go
    • Now don’t feel the connection like before
    • Deleted the soul contracts I had with her about a week or so ago
    • Definitely feels different now
  • Shift:

    • Won’t try to do all the development myself before the RV goes
    • Will focus on documenting everything that needs documenting
    • Laid out the plan for the early tasks
    • WF-21
    • W: 97.6
    • LW: 13.7
    • Offloaded about the masks
    • Tesco / Asda now ramping up efforts to reduce people without masks
    • HPP-07
    • Back + mum + Heidi Hite
    • Quite triggered today
    • See notes on mum
    • Heidi was OK, but then went into teacher mode (intentions good, presentation irritates)
    • Felt lots of release
    • WF-22
    • W: 97.0
    • LW: 14.3
    • Worked out she gave birth to Luna
    • Didn’t work out it was her baby - thought it was a niece or something
    • She didn’t tell anyone outside the family about the baby because she didn’t think she’d carry it to term
    • 28 weeks
    • That could be why I felt an energetic shift away
    • Makes it easier for me since I know she doesn’t have any expectations with me in the future
    • She got her daughter
    • WF-23
    • W: 96.6
    • LW: 14.7
    • Purging
    • Lots of crying
    • Releasing energy from back > vent > crying of past week
    • WF-24
    • W: 95.9
    • LW: 15.4
    • WF-25
    • W: 95.2
    • LW: 16.1
    • WF-26
    • W: 94.6
    • LW: 16.7
    • Skip
    • WF-28
    • W: 95.0
    • LW: 16.3
    • HPP-14
  • Massive release:

    • Got triggered by Peter having a pro improve the logo I did (made letters same width)
    • Spent most of the day crying or feeling like crying
    • Likely from Jen’s work
    • WF-29
    • W: 94.6
    • LW: 16.7
  • Inauguration:

    • Anticipating surprises
    • Not meant to know what’s going to happen
    • Calling it D-Day (Don) and Jour-J (Justice)
  • Headache:

    • Horrible headache all day
    • Lifted about 2-3 hours after the inauguration
    • Think it was due to demonic/dark energies surrounding the inauguration
    • Psychic attack
    • WF-30
    • W: 93.5
    • LW: 17.8
  • Huge lift:

    • Woke up feeling very light
    • Like a weight had been lifted
    • Satanic energy from yesterday feels cleared
    • WF-31
    • W: 93.7
    • LW: 17.6
  • Bile:

    • First time in whole of fast
    • x3
    • WF-32
    • W: 93.4
    • LW: 17.9
  • Stopped:

    • Vomited yesterday
    • Stomach not great today
    • Felt it was best to stop
    • PF-01
    • Cycle ride
    • Par Market / back
    • 20-25 mins?
    • Headwind on the way there
    • PF-04
    • PU - 20/0, 10/10, 2/18 (normal/knees)
    • BB - 10, 10, 10 (15)
    • PL - 3x1m
  • Finished DS9:

    • Hadn’t quite remembered the end, so was good to watch it again
    • Bawled like a baby
    • Still bringing up emotions from Jen’s session
    • Have been crying quite a lot in the last week and still feel there’s more to come
    • Back is feeling better
    • Been feeling tired of everything and everyone pretty much the last 3-4 days
    • PF-06
    • 2 sets PU/BB/PL
    • PU: 22/0, 11/11
    • BB: 2x12x15
    • PL: 1m15, 1m
    • Bike ride (Par Market)
    • Late, tired
  • Vaccine:

    • NHS appointment
    • Had a shock and flipped out / triggered
    • Reaction in part because of the purging since Jen’s healing
    • Sent multiple vids etc
    • She said she wouldn’t rush, and promised she wouldn’t get the jab without telling me first
    • LC-01
    • LJ-01
    • Juice
    • 4 days
    • Start drinking tart cherry juice
  • Screwfix guy fearful about masks:

  • Financial crash?:

    • Shorts on GameStop (GME) bankrupted hedge funds this week because of a Reddit account (WallStreetBets) that noticed the short positions, and thousands / millions of people bought into it on apps like Robin Hood
    • If there is a similar run on silver, it’ll crash the banks
    • LC-01
    • LF-01
    • Liver flush
  • Liver cleanse:

    • Method that Holly sent me
    • Tart cherry juice for 4 days prior
    • 3 x 1/2 glass each day (glass = 180ml)
    • Adjusted times for 6am = 2.30pm because of sleeping
    • Oil + lemon - down in 1, not bad
    • In the evening, watched Star Trek + kept very still
    • Went to sleep about an hour after “10pm” (6.30am)
    • See next day
    • PF-12
    • W: 96.2
    • GW: 2.8
    • LC-01
    • LF-02
    • Gallstones x 9
  • Liver cleanse:

    • Woke up without diahorrea
    • Initially thought it might not have worked, but waited for judgement
    • Took the first morning dose
    • Started to feel some movement
    • About 90 mins after taking, went to toilet and saw first lot
    • Loads of yellow/green deposits floating and runny poo
    • Seems like they’re fatty deposits coming up
  • Second poo:

    • Lots of fairly solid ‘stones’ floating
    • Thought they were likely fatty deposits
    • Green, yellow, orange colours
    • Took a teaspoon and removed a few
    • Could feel the texture - fatty deposits
    • Squashed with spoon and in fingers
  • Run:

    • First since about October
    • Did whole route up round Kilhallon
  • Run:

    • Full
  • Run:

    • 1300+
  • Run:

    • 1266
  • Run:

    • 29m
    • 1212
  • Weight:

    • W: 98.1
    • 1 am
  • Run:

    • 28 min
    • 1140
    • LC-02
    • LJ-01
    • 14 days prior
    • 4 days
    • W: 97.3
  • Weight:

    • W: 98.7
  • Run:

    • 28 min
    • 1170
  • Weight:

    • W: 97.9
  • Run:

    • 29 min
    • 1237
    • Tired
    • LC-02
    • LF-01
    • 6 am - 10.30pm
  • Just three pillars:

    • Web5
    • Economy5
    • Humanity5

    Put Planet5 and Academy5 under Humanity5

  • Deactivated:

    • Original account
    • Finally cutting cords with the past there
    • Will keep as an address book in case I ever want to get back in touch with people
    • Otherwise will just leave it
    • W: 97.3
    • After 2x Natural Calm and several toilet visits
  • Screamed:

    • First time screamed in car
    • Did it twice
    • Helped to release pent up triggers
    • Due to mum having the vax
    • Did my best to help persuade her to not have it
    • Need to let it go
  • Second drive:

    • Mum / Edward / brainwashed people
    • Needed it
    • Screamed a couple of times further
    • Seems to help
  • Third drive:

    • Cloud is lifting
    • Listened to Radio Cornwall mostly
    • Was dancing on the way home
    • Still not gone fully, but heading out
    • LF-02
    • 6.30 am
  • Gallstones:

    • Big (all green) (1cm - 3cm) - 80-100 (7)
    • Small (yellow, green) - 500-1500? (9)
  • Vaccine:

    • Told me she’d had it on Friday
    • I had a feeling she’d had it then because she was really tired
    • Disappointed that she didn’t tell me beforehand
    • She consulted with Edward
    • Triggered, but need to let it go
    • Went on HPP tour
    • Didn’t take much for her to be persuaded - just another letter from the NHS
    • Decided that I need to detach
  • Chronic fatigue:

    • Mentioned about the liver cleanse
    • Had chronic fatigue for years
    • Cleared the air a bit about that
  • Sadness:

    • Felt a shift away from mum
    • Like I can’t be bothered to share any truthing stuff with her
    • Letting go of this period of time at home
    • Just leave her to her own path
    • Brought up some frustration today
  • Next day (19th):

    • Overall, it did feel like a weight was lifted from me yesterday
    • I feel lighter today
  • Run:

    • 28 mins
    • 1151
    • Toilet 2nd half
  • Decreased hunger:

    • Three days post-flush
    • Seem to be less hungry than before the 2nd cleanse
  • Remove wrist bands:

    • Link to Maxi and Yuri
    • Cutting cords from the past
    • Saved them with my other things from the past
  • Weight:

    • W: 98.7
  • Run:

    • 29 min
    • Delays from traffic, people, train
    • 1165
  • Massive shift / crying:

    • Last few days
    • Lorie Ladd put out a video that totally resonated
    • https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BWvXpm4j4Io
    • Lots of crying to release (could feel a pressure inside)
    • Cried all day long
    • Random acts of kindness videos to bring it up
    • Mourning our old selves
    • Jolt up because humanity needs us (but we don’t necessarily know why)
    • Feel like I just want to leave, don’t want to talk to mum anymore :-(
    • Almost feels like I’m mourning the loss of my relationship with my mum (in part that’s true - won’t send her truthing stuff)
    • Almost feels like I can’t really talk to her about anything in my life now, because she doesn’t understand it
  • Full moon approaching:

    • Feb 27th
    • LC-03
    • LJ-01
    • 14 days prior
    • 6 days
  • Weird dreams:

    • Very nervous energy
    • Kept on dreaming about putting oil in a pressure cooker and it exploding
  • Weight:

    • W: 98.7
    • Been the same for several days
  • Weight:

    • W: 98.7
  • Shift:

    • Back to more truthing stuff
    • Feel like gradually moving on from integration phase
  • Weight:

    • W: 99.7
  • Run:

    • 29 mins
    • 1198
    • Felt heavier
  • Website:

    • Help RV’ers to organize their projects
    • Will have a joint website
    • Early on just people that are ready to go with their projects as part of a think tank
    • Will speak to others once have got project outlines done
  • Zim:

    • When talking about website, mentioned about getting the extra £15k of 50T’s
    • She spoke to one of her whale friends, and asked if I’d be able to redeem that much
    • He said likely there was a limit, but that he could put her and me on his super high rate
  • Syncs:

    • 33Q of Zim
    • Wrote out the serial numbers
    • With spaces, the last line I wrote on was 666
  • Mask mandates lifting:

    • Texas
    • Florida
    • Mississippi
  • UK death figures:

    • Only slightly up on previous years
    • Finally starting to come out with the truth
  • Weight:

    • W: 98.8
    • LC-03
    • LF-01
  • Stronger movement:

    • Drank more tart cherry juice beforehand
    • Ate less today
    • Drank less water
    • Really noticed all the movements
  • Animals:

    Almost ran over:

    • sheep
    • 2 black cats (separately)

    Others in front of car:

    • fox
    • rabbit
    • mouse (or similar)
  • Release:

    • Cried for several minutes after finished
    • Asked guides for the money for GCR
    • Biggest crying release ever for HPP
    • LC-03
    • LF-02
  • Toilet first:

    • Expelled a ton of stones even before the first Natural Calm
    • Seemed to be denser
    • Far fewer came out
    • Will try more water next time
  • Gallstones:

    • Big - 5? (1)
    • Small - 1000 (5)
  • I’ve decided that in the future I’m just going to use any attacks productively as triggers to bring trapped emotions to the surface and clear. I do that anyway with other triggers. My guess is that over time, as I heal more and more, the emotional reaction will reduce and/or subside much quicker.

  • Attack:

    • Holly asked me to post in room 3
    • Ariel didn’t like that I put loads of posts in there
    • Public attack in room 2
    • Unnecessary, and could have been done privately
    • Triggered release of certain emotions
    • W: 98.8
  • Model5:

    • Increase in value faster for small amounts in the account
    • Help to lift the poorest people out of poverty quicker
    • If we can get some whales on board to back the model up to the point where everyone is accepting Pay5, we should be great
  • Drug dealing:

    • Nightmare
    • Meth?
    • Constantly trying to evade detection / getting caught
    • Representative of lying about the dates I purchased my Zim
    • Doing the wrong thing
  • Iron deficiency:

    • Realised that probably iron-deficient from vegetarian/vegan diet
    • Mum mentioned it
    • Read that vegans often deficient in iron, B12, calcium
    • Iron / B12 > fatigue
    • Bought supplements (iron, calcium)
    • Asked Jen to ask Papa about if lie about having 100T’s for longer than had, would that be an issue
    • It really didn’t make me feel comfortable
    • SF (Jen)
  • Pervious plan:

    • Send Jen / Peter 25x50T each
    • If I’m successful, they get to keep it all
    • Otherwise, will pay me my portion minus 100T’s worth
    • Jen send mum $500k ASAP after RV
    • Might give me time to get some more notes before my meet
    • Will set up an RV meeting 2.5 weeks afterwards
    • Drive to Jefferson to get 100T’s (see if he can get more)
    • Send off for the 1000 block from Ireland + eBay.com
    • Generate fake emails from years ago + receipts
  • Message from Papa:

    (See RV)

    Papa says to be honest. but trust. You are getting in alignment and people who you are supposed to be connected to will show up. Just talk to them. You never know if they would make an exception with what you are doing. But don’t fudge anything that could back fire.

    But the people you are to be connected with will also recognize you. Alignment with Holly is perfect

  • Massive weight lifted off:

    • I felt very out of alignment before
    • Hearing this made total sense, and was a relief
  • Fees to charity:

    • If have enough money, then won’t need to worry about profits
    • 100% of the money that is spent goes to local charities / good causes
    • Incentivizes people to make the shift quicker
    • Help bring down the old paradigm quicker
    • W: 99.3
  • Supplements:

    • BodyByNature: Multi (50+), calcium
    • Earth’s Nurture: Kelp
    • Skate oil
    • LC-04
    • Cherry start
  • Supplements:

    • 24 hours
    • Already feel a difference
    • Also had nuts and peppermint teas overnight, good for energy
    • w: 99.3
  • More energy:

    • Starting to feel a bit more myself
    • Not like a normal person yet, but getting better
    • Slept with window open - that helped
  • Scrub from internet:

    • Go through Google
    • Find where I’m mentioned
    • Delete me / accounts
  • Woke up refreshed:

    • Straight off to Tesco
    • Combo of supplements, window open when sleeping, time went to bed / woke up (10.30pm / 6.30am)
    • LC-04
    • Cleanse
    • Plenty of water before midday
    • Supplements (minus skate oil) in morning
    • 55:45 oil:lemon (maybe 60:40)
    • Will take supplements the day before next time
    • LC-04
    • Cleanse 2
    • Gallstones: 30-50, 4-10mm
    • Liver stones: 500-1000, mostly 2-4mm
    • Less than previous one
    • Equinox
    • Went to Roche Rock
    • Felt like massive funnel to funnel portal energies into the ley line there
    • Felt strong for a few minutes, then subsided
    • Maybe also released some pent up energy
  • Exhausted:

    • Effects of the equinox portal?
    • Very tired yesterday too
    • Maybe with increased nutrition, body able to take on more Light
    • Thus more intense
    • Hopefully will ease up in the coming days
  • Star Trek:

    • Finished TNG (4/5 major series)
    • Same day that JC said would be important
    • Put out notice that the demons had left, only the AI spider beings were left
  • Kegels:

    • Started today
    • 3 x level 1
    • 2 x 10 min
  • Run:

    • 30.5 min
    • 1277
    • Longer (train)
    • 3 x level 1
    • 1 x 10 min
  • Pack arrives:

    • Only took 5 days from NYC
    • Asked about contacting Michelle using Telegram / Zoom
  • Peter:

    I somehow was sitting at the end of your bed in Sydney when you woke up, and you looked at me with a startled face (obviously) and asked me what I was doing there. I said I came to surprise you, and asked if that was OK. You said ‘actually, no’ (looking pissed off that I was there), to which my thought process was ‘ah, Peter is showing his true colours now’ (because you’re always so nice). Then I woke up and realised I had been dreaming, and laughed at myself.

  • Painting / running:

    • Ran round a long track trying to escape being caught
    • Was quickly running over a section that had been painted
    • The area was like a long pipe section that had been plastered over (on wall), in yellow/cream
    • Armed forces all around
    • Was helped to escape by some young chap in the armed forces
  • Crazy energies:

    • Collective consciousness been on edge for days
    • Feel strong nervous energy since the equinox
  • Shift:

    • First quite down, clearing negative energies
    • Listened to Avraham Fried (Jewish singer)
    • Felt better
    • More focused on the philanthropy
    • Letting go of the idea that I’d be really important (since thought that Economy5 would be really important before)
  • Feeling more myself:

    • Started to get back into Cosmic Agency
    • Feels like the period of integration is coming to an end
    • Period of action start soon
  • Teeth:

    • Been using Hydroxyapatite toothpaste for a couple of days
    • Keeping on teeth for a few mins after brushing
    • Sensitivity gone right down close to gums
    • Also been flossing and rubbing around edge of gums
  • Affirmation:

    • My body is healthy
    • My body is beautiful
    • My body is fit
    • My body is strong
    • My body is a temple
  • Affirmations + commands:

    • My body is … x 5
    • You are … x 5
    • LC-05
    • Cleanse
    • Just fruits / veg / water
  • Diarrhoea:

    • Quite bad in the evening after taking the Natural calm
    • Fruits/veg + lots of water => exiting fast
  • Vibrology:

    • Like New Earth Haven
    • New Earth Vibrations to start with
    • Vibrology catchier
    • V. Sessions, V. Beats, V. Eats …
  • HQ / vaccines:

    • Make Maui HQ non-vax only
    • Ask employees what they prefer (vax, non-vax, either)
    • Ask what they are
    • Energetically makes sense (no rogue signals, cocreation)
    • Fundamental Awareness Quotient test
    • W: 99.2
    • LC-05
    • Day 2
    • Gallstones: 50 ish
    • Liver stones: few hundreds
    • About 5-6 toilet trips total, most mostly water
    • 3/4 with significant stones
  • Mid-sleep:

    • Woke up after 2.5 hours from taking oil and had an explosion
    • May have included plenty of gallstones/liver stones
    • Didn’t check what it contained
  • Stone quantities:

    • 1+2 huge amounts of stones come out
    • 3+4 jump down (decent amount, but not vast like first 2)
    • 5th another step down (still obvious, but less than previous 2)
  • Laughing:

    • Been laughing all day
    • Loads of memes
  • I was in this large tent (which merged into a room) in the middle of the desert, and this creature/gremlin/demon/something just appeared. First I wanted to just kill it (automatic reaction) then quickly realised I didn’t want to do that, but wondered how I could get rid of it without killing it. So my plan was to try to trap it in my sleeping bag, wrap it up, drive a mile or so away, and then just dump it out and rush back. The thing is that the ‘thing’ was growing at a supernatural rate, so I had to trap it before it got too big for me to trap.

    Then I woke up shaking. Haha, very weird.

  • Probably representative of releasing some trauma/bad memories from the past or something like that.

  • Cut ties with MarkZ:

    • Decided to cut ties with MarkZ network
    • Computer room will be a distraction
    • Knew it was coming, but was triggered by Salty’s reaction to my sharing the NEF stuff, and someone asking about my post in the computers room (which was then deleted)
    • Felt it was the right time to cut ties
    • Very amicable with Rolls, Salty
    • Still going to work together down the line probably
  • Light language:

    • Inject Light Language into to search engine / social network
  • Breakthrough M2:

    • W: 103.1
    • Start
    • Finished off double lot of Thai Green Curry yesterday
    • Wanted to finish it completely since I’m expecting the RV to go before I get to the end of BM2
    • BM2-02
    • W: 102.0
  • Not in top group:

    • Need sequential 100T’s from 3+ years ago
    • Will just rely on Holly / her contacts for the big sums
    • Having got my hopes up a bit (but anxious because I didn’t feel it would work out), it was actually kind of a relief
    • I’m sure I’ll have enough for myself
    • The Universe will provide everything I’ll need at the right time
    • It’s a test of ego/pride to not have all the money myself, but actually that’s fine
    • So long as we have enough for all the projects, all is good
    • BM2-04
    • First low-cal day
    • Protein shake + cauli/cabbage/chicken stock (L)
    • Quinoa salad (like mediterranean) (D)
    • Lots of cabbage, salsa in evening
  • Prince Philip dies:

    • 99, 9th, 99 years 9 months (1 before 10th)
    • 99th day of 2021
    • 999th day of the 1st month Nissan in the Hebrew Calendar
  • First month:

    • Hit 950 signups
  • Alliance5:

    • Extend all the Vision5 ideas to alliances
  • Weight gain:

    • Only minor
    • Probably from extra water and not going to toilet before weighing myself
    • Still feel slimmer, and reflected in some of the measurements
  • Reduced appetite:

    • Definitely feeling less hungry
    • Today started eating the same quantities as a normal person
    • Will try to reduce the quantities I’m eating
    • Good training for my body, anyway
  • Foods:

    • Snack 1 - 1/2 cucumber
    • Lunch - 200g cabbage (felt too much, try 150 tomorrow)
    • Snack 2 - 1/2 cucumber
    • Dinner - quinoa + 1 cucumber
  • Third eye:

    • Last week or so, multiple times felt my third eye being activated (4 or 5 times?)
    • Feels like my guides are working on it
  • Foods:

    • Same as yesterday
  • Chewing:

    • Focusing on chewing everything at least 15-20 times, until mushy in mouth
  • Wrong Tabasco:

    • Green Tabasco has corn starch in it
    • Approved hot sauce is Frank’s Red Hot Cayenne Pepper Sauce - which we have here
  • Order:

    • Ordered from Alula Wellness
    • Via Stackry
    • First time
    • Hoping there won’t be any issues
  • Order:

    • Shipped to Stackry
  • Order:

    • Arrived at Stackry
    • Processed within an hour
    • $12.99 (put customs as AlulaWellness Drops, value $20, no additional cover)
    • 6-15 days in theory
  • Order:

    • Shipped from Stackry
  • Full moon 26th !!!

  • 1 - Tsunami

    • Warning about a tsunami
    • Told would be a meteor and cause the sea to rise 1.6km out from the coast
    • Told to get to ledge with rock on (high up)
    • Just got there in time and sea was just below
    • Told someone else about it and saved their life
    • See May 18th
  • 2 - Residential area

    • Journey down through a residential area with lots of Arabic-speakers
    • With luggage on wheels
    • Down through someone’s house at the end
  • 3 - Wooden car

    • Changed into car driven by wood / natural means
    • Was driving down tight lanes
    • Needed to go through someone’s house
    • Got stuck, went dark
    • Was working out how the car worked
    • Everyone fell asleep, lights + heat off
    • Was trying to get working when I woke up
  • Universal5:

    • $5/day to everyone
    • Sent to Holly
    • She said it was great, and will forward onto whale guy
  • Shedding ego:

    • Dreamt of trying to shed ego / jealousy
    • Try to view the money as God’s money for us to help the planet
  • Vision5 Trust:

    • 5 (or more) trustees
    • Vision5 Foundation + 4 financial backers
    • Holly’s whale friends
    • Build up Enterprise5
    • Could pay for all the philanthropic projects as a group also
  • Team effort:

    • Coming to terms that this really will be a team effort for humanity
    • Yes, we’ll do a lot, but so will plenty of others
  • Shifting:

    • Focused on releaseing ego/pride/jealousy surrounding RV
    • Focusing on heart
    • Feel like a blockage in my heart chakra has been released
  • Distant:

    • She’s been more distant with me the last couple of days (shorter answers, longer waits)
    • Wondering if my messages to her whale friends have made her want to distance herself from me
    • She might just be dealing with her own things
    • Will just give her some space
    • Find out tomorrow - family issues (husband no longer paying alimony, son bumming and insulting)
  • vision5.org:

    • Got it working again
    • Issues with Wordpress and domains
    • Just used output buffer around the whole output
    • Hacky, but it works
  • LitterPick5:

    • Employ people to pick up litter
    • Could employ millions
    • First step to healing
  • Realization about whales:

    • They’re going to want to have everything planned down to the last detail
    • Don’t bother going to them unless there’s something solid
    • Think about getting the money from what we create ourselves
    • Need to not think about them as an option to start with - try to just build it all ourselves
    • ‘Saviour’ mentality / power outside of self
    • Feel better for letting that expectation go
    • Will be a challenge, and ultimately more satisfying
    • Much better energy behind it (not asking for handouts, creating something myself)
    • Will come back to them much later when I’ve piloted my ideas, and want to scale up
    • Might reach out to Isaac’s whale friends also, since separate from Holly
    • See SP about energies
    • Felt like I was being told to not try to do everything ourselves
  • Bad day:

    • Going through challenging stuff with family
    • Likely the reason for being distant
    • I kind of sensed it might be something else, not me (though I may have contributed)
  • Marcus, [05.05.21 17:35]
    So, I’ve had some more clarity today.

    I think I’m going to go back to my original plan with regards to creating an ever-increasing cryptocurrency, but I’m going to change the model so it goes up slower - maybe getting to say $10T over 15 or 20 years.

    Previously, my plan was to try to generate enough to be able to pay off world debt and give everyone a universal basic income by the end of 20 years in, but that likely won’t be necessary now.

    I’ll use the funds for well-planned philanthropic projects, as well as slowly building up our global enterprise, but not at a crazy rate.

    The last few weeks, basically since realising that the vast sums of money were being released from the GCR, and then realising that I wouldn’t be able to get on the extra special rate, I’ve kind of gone up/down emotionally.

    It didn’t sit right with me to just ask for the money from someone else, it felt like the wrong energy. I’ve always felt my mission was to create something new and special, and it’s never been on my mind to get handouts. There were/are pride issues related to that that I’ve observed and worked through, but it’s more than that.

    I feel that the concept of donating to foundations is kind of a saviour mentality that the donors are the saviours of the foundation as it were, since they’re the ones that finance the foundation. If the foundation/charity then gives that away in some form, that also has that saviour/victim mentality too.

    I’ll admit that some of the ideas I’ve come up with would also perpetuate that paradigm a bit (UBI being one of them), so they’d probably not be the best at this time. Much later, when the consciousness of humanity is that much higher, maybe, but we’ll see. Many things will just disappear / not be a part of society at that time.

    The thing is that asking these whales felt like it would be a bit like me begging to be able to implement my project ideas, and if they say no, then it’s much harder for me to do them. That energy just didn’t feel right to me, and even more so recently when I put out a couple of feelers via Holly.

    Tbh, I think I came across as a bit wishy-washy to the one that Holly forwarded my messages to (because it was more a vision rather than a detailed plan), and I sense that they have a different working style to myself. Anyway, I decided that I’d rather avoid going down that route.

    So … that’s why I’ve gone back to my earlier plan, but increasing slower. That will give us a lot longer to implement it, and we’ll be able to really optimize all the money that we bring in, and it won’t get to ridiculous amounts of money really quickly.

    I’ll set the model to scale up to say $1 quintillion (the amount of money that some whales will receive individually from the GCR) after say 50 or 80 or 100 years. Now I know that there’s that much money in the world, I don’t need to worry about it topping-out, and there will be plenty of time to make sure that the currency becomes a universally-used currency by that time.

    One other thing, too. Building up more slowly will help give me more time to become the person that I need to be. I’ll need to develop into an organized leader, with a solid team in place. This will take time, especially going from living with my mum for so long now. 😊

    Ultimately, I still believe that my plans have the potential to shift the global economy to the next paradigm, but we’ll just do so more slowly than I was thinking previously.

    Anyway, overall, I’m feeling much happier about this.

  • Marcus, [05.05.21 17:39]
    This leads me onto a question I have for Papa.

    While still in a state of trusting that I’ll receive everything from the RV that I’ll need to get going, I would like to get some more Zim when it happens, and I’m debating about whether getting 50T’s or 100T’s would be better.

    If I were able to get some more Zim once the RV goes, would it be better for me to get 100T’s, 50T’s or wouldn’t it make a difference to how much I’d receive? Specifically, I expect it will cost about 4-5x as much per 100T note, so if 2x50T’s pay out the same as 1x100T, it would be about 2x more expensive to get 100T’s. However, if 100T’s will pay out 4x as much as 50T’s, then it would be worth it.

    I was previously working off the assumption that 2x50T would be worth the same as 1x100T, but that may not be true. I know that for the whales and big payouts, you need to have 100T’s to get the big returns, but at our level, that may not be the case.

    I’m guessing he’ll say ‘use my gut’ or something like that, but it doesn’t hurt to ask. 😊

  • Marcus, [05.05.21 17:44]
    Wow, my heart chakra / third eye are going off after writing the above. I’m taking that as a confirmation that I’m on the right path.

  • Marcus, [05.05.21 17:59]
    Also, there’s another thing I thought of but forgot to mention - the rising cryptocurrency idea would provide a way for people to invest financially, emotionally and on a consciousness level into a global project that will help humanity - even if it’s only a few dollars.

  • Energies:

    • Schumann’s been crazy all week
    • Up to 85 in the last 12 hours
    • My head is spinning / buzzing
    • Feels like things are being forced to the surface
  • Model5:

    • Slower
    • Won’t need to pay off world debt
    • Avoid giving a UBI to everyone
    • Maybe aim to get to $1-2T after 15 years, $10T after 20 years (maybe quicker if we want to buy up some public companies? - could do that later perhaps)
    • Will be able to demonstrate our intentions
    • Build things out at a more reasonable pace
    • Will give us a steady income to do philanthropic projects at scale
    • This way won’t need to depend on anyone
    • Really want to build up OIA, Dropbase, Alabelo first
    • Slow and steady wins the race
    • Will show the rich and powerful that our intentions are noble (and can demonstrate our efforts)
    • Maybe aim to surpass the wealth from the GCR in 100 years (though that much money shouldn’t be necessary)
    • 1 quintillion in 100 years?
    • Start date of 5/5/25 would be cool
    • Best model so far start 55%, 1% drop every 6 months, 25 years down to 5%
  • Order:

    • Arrived
    • No dammage
    • Sent message to Nan in case it’s useful
  • NHS / vaccine:

    • Received invitation from the NHS to receive my Covid-19 vaccination
    • Skim-read a few bits, but just chucked it in the recycling
  • Ho’oponopono:

    • Ego/pride/jealousy surrounding RV/my project/Holly
    • Started about a week ago
    • Had the clarity today
  • German bonds:

    • Paying out now/soon
    • Part of GCR
    • RV to follow
  • Realization:

    • I need to come out of the RV with enough to get going (say billions), but not quadrillions
    • That forces me to work to build up that organization with the model I had in mind
  • Marcus, [06.05.21 23:37]
    [Forwarded from Marcus]
    So, the latest idea is this. I thought that rather than gradually decreasing by 2% each year, from 55 down to 5 over 25 years, that I might as well drop it by 1% every year, so make it for 50 years.

    However, we could drop it down by 0.5% twice a year - at these moments:

    5/5 @ 5:55:55am
    11/11 @ 11:11:11am

    Also, I’m thinking to potentially launch Market5/Model5 on 5/5/25. That would give us 4 years to get all the tech in place, gain experience in loads of other areas, and get all the regulation sorted too.

  • Marcus, [06.05.21 23:37]
    [Forwarded from Marcus]
    I also had another revelation. I believe that what I’m setting up is truly intended for long after the reset, as the next step between post-RV and New Earth without money potentially.

    One of my plans is to provide a universal basic income to everyone in the world, and to lift the cost of living in India to that of Switzerland say, so there’s financial equality in the world. Moreover, giving a UBI now would kind of be perpetuating the victim/saviour mentality, and could be counter-productive.

    However, if we gradually build up our global organization, and provide products and services to society where they’re needed, we can then provide the UBI later on if it’s not being provided by someone else, but when the consciousness of humanity is that much more enlightened.

    Eventually, I believe humanity will get rid of money, but that will take maybe 150 odd years perhaps.

    We’ll therefore position ourselves to be in the right place 25-30 years from now - and it will be much better to take things slowly / steadily to start with, while we build up knowledge and experience of all sectors (business and philanthropic) and all countries.

    Until today, I was really thinking about how I wanted to go off quickly, but I’m thinking in more steady terms now.

  • Clarity / shift:

    • Feels like blockage surrounding project has lifted
    • In particular Model5 / secondary market
    • Feels like the last week have involved lots of cosmic energies to force things to the surface, and today it’s much lighter.
  • Clarity about Economy5:

    • Things like Universal5 will be much better later on
    • When humanity’s consciousness has shifted
    • Put Economy5 in place for when the timing is right
    • Will build up the global organization first
  • Clarity about money:

    • If I came out of the RV with quadrillions, then we wouldn’t implement Market5 in the same way
    • It’s likely that we will want/need this for the future system for humanity
    • Better for us to not work with Holly’s whale friend, unless absolutely necessary
  • Model5 / Market5:

    • Include ability to sell tokens at lower-than-formula rate if want a quick sale
    • This will be market-based, and would act as a stop-gap and would help to instil more confidence in the system (help prevent runs for example)
    • Like a release valve
    • See notes above
  • Universal5:

    • Realised that this would be better later on
    • When consciousness of humanity is higher, and has generally lost the saviour/victim mentality
    • Maybe 30 years down the road
    • Get Economy5 in place for when the timing is right
    • Could aim for 5/5/55 to start this
  • 4 weeks:

    • Of low cal
    • 20.02 lbs lost
    • 5 lbs/week
  • Dfinity:

    • Launched today
    • Genesis
  • Donald Trump:

    • Was to meet him to chat about something
    • Said to him that I was proud of him, and that many others were too
    • Was in some garden with gates, could have been a stately home
    • Took too long preparing what I was going to say
    • Went to talk to him, but didn’t have long with him, then he left
    • Could feel his presence
  • 50T’s:

    • Papa confirmed that 2x50T will pay out 1x100T for each individual
  • Cloud5:

    • Decided to call the Dfinity / Internet Computer offshoot as Cloud5
    • Easy to remember, and will help with finding organizations to provide nodes and paid in Rocket5
    • Collectively, everything will come under Platform5
  • 10 kgs:

    • 10.4 kg / 22.88 lbs
    • 31 days
    • About 1/4 of the way through
  • Dfinity:

    • ICP token goes live today
    • Been really focusing on Rocket5 / tokenomics model within Market5
    • Considering calling the core Platform5
  • DeOS5:

    • Decentralized operating system
    • Run on top of Platform5
  • Purpose of unity:

    • Realised that one of the main functions of Vision5 is to help with global unity
    • By bringing everyone into a new economic paradigm, it helps to get people invested in it at a consciousness level
    • 1234 signups
  • Ho’oponopono:

    • Driving round before getting to St Blazey
    • Saw three lights in the sky in a triangle that weren’t moving
    • Cloud came over, so wasn’t certain
    • But wasn’t moving, so just hovering in the sky
    • Very low, no lights flashing
    • Didn’t feel a presence, though, so maybe it wasn’t
  • Utsava:

    • Said that reset happened today
    • May 12th = 5/12 => 5+12 = 17
    • Ramadan ended today (Dubai)
    • Order banners for mum
    • £111.11
    • Finished doing order at 11.11pm
  • CMKX:

    • CMKQ payments started about today
    • These would only happen just before the RV was to go
    • 11.1 kg = 24.5 lbs
  • NHS second invitation:

    • For vaccine
    • Only 8 days after the first one
  • Debt Jubilee:

    • Start of NESARA/GESARA
  • Edward:

    • Release instance about Israel / Palestine
    • In general, too
    • And Laurence
    • Could feel crown chakra
  • Logo:

    • Found the image for the logo
    • Start process of planning out the site
  • Microfinance5:

    • Combine with Rocket5
    • Will pay back the money that is borrowed with Rocket5
    • Will help to lift people out of poverty and teach them about investment
  • Playing snooker:

    • With Peter Ebdon
    • Asking him about disclosure, and getting flack
    • There were TV cameras, so was thinking to take the opportunity to drop a few truths
    • Somehow I was beating him, since he seemed to keep fouling
    • He wanted to concede
    • Gave balls to referee to replace
    • Premonition of disclosure coming soon ???
  • Jen:

    • She told me about dream with tsunami / Caribbean and going to the top of a building
    • Reminded me of the dream from 26th April
  • Crypto crash:

    • Loss of 34% of all value in 24 hours
    • Most more in last week
    • Crypto bubble crash?
  • Netflix:

    • Not sure of actual date
    • Estimating around here on 20/09
    • Could have been in June also
    • Not earlier than beginning of May for sure
    • Started by watching the series Bolivar (May/June?)
    • Loupin in French (June?)
    • Then Escobar (June/July/August?)
    • Before this was watching Star Trek with French subtitles
  • Shell5:

    • Decided to redo it in Python
    • Will be much cleaner than the existing version
    • Came to me today, after having done a few days of HPP for Edward and Laurence (coincidence?)
  • Graphica5:

    • Embed in Resty5
  • Hiring:

    • Will use Indian agencies
    • Also Imran in Pakistan
    • Cheaper, good quality, less triggered by OIA stuff probably
  • Imran:

    • Sent message yesterday
    • Spoke today
    • We’re going to talk when the RV money comes through
  • Exhausted:

    • The last few days been exhausted
    • Seemed to get better when I had 3 tsp of PH salt
    • Also, took vitamins in the morning
    • Will try to have at least 2 tsp/day
  • Self-doubt:

    • About doing V5 / the other projects
    • Abilty
    • Desire to head up such an organization
    • Fatigue
  • Truthing:

    • Telling mum about Trump coming back soon, voter fraud being exposed in Airzona and elsewhere, aliens, SSP and friend (Mark McCandish) being killed for exposing the truth
    • She seemed not to believe me
  • 88.1 kg:

    • Basically down to ideal weight now
    • 15.3 kg / 33.7 lbs lost
  • Crazy dreams:

    • Schumann spike
    • Don’t really remember them
    • Immediately checked the Schumann when woke, though
  • Heart beat:

    • 51 just before going to sleep
    • Will test again after waking up
    • Significantly lower than normal
    • 69 during day (normal)
  • Letter 3:

    • Same day as Catzmagick
  • No alcohol:

    • 888 days
    • Checked because of a post by Jen
    • She’s on about 1300 days
  • Ego:

    • Feel like ego issues around languages have lifted
    • Had before now, just noting it
  • Bogota:

    • Just 20 mins from airport to centre (La Concordia), business district (Chapinero), rich houses (Los Rosales)
    • Thought of idea from watching Bolivar on Netflix
  • Zim:

    • First dream about Zim
    • Rushing to try to get some more
    • Buying some from Sally (Aryene) and her husband (who I don’t know)
    • Indication that we’re close?
    • Linked to taking Ormus recently
  • Increase drops:

    • 14 aminos / 16 homeopathic
    • Aim to be at zero at the same time
    • Have been hungry and not losing so much of late
  • Money / legal system:

    • Situation with Companies House exposed a trigger
    • Will release this over the coming days
  • Kahreen:

    • Sent loads of info on land-healing ceremony
    • Senses that I have land guardian DNA codes for Cornwall
  • File accounts:

    • Note from Companies House
    • Felt aggressive
    • Filed dormant accounts straight away
    • Felt like a psychic attack, but my own creation
    • Anxious about money - triggered that
    • Went down to the beach after to release it
  • Purge:

    • Massive cry in last episode of Bolivar
    • Ingratitude, fight for adult life
    • Needed to cry for about a week anyway
  • Purge:

    • More purging
    • Feel heaviness that needs to come out still
  • 40 lbs:

    • Finally got over the 40 lbs mark
  • IC5:

    • Down to $33
    • About 1/10 of when it went live a few weeks ago
  • Nervous energy:

    • Feel like I’m being pushed to move forward
    • Will start with the Shell5 documentation today
    • Nothing strange with the Schumann
    • Extra long (30+ mins) grounding in the sea on Par Beach
    • Could have been from the mass protest in London
    • Over a million people
  • Reduce water:

    • Realised that I’ve been drinking too much water
    • Was right for the beginning, but now need to drop
    • Need about 15 glasses total
    • Will have 3 glasses with each meal/snack (not 4/5)
  • Shift:

    • Michelle Fielding talked about needing to get to 60% threshold recently
    • Last I knew it was at 55-58%
    • Over the weekend there was a protest in London
    • Felt like there was a shift
    • Had thought we might have got over the threshold
    • Michelle put out this video today saying we got past a threshold
    • Arizona election results today
    • Floodgates?
  • Order:

    • Bottle 3
    • Sent to NH
  • Stackry:

    • Arrived
    • Forwarded on to UK
    • $16.99 this time
  • Integration:

    • Feeling more integrated
    • Listening to Radio 1 and BBC Radio Cornwall too a bit
    • Dancing to rave in the car
    • More interested in reaching out to old friends
  • Stackry:

    • Shipped
  • Lost:

    • 20kg mark
    • 20.2kg = 44.5 lbs
  • Letter 4

    • PHIM-8
  • Stretching:

    • Restarted
    • Shower, rings
    • Ordered Clobetasol Propionate (0.05%) cream
  • Frenchies:

    • Bastien, Francois
    • Was in some house with them
    • Told Bastien that I’d been dreaming about him … in my dream
    • Felt like was dealing with some trauma from that time
  • Vocab technique:

    • 3 passes
    • Slow, quicker, fast
    • Been doing this the last week ish
  • 2.5 years alcohol-free

  • Research:

    • Stretching techniques
    • Creams
    • PHIM-9
  • Creams:

    • Bought anti-fungal cream
    • Use coconut oil for lubrication
  • Size:

    • Went down a size
    • Ring 8+9
    • Will be patient
  • Half/half:

    • Went down one size
    • But doing 50/50 with higher size
    • Smaller first
    • 30 mins on larger one
  • Stretching:

    • Do the stretching with the rings
    • Use smaller one
    • Oil up first
    • 30s stretch / 10s break, 5x
    • Then do rings
  • Steroid cream:

    • Cream1
    • Clobetasol propionate cream arrived
    • Try out twice/day
    • Definitely feel it after apply
    • Cold, slight sting, not too bad
    • Goes away in 10-15 mins
  • Routine:

    • Morning: Shower, stretch in shower (10 mins)
    • 3x coconut oil, stretch (5x40s*), rings 50/50, antifungal / oil, 2 hours + break of 2-3 hours
    • Steroid 1hr after each session
    • *Except first one
  • Feeling hopeful:

    • Much more positive about the stretching working
    • The oil makes a big difference
    • Doesn’t hurt when I’m doing it
    • Hopeful that the steroid cream will work positively
  • Before sleep:

    • Set the intention to remove triggers / irritations
    • Been feeling a little irritable the last couple of days (to a week)
    • Seemed to help after I woke up
  • Rupert:

    • He’d won a billion dollars
    • He’d connected with me about my project, though didn’t know any of the recent updates
    • I suggested that he use the money to help Cornwall, as I’d be focusing on the world
    • I kind of said I wouldn’t need any money from him, as I was going to receive my own soon
  • Wells Fargo:

    • Stopped personal credit
    • Crash is happening
  • Effects of creams:

    • Woke up with no redness on foreskin
    • The combo of the 3 creams seems to work well
    • Does feel like the tip is a little looser today
  • Rings:

    • 8/9(2), 8/9/10
    • 10 rolled on easily enough
    • 30 mins, 2.5 hrs, 25 mins
    • Hurt a bit
    • Will build up the time on 10
  • Weight loss:

    • 45 lbs
  • Last day:

    • End of second bottle
    • Will go into ‘interim’ tomorrow
    • Will start liver cleanse tart cherry after 2 days of low cal + no drops
  • Rings:

    • 9 (3h) x 3
    • Ring 9
    • 9 went on OK in shower and with coconut oil
    • 1hr + ? (9) on first
    • Tried 10 on first after 1hr and 2 hrs, but too tight (maybe because of slight over-stretching in shower?)
    • Tried 10 on second, and went on, but was too tight
  • Method:

    • 3x3 hrs if there’s no aching in first ring
    • 4x1.5 hrs if there’s some aching in first ring
  • Interim:

    • Day 1 (low cal)
  • Bottle 3:

    • Arrived at Heathrow
    • 9 days after forwarded by Stackry
  • Extra pass:

    • Now 4
    • 4th really quick
    • Second pass focusing more on linking the concept with the word
  • Portuguese:

    • First episode of any series in Portuguese
    • The Mechanism
    • Understood a fair amount with the subtitles
  • Rings:

    • 9 (3h)
    • 9 (3h45)
    • 9 (3h)
  • Stretches:

    • Move up to 5 x 60 secs from 6 x 40 secs, 10 sec break
  • Edge of Wonder:

    • Ben had started to work with someone else on a new show
    • Rob was depressed, and wasn’t doing anything
    • I spoke to Rob and got his side of the story
  • Rings:

    • 9 (3h)
    • 9 (1h45)
    • 9 (2h30)
  • Session time 2 hours:

    • Down to 2 hours per session
    • Starting to appear a little red
    • Likely needs more time to rest
  • Less steroid cream:

    • Twice / day
    • Just one layer (not 2)
    • LC-06
    • Cherry juice
  • Home:

    • Single language
    • Portuguese to start with
    • Have 3 or 4 spare rooms
    • Create environment where I’m hearing the language all the time
    • Be selective, really would prefer awake/aware people
  • Rings:

    • 9 (2h30)
    • 9 (2h30)
    • 9 (3h)
  • Change:

    • Starting to notice a slight change
    • Not gone up to ring 10 yet
    • Noticed that isn’t as tight as before when ‘playing’
    • Also, can keep on for 3 hours and not really notice
  • Steroid cream:

    • Seemed to be less irritated today
    • Twice, once after first session, once before bed
    • One blob, not two
  • One5:

    • Call the database One5
    • Web5 projects can say they’re built on top of One5
    • Base5 will be the database software
  • Arrived:

    • 2 weeks total
    • 12 days from Stackry
  • Rings:

    • 9 (3h)
    • 9 (3h30)
    • 9 (2h45)
    • PHIM-10
  • Rings:

    • 9 (3h)
    • 9 (3h) + 10 (40m)
    • 10 (3h)
    • Ring 10
  • Ring position:

    • Usually skewed off to one side to start with
    • Wiggle round to in the middle and centred
    • Stays on better, just needs one bit of tape
  • Up to ring 10:

    • Realised that ring 10 fits properly now
    • Need to bend to get it to fit
    • Actually feels better than ring 9
    • Need to fold it to get it in
    • Ring 9 more likely to fall off
    • Sits on nicely without tape
    • LC-06
    • Natural Calm / oil
  • Vocab process:

    Pass 1:

    • Slowly
    • Looking up words and surrounding meaning
    • Remember the part of the film for understanding

    Pass 2:

    • Scan over
    • Hopefully recognize most by now
    • Focus on linking the word to the meaning
    • Jump between word and meaning in mind

    Pass 3:

    • Quicker
    • Speedier version of 2
    • Move on quickly

    Pass 4:

    • As quick as possible
    • Try to go directly to the energy of the concept
    • Go to concept + word instantly
    • Instantly to the film context
  • Project Apario:

    • Found out about it a few days ago
    • Excited to see how it develops
    • Taken off quickly, and think we can expect the same with the OIA/OIDB
  • Rings:

    • 10 (5m) + 9 (10m) + 10 (2h10)
    • 9 (15m) + 10 (2h10) - too long, hurt when took off
    • 10 (1h30) - hurt at end, but not as bad as before
    • 10 (1h15) - just when it started to throb
  • No tape:

    • Ring 10 stays on OK without tape
    • With the coconut oil, moves a little, but stays on
    • When the ring just comes off, that’s a good sign to move up a ring
  • Ring fell off:

    • Too slippery
    • Tried ring 11, but too big
    • Couldn’t get ring back on (still slippery)
    • Put ring 9 on for a bit while the oil is absorbed
  • Trying new rings:

    • Will try new rings every 5 days ish
    • Even before the previous ring has fallen off?
  • Updated technique:

    • 15 mins with lower ring (absorb oil)
    • Switch to upper ring
    • Move round so it’s all even and not pinching
  • Sync:

    • Finished stretching at precisely 5.55pm
    • about 6 toilet trips with gallstones
    • Probably 50-100 gallstones, 10 big ones
    • Far fewer liver stones, but still not clear
  • Rings:

    • 10 (3h) - barely notice
    • 10 (3h) - slightly tight, but OK
    • 10 (1h30) - fit fully, throbbed around 1h30
    • 10 (1h30) - not hurt, would have gone on longer but tired
  • WWG1WGA3:

    • Holly asked me to keep a handle on room 3
    • Gave me an opportunity to fix what I did last time
    • Talked it over a little with Ariel, and that cleared the air
    • Felt I did a decent job with it
    • Was like an error that have fixed
    • Also released the ego trigger from not doing it properly last time
  • Stuart Rowe:

    • He lent me a long skateboard with wheels and a broom
    • A bit like skateboard crossed with gondola
    • Travel around very fast
    • Needed it to escape from people after me / something
    • Skated up and downhill OK
    • Travelled round an imaginary town
  • Telegram:

    • Signed up to a bunch of channels with the name ‘Great Awakening’
    • Signed up to French, Spanish, Portuguese, Italian, German and Turkish groups
    • Quite a few channels for all langs apart from Portuguese (one group)
  • Italian, German, Turkish:

    • Decided to add in the remaining languages
    • Will aim to be totally fluent in 7 languages
    • Will work through vocab in all these languages
    • Daily reading of articles in each of them
  • Block lifted:

    • Feels like language-learning block has finally been lifted
    • Will require more time to look up vocab in each language
    • Really want the Language Building website to be done
  • Reading aloud:

    • Practise reading text aloud from paper
    • Will also help with English
  • Public speaking:

    • Practise reading text aloud in different languages
    • Read the text before get to say it
    • Will hopefully help with English
  • Rings:

    • 10 (3h)
    • 10 (3h)
    • 10 (3.05)
  • Polyglottr:

    • Thought of Polyglotter / Polyglottr name
    • Bought polyglottr.com domain, and polyglotter.com is available for $3000
  • Russian:

    • When have Polyglotter up and running, will add Russian into the mix
    • It’s used by about 260M people according to this
    • Useful lingua franca in Eastern European countries
    • Also plenty of truthing info in Russian, and might be useful for reading the original
    • Will make 8 languages - that’s a good number
    • Added to Great Awakening channels on Telegram
  • Rings:

    • 10 (3h20)
    • 10 (3h10)
    • 10 (3h)
  • Mum:

    • Sent the following message to sow the idea of the RV coming soon
  • Also, just to let you know, the rollout for the global financial reset has finally started - as of about a week ago. Some people I know have been called to travel to Zurich from various other countreis, and payouts for some of the fines and penalties that people have been waiting on for about 30 years have started.

    These fines and penalties are the first things to be paid out as part of the Great Reset (which is now mentioned on the World Economic Forum btw), then I believe that the NESARA/GESARA plans will be announced publicly (though maybe under a different name), and then I’ll be able to go and do my exchange that I told you about.

    There’s already been a huge amount of debt relief that’s happened in the last year, with debts being wiped out. I’ve got several friends who’ve had credit card, mortgages or student loans paid off. Probably about $1m worth between them all.

    I’m not sure how long this rollout will take. It might take weeks, or it might still take months. There are millions of people involved in it, and they’re making sure they do it all properly. It’s mostly been implemented now behind the scenes, with minimal disruption to banking services. It should be announced soon publicly, but I’m not sure if that will happen before I can do my exchange or after.

    Anyway, whatever job I get, I’ll be viewing it as something temporary until I can do my exchange.

    • SP-DOWN
  • Letter 5

    • PHIM-11
  • Rings:

    • 10 (4h) - was painting decking, didn’t notice it
    • 11 (1h30) - went on pretty easily, went 1h20 without throbbing, only slightly when took off
    • 11 (1h10) - started to hurt a bit
    • 11 (4.55)
    • Ring 11
  • Up to ring 11:

    • 5 days after up to ring 12
    • Went on pretty easily
  • Rings:

    • 11 (2h) - not too bad at end, felt best to not push it
    • 11 (1h10) - a little tricky to put on, tight and throbbing at end
    • 11 (1h) - red and throbbing at the end
    • 11 (1h20)
  • Rings:

    • 11 (3h20) - not too bad
    • 11 (3h) - throbbing a bit at the end, but bearable
    • 11 (2h50) - not too bad at the end
    • SP-UP
  • Rings:

    • 11 (1h45) - think some skin might have been wrapped around on itself, causing pain
    • 11 (1h30) - could feel early on, hurt after about 1h15
    • 11 (1h05) - seems to be sore today
    • 11 (5m) - hurt almost immediately, decided to rest it
  • Checking skin:

    • First one today hurt after 1.5h
    • Think it could have been trapped skin pressing on one another
    • Started to check for trapped skin
  • Pick up stranger:

    • Driving to Asda at midnight
    • Raining, not very nice out
    • Looking for people to pick up
    • Guy walking slowly in the road
    • Offered a lift, he lived close by, but accepted
    • Almost immediately started crying, telling me about his wife that he thinks has Alzeimer’s
    • His name is Len, his wife Jean
    • He’s been recording her incidents for 7 months, but didn’t know what to do
    • He was getting frustrated at her, but that’s likely a symptom of a deeper trauma
    • He cried half a dozen times, I put my hand on his shoulder to comfort him
    • Stayed chatting about 30 mins sat in car outside his house
    • While doing it felt like a soul contract
    • Gave him some practical advice that he said he’d take on board
    • He called me an angel a couple of times
    • At the end he said he was a healer and a medium
    • Then I mentioned how Altzeimer’s is a bit like the soul and the body are out of phase, and he said he liked that
  • Rings:

    • 11 (1h) - more difficult to get on, band bent a bit, hurt earlier
    • 11 (1h35) - added more coconut oil on outside after put ring on, seemed to help, throbbed at end, but not too bad
    • 11 (8.00) - coconut oil on outside seems to work well, especially when rubbed in
  • Skip forward

  • Met:

    • Plymouth worldwide demonstration
    • 4 hours in Plymouth chatting constantly
  • Back:

    • He told me that my back problem is from a past life in Peru when chased by conquistadors off a cliff and broke my back
    • Affected multiple lifetimes
    • Will do a few healing sessions in exchange for RV coaching
    • Talked about everything under the sun
  • Grandaddy:

    • His polio was caused by poisoning
    • They worked out he was a good person, and couldn’t be trusted with the dark secrets
    • Poisoned him to get him out of the way
  • Notes

  • Rings:

    • 11 (1h15) - did stretching in shower again, felt best to not push it too much
    • 11 (2h05) - not too bad, just slight throbbing at the end
    • 11 (1h30) - throbbing at end
    • 15.50
  • Stretching:

    • Back to 10 mins solid in shower at start of day
    • The last week there didn’t seem to be any progress
    • When had good progress before, was doing the stretching in the shower
  • Rings:

    • 11 (3h) - much less painful today, slightly trying to squeeze off ring (shows a bit bigger)
    • 11 (5h30) - 5x1m streching, lots of oil around not just the tip but also where slides over bottom bump, was painting and lost track of time, clearly much wider
    • 11 (3h) - 5x1m stretching, felt fine, seemed to stretch more even through the day
  • Fractured soul:

    • First one to say goodbye
    • Second to reintegrate
    • Will do for 21 days
    • LC-07
    • Cheery juice
  • Rings:

    • 11 (3h) - shower 10 mins, seems tighter today than yesterday (probably left on too long), 1.5-2 hours in thought it would be painful, was OK but throbbing a little at the end
    • 11 (3h30) - 5x1m, OK at end, but caught something when I took the ring off
    • 11 (3h) - 5x1m, a little tricky to get on at first, and it seems to be marginally tighter (fitting closely to the ring)
  • Spanish conquistadors

    • Chasing me for gold - money
    • The Spanish tried to steal the gold from all our village
    • They said they’d kill us all if we didn’t give them our gold
    • I led them away, tried to get them lost in the forest so they couldn’t find our village
    • Eventually they understood, and started chasing me
    • Got chased off a cliff (ran out of space), and died at the bottom
    • The Spanish went back to our village and killed everyone
  • Soul fragment + retrieval:

    • Soul fragment - “Did it all for nothing”
    • My soul fragment was left there, sitting on a rock, stuck in guilt (see soul retrieval)
    • Paul cremated the body of me in that life time in Peru
    • Brought that soul fragment back into my body to reintegrate it
    • Reiki temple
  • Reiki temple:

    • Honshazeshonen reiki symbol
    • Eanen? prayer
    • Past life reiki (may not feel)
    • Taken up to reiki temple in the astral
    • Pools of pure reiki
    • Energy blocks
    • Huge team of Light beings helping pound me with reiki
    • HPP - forgiveness for the block
  • Victorian past life

    • Victorian time, wheelchair
    • Paraplegic
    • “Not meant to be here” (the way I was)
    • In a hospice
    • I thought Paul was an angle in that lifetime
  • Solar plexus:

    • Cleared blocks
    • Took out emotions
  • Sacral:

    • Also clogged
    • Sexual dysfunction (likely phimosis, though could have been from threesome experience)
  • Repair work:

    • Some of the damage
    • Top of coccyx
    • Beams of light
  • Root:

    • Next time
  • Money / back:

    • Hatred of money in society - HPP
    • Remember racism from past
    • Injury Peru/Bolivia -> UK -> wound / past-life
    • When talked about being poor / hatred of money, my root chakra lights up
    • Racism - poverty - back wound - hatred of money
  • Chronic fatigue:

    • Adrenal system
    • Running
  • Rings:

    • 11 (3h05) - 5x1m, visibly stretched back almost to the point of falling off, not really throbbing at the end, caught when took off
    • 11 (3h20) - 5x1m, a little painful at times, but nothing too bad
    • 11 (45m) - 5x1m, seemed to be sore from earlier, removed earlier to give it a rest
  • Quantum shift coming soon:

    • Light beings were preparing me for a quantum shift

    Consistently in my life, when I’ve made big changes, I’ve gone through a process of:

    1 - Not thinking about it
    2 - Saying to myself that a change would happen eventually, but now’s not the time
    3 - Saying to myself that change would likely come soon, but I’m still not quite ready
    4 - The change happening as a quantum shift

    As of today, I’ve shifted from 2 to 3

  • Accelerated healing:

    • Had a year’s worth of healing in two days
  • Lighter:

    • Definitely feel lighter after session with Paul yesterday
    • Feel less fearful
    • See discussion with Paul Bryant
  • All under one roof:

    • Decided that the OIA, R5 etc will all come under Vision5
    • It was fear-based to not do it before (legal action against OIA primarily)
    • Linked to Paul’s clearing yesterday
    • Ultimately it will make a stronger organization
  • Separate methods:

    • Netflix for FR/ES
    • Language-learning courses for IT/PT/DE
    • Build up to Netflix-watching in IT/PT/DE later on
    • Build up systematically, and not try to go straight to Netflix
    • Have teachers and find great course books
    • Develop courses as part of Rosetta5
    • Humility in the learning process
  • Rings:

    • 11 (40m) - 10m shower, bit of trouble getting on and was tighter, decided to just try 2h sessions, got painful, think damaged from yesterday
    • 11 (1h) - no stretching (sore), more relaxed than first thing, could have been from water suction, didn’t push it
    • 11 (1h) - no stretching, seems almost bruised
  • Rosetta5:

    • Will be a major part of the early projects
    • Want to build the most advanced language processing engine around
    • Will build tons of language-learning tools, courses etc
    • Attract linguists
    • Build language-learning into the core organisation
    • Helped to bring the drive back into the project, and not away from it with language learning apart
    • HPP-03
    • LC-07
    • Natural calm / oil
  • Rings:

    • 11 (30m) - no stretching, still sensitive and needs to heal
    • 11 (30m) - treating with care until it’s better
    • 11 (30m) - started throbbing after 15 mins, will leave for 2 days to rest
  • Oscar:

    • In Cornwall, learning English
    • I was helping him with his language skills
    • Couldn’t speak well yet, but better than in reality
    • HPP-04
    • Already feels mostly integrated now
  • Well, as I said, I can sense shifts when I’m doing Ho’oponopono. In the first 4 sessions it felt like

    1 - I said goodbye to the body, and sent it out to sea (I’d envisaged the body being on cliffs by the sea, not sure if that was correct or not)
    2 - The body seemed to have gone, to I welcomed the soul fragment into my body
    3 - Felt like the fragment was 50% integrated
    4 - (Today) Felt like the fragment was 80$ integrated

    The numbers are just an estimate, obviously.

  • Not many:

    • Seems like most have been cleared out now
    • Probably 50-100 of the green ones, but that’s less than before
    • 1cm max
    • Not many liver stones noticeable (smaller, so were likely flushed out before)
  • Turkish:

    • Reading bits
    • Seem to be reading a bit quicker than before
    • Still plenty of vocab that will need to come back and/or be learnt
  • Back:

    • Seems to be less painful than before
    • Not fully gone yet
    • Could be because of liver cleanse (less weight)?
  • Break

  • Clarity:

    • Something’s off with JC Kay (attacking Magenta Pixie + others) - rip out chakra
    • Tarot by Janine - White Hats not in control at 3D level
    • Had picked up on hints of not quite right before, but gone against my intuition
  • Weight lifted:

    • Heavy energy helped with clarity
    • My own discernment and decisions about Vision5
    • Fears about Model5 too quickly
  • Cry:

    • Watched Sully
    • Cried a few times
    • First time since session with Paul
  • Break

  • Model5 / Market5:

    • Think will stick to 2.5%/year drop
    • Feels better
    • Will think about providing a UBI after about 15-20 years
    • By that time, should be well-established with money accepted in many locations
    • Income tax eliminated
    • Humanity as a whole will have had much trauma lifted, but still plenty left to go
    • Timeframe works for numbers of people in world / overall cost vs existing market
  • Session 2:

    • Issues related to being left out
    • Filled up energy with negative thoughts - bailed out
    • 30ft of negative thoughts, down spine, grounded out through feet
    • Didn’t feel much buzzing this time
    • Not so intense for Paul, either
    • Could be because didn’t go up to Reiki healing temple
    • Could be a bridge session before a big one next time?
    • SP-DOWN
  • Lots of odd dreams:

    • Bringing up people from the past
    • Fran (in Poltair Park?)
    • Rugby (ball going into touch when was sideline referee, this time didn’t make a mistake, overcoming old mistakes + at peace with them)
    • Travel (stay in some house, packing up CDs/books/other things in hostel, debating when to leave, could leave in evening or next morning, CD included Stiltskin/Mind’s Eye)
    • Jon Porter (in the place that would leave)
    • New dreams, old topics
    • Quick succession, one after another
  • Feel a bit better today:

    • Exhausted yesterday
    • Feel marginally better after wake up today
  • Rings:

    • 10 (20m) - Dropped down after break, hurt pretty quickly, damage section where the rim is, looks like it was from over-stretching with the ring on, leave 4/5 more days before trying again
  • Ego death:

    • Recognize that I’m going through another ego death process since started with Paul
    • Healthy, and feel better for it
    • Like I’m discovering a new, more authentic me, with less baggage
  • Binaural beats (hippo):

    • Started during Hippo drive
    • Started at end of Hippo
    • Third eye activation
    • Did 10 mins of meditation in layby heading towards Roche
    • Could feel things happening
    • Tried Paul’s suggestion of a flower opening, but not happened yet
    • Will continue to try
  • Binaural beats (night):

    • Put the same beats on when went to sleep
    • Didn’t notice it while sleeping and didn’t bother me
  • Busy:

    • Had set intention to bring things to the surface while asleep
    • Binaural beats
    • Weird nervousness
  • Nervous:

    • Feeling edgy / nervous
    • Can’t think properly
  • Ready for shift:

    • When RV happens, will jump back into programming
    • Won’t push it before then
  • 4 langs:

    • ES/FR/IT/PT
    • Different methods on Netflix / Italian book
  • Tarot by Janine:

    • Watched the last week’s worth of videos
    • Different perspective now
    • Can see cracks in her interpretation
    • Still interesting stuff, though
    • Discussed about parts of the world (Zeelandia) being discovered, cloaked
    • Run everything through a discernment filter
  • Start again:

    • After about a week
    • Started on ring 9 (down from 11)
    • Partly because of break, and partly because of increased tightness from the wound
    • Will go up slowly
  • Rings:

    • 9 (2h) - right size fit, no pain from wound, did 5x30s stretch at end, only light tug, no ring
    • 9 (2h10) - 5x30s (no ring), snug fit, keeping to 2 hours ish
    • 9 (2h05) - 5x30s (no ring), stick to 2 hour limit, a little red at the end but no pain
  • Hurt arm:

    • Had intuition that he’d hurt his arm / wrist badly whilst doing a meditation (binaural beats, third eye, after hippo)
    • Checked with him, and he’s had several such injuries
    • SP-UP
    • PHIM-10
  • Rings:

    • 10 (45m) - 5x30s in shower with oil, no.9 first, but thought would try 10, went on first try, throbbing the last 15 mins
    • 10 (45m) - 5x30s, lots of oil, throbbed the last 15 mins
    • 10 (45m) - 5x30s, lots of oil, less throbbing at the end but could still feel it, phimotic ring more apparent now because of the wound from before
    • 10 (45m) - 5x30s, lots of oil, less red than before, throbbing at the end but marginally less so
  • Third eye:

    • Felt at top of my forehead I think
    • A big higher / further back than the chakra on my brow
    • Seemed to be working it a bit more
  • Rings:

    • 10 (55m) - 5x30s, shower, didn’t hurt for about 45 mins, gradually easing up, was driving and didn’t put cream on afterwards, was a little redder later
    • 10 (2h) - 5x30s, rubbed lots of oil in, sat with phimotic band at top, not hurt at end but best to stick with 2h I think
    • 10 (1h45) - 5x30s, adjustment after 1h (ph. ring not on end so painful), pain went away
    • 10 (2h05) = 5x30s (ended at 5.34am), lots of oil, careful to place phimotic ring at top, no pain at end
  • Lion’s Gate meditation:

    • Roche Rock
    • Called in guardians of the land, Merlin, AA Michael, St Michael, feline beings to channel love energies through the ley lines
    • Asked permission from the guardians beforehand (though feels silly, since I can’t hear their response)
    • 15 mins with 528Hz
    • HPP-01
    • Father in life in 1700s
    • The one that called me a heathen, and felt I’d been disloyal

    Others

    • Relationship with father
    • Relationship between father and grandfather
    • Grandfather being poisoned
  • Rings:

    • 10 (2h05) - 5x30s shower, first fit the phimotic ring (PR) was half-way, shifted it up, fine until end
    • 10 (2h) - 5x30s, make sure PR at the end
    • 10 (2h) - 5x30s, as above, can visibly see that it’s stretching down further
    • 10 (5.32) - 5x30s
  • Day late:

    • Was going to be at 8pm on 8/8
    • Paul was exhausted from doing some energetic clearing
  • Father in 1700s:

    • Argument with father, estimate around 1700s
    • He called me a heathen
    • Took place in England
    • Was disappointed in me
    • Conflict in past life
    • Yanked way out into the cosmos (not see it)
    • Metal beer jugs
    • Argument about principles - loyalty
    • Involved in a political plot
    • Protest
    • Family coat of arms
    • Father was important - merchant, money
    • Defied him
    • He felt I was disloyal to him
    • Very disappointed in me
    • He made me leave
    • Our principles not congruent
    • “Dishonouring thy father”
  • Grandfather:

    • My grandfather sent my dad away
    • Something between my grandfather and me
    • Not follow family coat
  • Healing work:

    • Support crew
    • Falling into back
    • Flipped back over and back
    • Solar plexus - massive block
    • Poured everything out of back
    • Downward out of feet
    • Problem with back
    • Sacral / solar plexus clearing
    • Lower half
    • Re-grounded
    • Knees
  • Loyalty:

    • Theme of loyalty
    • My father in that lifetime
    • Important to me in this lifetime
    • Dai + gf / bj - loyalty
  • Circadian rhythm:

    • Circadian rhythm meditation
    • Meditation while sleeping
    • Circadian dysrhythmia
    • Deep relaxation meditaiton
    • PHIM-11
  • Rings:

    • 11 (45m) - 5x30s shower, took 3 goes to get on with the PR at the end, started noticing after about 15 mins, OK at end (careful taking off)
    • 11 (45m) - 5x30s, went on first time, noticed it was there, careful taking off
    • 11 (1h) - 5x30s, went on first time, felt OK
    • 11 (1h25) - 5x30s, thought it was 1h15, felt fine
  • Holly:

    • Been told to go absolutely quiet
    • Got told off by her contacts
    • She’s going to pretend to be on holiday
    • Should happen this week
    • LC-08
    • Cherry juice
    • Will do 6 days (2 bottles) not 3
  • Rings:

    • 11 (1h15) - 5x30s shower, took a few times to go on, a little tight but OK till end
    • 11 (1h15) - 5x30s, slippery but went on OK after second try, tight but fine
    • 11 (1h30) - 5x30s, third time lucky, gentle throb throughout
    • 11 (2h) - 5x30s, definitely red and a bit sore today, tight but fine for 2h
  • Holly went dark:

    • I’m holding the fort
    • Room 3/4
    • Repost Holly’s message from yesterday
    • Fathers group
    • Already feel that they’re mostly healed (or at least not making my crown buzz much)
    • PHIM-12
  • Rings:

    • 11 (2h15) - 5x30s, shower, went on more easily today, solid stretch throughout, could have done longer but want to do 4 sessions
    • 12 (1h30) - 5x30s, tried size up and it just fit (snugly), was fine until the end
    • 12 (1h30) - 5x30s, went on first time, seems as though the ring might be slightly squashed but still went on, fine till end
    • 12 (2h) - 5x30s, really felt the PB on inside, realised that it cut off circulation when on outside - hence the pain
    • SP-UP
  • Jump forward

  • Shell5:

    • Make Shell5 the HTTP/Objective5 shell
    • Other scripts can be sent and interpreted
    • Modified Resty5 to spawn children for each logged-in user
  • Rings:

    • 12 (2h) - 5x30s, went on OK, got caught and fell off in middle, took a while to get back on again b/c it’s a little tight, throbbing a bit at end
    • 12 (2h) - 5x30s, went on after a couple of goes
    • 12 (2h) - 5x30s, felt OK, a little sore at the end
    • 12 (12.10) - 5x30s,
  • Shift to work:

    • Feeling the drive to work coming back
    • Thinking more and more about programming stuff
    • Feels like go time is very near
  • Afghanistan:

    • West needs to exit in a hurry
    • Taliban taking over the whole country
    • Result of Biden’s policies?
  • Rings:

    • 12 (2h) - 5x30s shower, took a few goes to go on but not painful when on, OK till end, not throbbing too much
    • 12 (30m) - 5x30s, lots of oil, went on first time, started to hurt early on, maybe over-stretched, will drop down for a day or two to give more time to heal
    • 12 (30m) - 5x30s, fairly sore when stretching, throbbing for much of time, won’t push it for a few days
  • Dealing with criticism:

    • Constructive, then engage
    • If it’s just ad hominim attacks, ignore
    • One incident with someone from Holly’s room, said that room was lacking integrity with me
    • Felt like telling him to F off, and replied twice, but deleted one of them
    • When deleted my last return comment, I felt much better
  • Tender:

    • Seems to have been over-stretched
    • There’s a wound where the phimotic band rests on the outside on the left that’s often painful
    • Going to not push it too much for a few days until it’s healed a bit
    • Limit the sessions to 3x30m / day on ring 12
    • Steroid cream just on non-wound part
  • Rings:

    • 12 (30m) - 5x30s, throbbing a little throughout from wound
    • 12 (30m) - 5x30s, quite sore throughout though bearable
    • 12 (30m) - 5x30s, mostly not noticeable throughout
  • Rings:

    • 12 (30m) - 4x30s, stopped short because I thought it might make the wound worse,
    • 12 (30m) - 5x30s, a bit painful, will stop the stretching for a while (just rings)
    • 12 (30m) - no stretching, thought best to let the wounds heal a bit
  • Afghanistan:

    • Cried for a bit
    • Felt like the world was shifting back into place
    • Almost like an energetic content was being moved back into where it should be, and the ripple effect of the resulting energetic/consciousness earthquake is what we’re seeing on the ground in AFG
    • LC-08
    • Natural Calm
    • Did 55/45 lemon/oil mix (seems better)
  • Rings:

    • 12 (30m) - no stretching, a bit painful when put on, not too bad at the end
    • 12 (30m) - no stretching, last 10 mins hurt a bit, does seem to be healing slowly
    • 12 (5.00)
  • Restart:

    • Bought cheese, crackers, nuts
    • Felt drive to start again, so took drops in evening
  • Turkish on phone:

    • Was speaking to someone in English on the phone
    • Person next to me was Turkish
    • Not sure where we were, too vague
    • Switched to speaking Turkish
    • The guy next to me didn’t know I spoke Turkish
    • Was trying to speak relatively fluently
    • LC-08
    • Day 2
    • Lots of movement
    • Lots of stones from the beginning
    • Some big gallstones, too
    • 2 big poo’s
    • Seems like doing 6 days of cherry juice works better
    • Also, the large amount of water at lunchtime (worked well on first cleanse also)
  • Rings:

    • 12 (35m) - no stretching, slight pain when started but that went away, still some healing to do but it’s getting there
    • 11 (30m) - for some reason couldn’t get 12 on, could be from steroid cream, throbbing throughout
    • 11 (6.43)
  • Frustrated:

    • The wound doesn’t want to go away
    • Going down in rings
  • Body cleanses:

    • Will work through body and do cleanses of other organs
  • Energy stored (from Paul):

    • Liver - anger
    • Gallstones - bitterness, harsh thoughts, pride
  • That very much resonates with me, because this year I’ve definitely become more at peace with myself and have let go some ego/pride issues (at least to a noticeable extent, though I’m sure there’s plenty more to get rid of).

  • Rings:

    • 11 (30m) - no stretching, getting tighter, aligned so PB sat in the middle, not on the edge, throbbing a bit but OK, thoroughly cleansed afterwards and added baby cream
    • 11 (30m) - no stretching, PB in middle, now tight on ring 11, TCP + baby cream afterwards
    • SP-DOWN
    • Massive crying session
    • About an hour
  • I’m guessing it’s a combo of:

    • My sessions with Paul (first just under a month ago)
    • The gallbladder/liver cleanse
    • The weight loss programme I’ve been on
    • Switching over to high-fat for Breakthrough, which kicked my body in a different direction
    • The full moon on 22nd @ 1pm
  • Sweaty:

    • Hot sweats all night
    • Could be from cheese (BM2 high-fat)
  • Vegan:

    • Eating cheese, eggs, crackers
    • Feels very heavy
    • Also kind of feel angry/irritated
    • Wonder if it’s because of heavy energies trapped in the food
  • Rings:

    • 11 (30m) - no stretching, tried for 15s but it started to hurt, will drop down a ring
    • 10 (10m) - no stretching, TCP / baby cream, started to hurt, will leave until healed - at least a week
  • Clearing:

    • Third eye (lots of blockages)
    • Angels - top/bottom - flow of energy
    • Clearing channnels
  • Fell asleep:

    • Astral projecting
    • Started snoring
    • Grandfather about to tell Paul something about multi-generational habits
    • My snoring distracted him
  • Homework

  • 14 drops:

    • Weight increased to 83.6 today
    • Likely a delayed effect from the high-cal, and possibly excess water from tea yesterday
    • Upped the drops to 14/14 to try to kickstart the burning process a bit more
    • PHIM-12
  • Start again:

    • Seemed like I’d rested long enough
    • Actually doesn’t seem like I’ve lost much
  • Rings:

    • 12 (10m) - 5x30s, fell off, seemed a little tight + 11 (1h30) - fits just fine, could feel up to end but was bearable
    • 11 (2h) - 5x30s, first time went on with PR in middle, turning purple, best to have on end, put on again, fine till end
  • Scar:

    • Looks like I might end up having a scar on my phimotic band
    • Really don’t mind it if I do
    • Will be a reminder of what I had before
  • Accusation;

    • Had asked guides to bring up trauma to the surface before going to sleep
    • Had dream about being accused of stalking
    • Really aggressive girl with female friend
    • I was in a car, but needed to get out (might have been in a car park)
    • She saw me and chased after me to confront me
    • Woke up remembering it, but couldn’t work out the meaning
    • Later on, on Par Beach, realised it probably referred to Maca’s accusations
    • I think I’ve mostly forgiven her for that, but I guess there’s likely a bit of healing left to do
  • Rings:

    • 12 (2h30) - 5x30s, plenty of oil, went on easily, after 1h15 tried on ring 13 but it was too big, fine till end
    • 12 (3h) - 5x30s, tried ring 13 but too big, will wait a couple of days, 12 went on fine, fine till end
    • 12 (3h) - 5x30s, plenty of oil, went on very easily, aching a little at the end but not too bad
  • Teeth techniques:

    • Empty our mind
    • Activate right-brain

    1 - Put tongue on roof of mouth behind teeth and focus on it
    2 - Focus on one tooth
    3 - Run tongue around your mouth 10 times

  • Leave till now (orig):

    • Leave until at least now to rest and heal
    • Likely to just make worse
    • Will build back up really slowly
    • If it looks like it’s not healed, then do another week

    Actuality:

    • Started up again on 26th
  • Rings:

    • 12 (3h) - 5x30s, plenty of oil, tried 13 but too big, went on fine, fine till end
    • 12 (3h) - 5x30s, lots of oil, went on easily, fine till the end, tried slight stretching in the middle with ring on and could feel it was a bad idea so stopped
    • 12 (1.15) - 5x30s, went on easily
    • LL-IT
  • Facebook:

    • Switched to Italian
    • Will alternate with Portuguese
    • Once a month
  • Rings:

    • 12 (2h30) - 5x30s, went on easily, throbbed a bit after about 2h, decided to limit to 2.5h
    • 12 (2h40) - 5x30s, plenty of oil, tried 13, went on fine, forgot about it, still took off before 3h to give more rest time
    • 12 (2h30) - 5x30s, plenty of oil, went on easily, fine until just before the end then started throbbing slightly, but not too bad
    • SP-UP
    • Peaceful
    • Been this way for a few days
    • Could be thanks to connection with higher self from 22nd (supposedly the Council of Planets indicated to higher selves to increase the connection)
  • Lessons:

    • Go round body parts, 30s on each, increase attention span
    • Change emotions to change our reality (not the other way round)
  • Saving plants:

    • Set intention to bring things to the surface for clearing
    • Woke up crying
    • Trying to save a plant from dying
    • A bush / gorse / prickly bush (no flowers)
    • A fire approaches regularly, and this guy that protected the bush needed to get it up high enough
    • Asked me to help protect it
    • Large area, lots of beige
    • Had to lift the bush up high enough and wait for the fire (or water?) to pass before replanting
  • Change computer to Italian:

    • Telegram
    • Ubuntu (including Brave)
  • Rings:

    • 12 (2h30) - 5x30s, lots of oil, tried 13, went on fine
    • 12 (2h30) - 5x30s + 3x30s with ring, tried 13, try stretching with ring now (being careful), fine till end, maybe slight wound forming, will keep eye on it
    • 12 (1.45) - 5x30s, did without ring to avoid making wound worse, no pain
  • Intention vs Expectation:

    • Good mediation
    • Next time not the same
    • Can be put off
  • Buddhism:

    • Always for a benefit for all sentient beings
    • Positive inward - affects outward
  • Healing:

    • Drum to break up negative energies
    • Reiki
    • Singing bowl - harmonizeing, ring, fill bowl with reiki
    • Balance chakras
    • Balance elementary energies
    • No big insights
    • Two angelic energies - came back
  • 7 sessions:

    • First 2 / final 2 - warm up / warm down
    • Physical symbol
    • Emotional symbol
    • Distant symbol
    • Don’t mix physical + emotional symbols - mental health breakdown
    • Weeks 3-5 are the intense ones
    • Distance - does the job, but not quite so intensely
  • Homework:

    • Set intention to remember dreams
    • Dream journal
    • Going up mountain - Machu Picchu
    • Set intentions before medidation / no attachment
    • Intuitive guidance
    • Be prepared for it not to happen in meditation
    • Look up power animals if see them
    • Or flowers
    • Be observant
    • Butterfly - trapped - change
  • Code:

    • Worrying about not using existing code?
    • Could be linked to letting all the Shell5 code go
  • Give a lift:

    • HPP tour + Asda + Tesco
    • On the way home, saw old guy walking slowly with a stick next to Brit roundabout
    • Did a U-turn to pick him and his daughter up
    • Daughter asked to quickly pass by a nearby house (heading towards Luxulyan)
    • Ended up waiting for 5-10 mins for her mother to get in car
    • Mother fell flat on her face (funny to watch)
    • Drunk / tired
    • Lived at 2 Par Green
    • Mum thought I was a taxi at the end
    • PHIM-13
  • Rings:

    • 13 (55m) - 5x30s, put on 12, could see it was looser, tried 13, tight but went on, got a bit painful towards the end so didn’t do 1h
    • 12 (2h30) - 5x30s + 3x30s with ring 12, tried 13, went on too tight, probably too long earlier, just keep to 12 for today
    • 13 (1h30) - 5x30s, 13 went on on second attempt, fit OK, a little tight, was OK until 1h30
  • Cry:

    • Spent about an hour crying on/off
  • Meta5:

    • Thinking of having the core in Go
    • The base can be a meta-programming platform
    • Write this in Go
    • Can generate the code for every platform based on various rules
  • Platform5:

    • Make it work on every major platform
    • Allow developers to pick their favourite programming language / platform
    • Will help with adoption
    • Make programming to Platform5 / Markup5 uniform, though
  • Rings:

    • 13 (35m) - 5x30s + 1x30s with ring, 13 went on after 2/3 tries, stretched with ring and it came off, 2-3 more tries to get back on, starting to hurt so stopped in good time
    • 13 (2h) - 5x30s, left 4 hours after first session (normally 2 or 3), alternated front+back/side+side stretching could tell it was a bit wider, ring went on first time, feeling as it snaps on is slightly different to smaller ring, only slightly aching at the end
    • 13 (1h35) - 5x30s, a little sore, but that’s to be expected after 2h on the higher ring, took a few goes to go on, but when dry enough just managed to get it on, lots of oil inside, noticeable but not painful, wanted to do 2h but it was getting painful
  • Let go of expectation:

    • Abilities coming online
    • Being jealous of others’ abilities
    • Not a competition for higher/lower density soul
  • Rings:

    • 13 (2h30) - 5x30s, a little tender, went on second time, lots of oil inside, fine till end though a little red at the 2h30 mark
    • 13 (2h) - 5x30s, tender but went on fine, lots of oil inside, last 5 minutes throbbed quite a lot
    • 13 (2h) - 5x30s, sore but OK, went on second time, plenty of oil inside, throbbing for a while at the end
  • Hunting Adrenochrome consumers:

    • Recon work
    • Pretended to be a new A drinker
    • Gather intel on people
    • Ellen turned into beast in location in an apartment block
    • Later she spoke to me, I declined, she let me go
    • Other location up top of cylindrical building, discovered two people, killed them
    • Clue was red on outfits (e.g. football players)
    • Several times escaped via same route
    • Put on shoes, along a balcony, down to a harbour, into sea to get away
    • Other times was feeding very poor people (incl. children) while moving around
    • Set in poor locations, a bit like India/Bolivia
    • Always in a rush, adrenaline myself
    • Gradually getting rid of them all
  • Rinngs:

    • 13 (2h10) - 5x30s, not too bad, went on first time, lots of oil inside, fine till a few mins before removed
    • 13 (1h45) - 5x30s, stretching top/bottom only, left side seems tender, lots of oil inside, quickly painful, started to get quite itchy at the end so stopped before 2h
    • 13 (15m) - 5x30s, sore, took 6 ish goes to get on, lots of oil, started throbbing and hurting very quickly, decided to give it a rest for a couple of days
  • Rest day:

    • TCP
    • Nappy rash cream
  • Jump forward

  • Rings:

    • 13 (15m) - 5x30s, benefited from rest, went on first time, feel a little throbbing at beginning, started to hurt so left it, will rest 2 more days
  • Bolivia:

    • Living with Saada
    • Memories coming to the surface
    • Jose, Saada, Boris
    • 2014 period
  • Academy5:

    • Not Unity5
    • Keep some projects outside of V5
    • Put within Humanity Upgrade oversight / HUG
  • Split entities:

    • Don’t all have under Vision5
    • Each entity has its own vibration, and trying to fit them all under V5 is trying to fit too many things under one roof
    • V5 will do the heavy lifting, and will rise in vibration slower than e.g. RevolutionOne
  • Mum:

    • Said she had problems with her breast
    • Thought it might be cancer
    • I asked if she felt bumps, but I don’t think she answered
    • I tried to get her on Breakthrough M2 to lose weight
    • She was thinking about it
  • Very active:

    • Several other vivid dreams
    • Didn’t quite remember them after waking
    • Had set intention to remember dreams and bring stuff to the surface for healing while asleep
    • Seemed to do that (more agitated sleep)
  • Rings:

    • 12 (30m) - 5x30s, tried 13, almost went on, painful straightaway, wound still not healed, will leave another 5 days
  • Dragons:

    • Decided to get some Chinese dragon bonds
    • Isaac said that the different values were worth the same
    • Will get two separate ones to see if that’s right or not
    • Should arrive by end of the month if order tomorrow
  • Vision:

    • Strong sense of Cape Town
    • Being there with him
    • Sensed that we were there together to do work together
  • Dragon bonds:

    • Woke up wondering if the Chinese Dragon bonds were good ones
    • Sent off messages to ask about them
    • It probably won’t make much of a difference
  • Biden collapse:

    • Biden mandated vaccines for federal employees (except postal workers) yesterday
    • The military have been told they need to get the vax, and many are leaving
    • Liberals are calling for Trump’s return
    • Everything is collapsing
    • Feels like things are building up before ‘the event’
  • Start again:

    • Felt like it had healed enough
    • Start on 12
    • Won’t push it too quickly
  • Rings:

    • 12 (2h) - no stretching, get back into it slowly, 12 went on fine, tried 13, not quite, lots of oil inside, ring fell off, fine till end, no pain
    • 12 (2h) - no stretching, tried 13 but too tight, fine till end
    • PHIM-13
  • Rings:

    • 12 (2h10) + 13 (20m) - no stretching, tried 13 once but didn’t push it - tried 13 and went on, lots of oil inside, removed the moment could feel any throbbing
    • 12 (2h) + 13 (40m) - no stretching, barely noticed, 13 went on fine
    • 12 (2h) + 13 (40m) - no stretching, fine most of the time, could feel the extra stretching today and throbbed a bit at the end
  • Air force:

    • Doing something to protect people
    • Can’t remember the details
  • Several others:

    • Woke up thinking I must remember them
    • Then forgot
  • Rings:

    • 12 (2h05) + 13 (40m) - no stretching, started loose on 12, needed tape, feeling a little tender overall, but not as bad as with stretching, will drop down 12 next time
    • 12 (1h) + 13 (1h15) - no stretching, 12 went on fine, 13 went on fine, OK till end though throbbed a bit
    • 12 (1h) + 13 (1h30) - no stretching, 12 on fine, 13 on fine, OK up to 1h, then itchy, really itchy at the end
  • Rings:

    • 12 (1h) + 13 (2h) - no stretching, 12 on OK, 13 on OK though marginally tighter than last night, started to get a little itchy after 15 mins, actually OK till end
    • 13 (2h30) - no stretching, straight onto 13, went on first time, itchy the last 30 mins especially last 15, not painful though
    • 13 (2h30) - no stretching, 13 went on fine though a little slippery to start with, last 30m itchy, added extra oil for last 15 mins
  • 14 drops:

    • Will try 14 for a little while
    • Might help reduce hunger so eat less
    • Will try to eat fewer cucumbers, too
  • 16 drops:

    • Moved to 16 for lunch
    • Will keep at this level for the rest of the time
    • Limit to 0.5 cucumber for snacks, 1.5 for evening, 200g cabbage at lunch
  • Several:

    • Woke up several times with vivid dreams
    • Forgot them before I wrote them down
    • Could tell some healing was going on
    • Woke up with a tear in my eyes at the end
    • Result of yesterday’s session with Paul?
  • Rings:

    • 13 (2h30) - no stretching, went on easily, plenty of oil inside, fine till end, nowhere near as itchy at the end
    • 13 (2h30) - no stretching, went on easily, almost slipped down side, tried 14 after 2h but not quite there yet
    • 13 (2h30) - no stretching, went on easily, itchy for the last 15 mins ish
  • 50Ts:

    • Contacted Jefferson
    • Massive price increase
    • At £55 soon-to-be £60 each
    • Won’t be able to get 66.6Q total
    • Could get 45Q (Trump Q) total
    • At £60 each, would be £14,400
    • Hopefully won’t take too much longer
  • Vaccines:

    • Boosters coming soon
    • She’ll have it when it comes
    • Doesn’t want to argue - her usual response
    • Won’t mention it again
    • Said I probably wouldn’t be able to go to the US without it - grr
    • Triggered
    • I’ll just let it go - not my soul path
  • Same as dad:

    • Realised that I just don’t talk to her
    • Like with dad, just talk about her life not mine
    • She can’t relate or understand anything in my life
    • It’s always been that way, and even more so now
  • Purge:

    • Random Acts of Kindness
    • Needed it after trigger with mum
  • Rings:

    • 13 (2h10) - no stretching, took a couple of goes to go on because it was slippery, stopped before 2h30 because had meditation with Paul and I thought it would itch/throb and would be a distraction
    • 13 (3h) - no stretching, went on easily, extended to 3h to balance the earlier shorter one, was going to stop at 2h30 but felt OK
    • 13 (10.15) - no stretching, went on easily
  • Holly:

    • Been attacked outside her rooms
    • Felt like enough is enough
    • Talked about maybe not doing NEF
    • Doesn’t want to work with needy people
  • Guided meditation:

    • Guided meditations on dreams
    • Tool to travel
    • Tower meditation - meet Higher Self / guides
    • Set a strong intention
  • Areas:

    • Third eye and surrounding areas
    • Conscious block
    • Black blob
    • Two healing guides - top/bottom
    • Points where blocks - Paul pain
    • By groin - gone (pain went)
    • Third eye, throat, heart
    • Some lower - not so much
    • Throat
    • “A ring 15 to a girl names Christine”
    • Could be a spirit / visitor?
    • Liver - residual energy from cleanse, but not removed
    • Might cry - tried, pee a lot
    • Solar plexus
    • Heart chakra - almost fell into heart
  • Colours / reiki level:

    • Went in with different colours
    • Red - physical
    • Purpose - pure reiki colour
    • Combined with emotional symbol
    • Reiki at the highest level
    • Feel afterwards and in upper abdomen
    • Most powerful yet
  • Paul’s visualizations?:

    • Fire planes into sky - guide round car with remote
    • Dance on dance floor
      Crazy step
    • Linked in with rockets
    • Run round car park
    • Shamanic drump / visualization
    • Deeper states of relaxation
    • Ritualistic thing
    • Pool table - denying self of something I like doing?
  • Mum / listening:

    • Fear of nobody listening / understanding
    • Walking on egg shells with mum
    • Quiet about V5
    • Diff extraordinary in ordinary words
    • Mum - I’m like my dad with her
    • Energy closed up
  • Prediction:

    • Big shift in 6 months from 3 weeks ago
    • Mid-point in November
    • Shift in Feb ish
  • Shadow work technique:

    • 90% intent / 10% work
    • Count 12 -> 1 (see numbers)
    • Count 13 -> 1 (no numbers)
    • Step through doorway
    • Down steps
    • Each step the body gets heavier
    • Lower levels of unconscious
    • Bottom - basement
    • Walk through door
    • Grey mist
    • Dark shadowy figure
    • This is a representation of all shadows, anger, fear, jealousy etc
    • Introduces oneself to shadow
    • Offer it gratitude and openness
    • Ask questions
    • 2 mins before the end, say goodbye
    • Count up
    • Set of questions
    • How am I sabotaging myself
  • My block:

    • “Don’t trust guides”
    • Shut off
    • Disconnected
    • Reconnecting with m/e
    • Not read cards
    • Based around fear - false light
  • Nicki Minaj:

    • Questioning vaccines
    • Getting blocked on Twitter
    • 200M total on Twitter / Instagram
  • Rings:

    • 13 (2h30) - no stretching, went on easily, a little sensitive towards the end
    • 13 (2h30) - no stretching, tried 14 but not there yet, 13 went on fine, last 30 mins itchy
    • 13 (11.42) - no stretching, went on fine
  • Holly’s last update:

    • Put out notice that it’ll be her last update
    • Will announce when Fees and Penalties are paid
    • Just won’t do daily updates
    • End of an era
  • Rings:

    • 13 (1h45) - no stretching, put steroid cream on 30 mins prior because I forgot it last night, went on fine, got really itchy so just stopped early, might benefit from a couple of days’ break
    • 13 (2h) - no stretching, took a few goes to get on because slippery, slight irritation at the end
    • 13 (2h) - no stretching, went on fine, fine till end
  • Ego death:

    • Started a couple of days ago with realisations about mum
    • Today watched lots of Becky Barron’s videos on Patreon (4x2h-3h group chats)
    • Questioning everything that I believe (Cosmic Agency, AA Michael, …)
    • Feeling a little sad, but OK
    • Chat with Patrick
  • Rings:

    • 13 (2h) - no stretching, went on easily, started hurting after about an hour, thinking it might be the steroid cream over the wound, a bit itchy / irritated at the end
    • 13 (1h55) - no stretching, went on fine, itchy at end
    • 13 (2.30) - no stretching, lots of oil beforehand, just about slipped on first time
  • Q+A:

    • Joined her Patreon a couple of days ago
    • Going through all her Q+A sessions
    • Was guided to sign up (£5/mo at first, then £10/mo - silver - when realised some sessions not included)
    • Almost all the questions I’ve had in my mind recently have been answered, and many more interesting points
    • Helping to break down my belief structure
  • Ego death:

    • Questioning everything
    • So much manipulation
    • Not external sources
    • Many of people that follow are likely misguided / manipulated in some way
    • Avoid those channeling external beings on the whole
  • Black magic:

    • Think she might be doing black magic
    • Her energy feels off
    • Realisation because of understanding about Simon Parkes
    • Asked Jen N-W., and she said she picked up the same vibe
  • Ego death:

    • Accepting that Trump was indeed killed
    • JFK Jr not alive
    • Feeling more that I don’t know anything
    • Bringing me to a healthier place to be able to connect with heart
    • Trump part of ‘better’ control system
    • Letting go of that
  • Soiree:

    • Outside are with comfy chairs, tables
    • A bit like the outdoor seating areas in Turkey, but more UK summer
    • Friendship group from La Paz
    • Had issues with the seating and lighting
    • Felt a bit like a hostel
  • Arrested:

    • Was drunk and got mistaken for being German
    • Felt like it was on a university campus
    • Was given 3 months
    • Needed to do a presentation
    • Wore a dark blue polo shirt
    • Let out early for good behaviour
    • Needed to demonstrate cricket skills
    • Was walking up road to Tywardreath
    • Someone called dad / left a message
    • One other inmate was doing music videos with his teacher / class to get out earlier
  • Food:

    • Blessing food is not about the outside, it’s about the inside
    • Should embrace the food, and say how nutritious it is
    • Blessing would be for the soul of the animal that provided it
  • Start again:

    • After break of a couple of days
    • Wanted to give skin time to generate new cells
  • No stretching:

    • This will be the default from now on
  • Rings:

    • 13 (2h10) - went on fine, slight itch at times, but fine till end, forgot about the timing
    • 13 (2h) - 5x30s, decided it would be good to try a bit of stretching again, top-bottom, fine till end
    • 13 (2h) - 5x30s, plenty of oil on first, went on fine, red at the end but fine, tried 14 and not too far off being able to get it on, maybe a week more
  • Chinese notes arrived:

    • Both arrived at same time
    • They seem to have come from the same company
  • Right path?:

    • Reiki symbols - Reptilian manipulation
    • Obviously has good intent, but might be being manipulated?
    • However he does go in with his heart
    • But gets guidance from his team
    • See what comes from his sessions
    • Will get Becky to check on implants, reiki symbols etc
  • Growing confidence:

    • That have the power within me
    • Just need to work out how to get going
    • Feeling belief growing from watching Becky Barron’s videos
  • Developing abilities:

    • Focus now on developing my own abilities
    • Don’t want to be relying on other people
    • Believe that can do it, just need a bit of guidance to get started
  • Why left/right not working:

    • Need to connect heart (female/left) and brain (male/right) together
    • Drugs (Paul)
    • Vaccines (metal on left/female side of brain)
    • Trauma from no dad when younger
    • Mum/dad not interacting when little
    • Multi-generational trauma (7th generation, end of trauma)
  • Healer:

    • Decided that I’ll become a healer
    • Just use it for people in my organization
  • Multiple:

    • Intention to unite male/female brain
    • Vivid, lucid dreams
    • Only remember the last
  • KKK:

    • Was teaching group of teenagers
    • Mark Mugford was in the class also
    • Got to close eyes
    • Put on KKK hats and robes
    • Stood in front of class to divulge the robes, elicit the meanings etc
    • Almost fell backwards to ground at one point
    • Reminiscent of English teaching days
    • Recently saw meme of black guy that befriended KKK members and got them to leave by showing he was a normal person
  • 9 months:

    • Autumnal equinox today
    • 9 months since the December solstice
    • Gaia wanted to birth this month (according to Becky Barron)
  • Rings:

    • 13 (2h15) - 5x30s, lots of oil, went on easily, fine till end
    • 13 (2h05) - 5x30s, lots of oil, went on easily, fine till end, a little red / itchy right at the end
    • 13 (5.35) - 5x30s, lots of oil, went on easily
  • Melbourne:

    • Protests
    • There have been protests there against CV mandates (vax, masks, …) recently
    • Don’t remember anything specific, just that I was there
    • Could represent feeling of wanting to fight for freedoms - finding voice
  • Rings:

    • 13 (2h) - 5x30s, plenty of oil, went on easily, itchy for the last 30 mins ish
    • 13 (2h05) - 5x30s, no extra oil, went on second time, fine till end
    • 13 (2h) - 5x30s, no extra oil, went on fine, fine till end
    • KM = Khazarian Mafia
  • Soul retrieval:

    • In person healing for soul retrieval
    • Soul retrieval from Tihuanacu
    • Split off
    • DMT etc - bad idea
    • Shamen different
    • Soul splitting can be a form of protection (hurt part goes off)
  • More techniques:

    • More of a repertoire of techniques
    • Spend more time sitting with feelings
    • Journaling
    • Being afraid of what I might see
  • Throat chakra:

    • Need to work on throat chakra
    • Find ways to verbally express myself
    • Connection to higher realms
    • Divine world
    • Chanting
    • Don’t wait for a future event
  • Post reiki:

    • Grief in heart - not do that yet
    • Root - quite a lot
    • Back - weight of the world on my back
    • Sacral / solar plexus - balancing
    • Feeling of not being able to express myself with family
    • Astral projection - socks
    • Get throat going
    • Come from belly and passion
    • Feel in throat that something cleared
    • Time to incorporate and sit with it
  • Communicate with Mum:

    • Talk with mum, maybe about my vision
    • Write letter to her
    • Don’t ever have to give it to her
  • Om:

    • Started to do om meditations
    • Close eyes, say long ‘om’
    • Working on throat chakra
    • Can feel tingling in throat area
    • Feels like releasing trauma (like crown chakra for Ho’oponopono)
  • Rings:

    • 13 (2h) - 5x30s, went on fine, hurt a bit at the end
    • 13 (2h05) - no stretching, went on fine, extra oil 15 mins before end because it was itchy
    • 13 (2h) - no stretching, went on fine, itchy right at the end but OK most of the time
    • PHIM-14
  • Rings:

    • 13 (2h) - went on second time, extra oil after 1h20 because it was itchy, 5x30s, 4 fingers
    • 13 (2h) + 14 (25m) - went on fine, oil in the middle (itchy, twice), tried 14 and went on OK, hurt a bit so stopped at 25m
    • 13 (1h40) - went on fine, lots of oil inside, tried 14 again but didn’t go on, 5x30s
  • What character traits, patterns of behaviour do I have that hold me back?

    • Stubborn
    • Procrastination
    • Not wanting to deal with most people
    • Fear of success?
    • Perfectionist
    • Tiredness
    • Pain
    • Feeling a big weight on my shoulders
    • Not wanting to do dev work any more
  • What shame or guilt have I repressed?

    • How I’ve treated friends (arrogant, condescending)
    • Out of character behaviour (especially on alcohol/drugs)
    • Threesome experience in Bolivia
    • Drunken bed-wetting
  • What do I fear?

    • Losing my privacy
    • Losing my time
    • Reading passages aloud from written text
    • Not being the leader I feel V5 deserves
    • Dealing with constant attacks in public
    • Success?
  • What triggers me?

    • Mum + vaccine / truthing stuff
    • People attacking me
    • The global tyrannical situation (at times)
  • What judgements do I hold about myself and others?

    • That I’m not who I want to be or as good as I want to be
    • Most people just don’t get it
    • I need to adapt to others because they won’t get what’s in my head
  • What do I need to work on to heal, integrate, or express forgiveness to/for?

    • Being unkind to certain people (e.g. Boris)
    • Not getting triggered by mum
    • Behaviour in past when on drink/drugs/lower frequency
  • Any further reflections?

    • I think I might have some AI implants that need removing
    • Feels like my negative thoughts are being fed back to me in a never-ending cycle
  • Letter to mum:

    • Wrote feelings about not speaking when a child
    • Not show her, just burn it
  • Skip forward

  • Rings:

    • 13 (1h40) + 14 (30m) - went on fine, lots of oil inside, extra oil after 1h, 14 went on second time, extra oil inside, not push it too much with 14
    • 13 (1h40) + 14 (35m) - 5x30s, 4 fingers, went on easily, extra oil after 1h10, 14 went on fine but fell off and took a couple more goes to get on again, extra oil for 14, gradually increasing time
    • 13 (1h45) + 14 (40m) - 5x30s, plenty of oil, extra oil after 1h, 14 went on fine, extra oil, throbbed at bit at the end but bearable
  • No global HQ:

    • Management purely online
    • Personnel can work from anywhere in the world + live where they want to
    • Regional bases that people can use for working / physical contact
    • Will make it much easier for me to travel around as want/need
  • Sacha Stone:

    • Proposed doing a speech double act
    • Heard him speaking French (well)
    • Suggested doing it in French and Spanish
    • Had zero preparation, and were going to ‘wing it’
    • I was nervous about doing that
    • Ended before we actually did the speech
  • Rings:

    • 13 (1h40) + 14 (40m) - 5x30s, went on fine, extra oil
    • 13 (1h40) + 14 (35m) - 5x30s, lots of oil before/after, went on easily, 14 went on easily, got painful at the end
    • 13 (1h30) + 14 (30m) - no stretching, plenty of oil, feels tender, 14 took several goes to get on, hurt at the end
  • Reflection on me:

    • Speaking to two friends (not sure whow)
    • Talking about something in them
    • I said something critical / arrogant / condescending
    • Didn’t like my response
    • Realised in dream that it was a reflection of my thought processes, not the other person
  • Vocab after episode:

    • Go through vocab in blocks of 10, back/forth on first pass (so 3 passes total)
    • Go through the vocab 4 times in total after each episode
    • Six passes over each word in total
    • Can go through quickly because it’s fresh
    • Go back over them again after a few days (e.g. 10 episodes)
    • Can remember most of the words
  • Rings:

    • 13 (30m) - no stretching, tender, likely over-stretched from 14 yesterday, was hurting so will just leave it for today
  • Memes:

    • Reached out with a couple of memes
    • Said I posted funny stuff, and was grateful for them
    • Asked what I did
    • First time really chatted
    • Sign of things to come soon
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  • Trump

    • Something to do with Russia and China
    • Couldn’t remember it when I woke up
  • Feeling tired:

    • Yesterday knocked me out with Paul
    • Feeling the lower energy emotions
    • Feeling a bit sad
    • Just processing
  • Rings:

    • 5x30s, four fingers, couldn’t get on 13 or even 12, clearly over-stretched, will leave 3 more days
  • Feeling irritable:

    • Phim stretching going backwards
    • Pent up irritation
    • From Paul’s sessions?
  • Miami:

    • Great air connections
    • Direct to Puerto Rico, Mexico City and tons more in South America / Europe
    • Happiest city to work in the US
    • Great for sun-gazing
  • Last day:

    • Third bottle end
    • Lost 62 lbs in total since beginning
  • General Mark Milley:

    • Trying to show him how I have learnt how to morph space (pen blend into flesh)
    • Felt it was important for him to know
    • Set up initial meeting, then wanted to show him in private
    • Was reading some remarks by Stephon Rudd
  • Ring:

    • 12 (2h) - over-stretched from before so easing back slowly, itchy after 30 mins, tried 13 but looks like it’s irritated, started to throb a little after 1h15 (sign of over-stretching)
    • 12 (2h05) - plenty of oil, still somewhat tender, extra oil after about 1h30, less irritated afterwards
    • 12 (10.35) - plenty of oil, itchy from the start though
  • Communication trigger:

    • Realised that the reasons I’d been triggered with him before over communication likely came from my lack of being able to communicate with my mum
    • Plan to write him an explanation at some stage
  • Feeling positive:

    • Feel shift happening
    • BM2-3
    • End
    • 74.9 kg
    • 28.5 kg / 62.8 lbs down
    • PHIM-13
  • Rings:

    • 12 (2h10) - plenty of oil, not notice for the entire time
    • 13 (1h30) - thought I’d try 13 again, went on easily, plenty of oil, tender at end so didn’t go 2h
    • 13 (1h) - lots of oil, took a few goes to get on because slippery, more oil after, tender so didn’t push it
  • Big Tech down:

    • FB, IG, WhatsApp, others
    • 5.44pm UK time
    • Down about 5-6
    • Holly says she’s been told it’s the beginning of the 10 days of darkness
    • JAW-1
    • JAW-BLUE
  • Exercises:

    • 1 (5m) - painful, couldn’t wait for the 5 mins to end
    • 1 (5m) - 5s pause half way, ached a bit at start but got used to it
    • 1 (5m) - no pause, already feeling stronger
    • 1 (5m) - no pause, definitely feeling stronger
  • Rings:

    • 13 (1h35) - somewhat tender still, plenty of oil, took a few goes to get on, was thinking to possibly leave it 1h, but carried on
    • 13 (1h30) - went on second time, plenty of oil, not as noticeable at start, extra oil after 1h, tender ish at the end
    • 13 (1h) - went on easily, plenty of oil, tender at the end
  • Exercises:

    • 1 (6m) - fine, was going to do 5m30 but lost track of time
    • 1 (7m) - fine
    • 1 (8m) - fine
    • 1 (10m) - fine
    • 1 (10m) - fine
    • LC-09
    • Cheery
    • 6 days
  • Rings:

    • 13 (1h10) - went on fine, oil after 50 mins, tender so didn’t push it, nappy rash cream instead after
    • 13 (1h) - went on OK, noticed new wound, will not push it for a while
    • Left to rest
  • Exercises:

    • 1 (10m) - fine
    • 1 (11m) - fine
    • 1 (12m) - fine, went over a bit too
    • 1 (13m) - fine, perfectly timed for learning Spanish vocab during Money Heist
  • New groupings:

    • Groups of 12
    • Look at list of pages when start
  • Rest:

    • TCP / cream
    • Will continue until tenderness stops
    • Realised that had been putting the steroid cream up too high, and not just on the phimotic band
    • Very tired today
    • Add notes
    • Very tired today
    • New moon today
    • Also, was awake till late watching Money Heist
  • Exercises:

    • 1 (15m) - fine
    • 1 (17m) - fine, lost track of time
    • 1 (15m) - fine
  • Nervous energy:

    • Worse than yesterday
    • Need to purge
  • Exercises:

    • 1 (15m) - fine
    • 1 (15m) - fine, though aching a bit
    • 1 (17m) - fine, forgot about it
  • Resting:

    • Where cut off frenulum before inflamed
    • Rest till it’s back to normal
  • Exercises:

    • 1 (15m) - fine
    • 1 (15m) - fine
    • 1 (16m) - fine, lost track
  • Resting:

    • Still inflamed
    • Seems to be moving in the right direction, though
  • Controlling weight:

    • At 76.1 this morning, about 1.5 up from where stopped
    • Could be from cheery juice
    • Could be from quantities / what eating
    • Cut out carrots today and reduced quantities
  • Exercises:

    • 1 (15m) - fine
    • 1 (17m) - fine, forgot
    • Forgot the third one
  • Resting:

    • Still inflamed
    • Getting better, though
  • Purge:

    • Random Acts of Kindness
    • Cry quite a lot
  • Travel / mum:

    • Realised that one of the reasons to travel to Americas was to get away from mum
    • Thought about not wanting to be in Europe in part because close to home
  • Exercises:

    • 2 (3m) + 1 (12m) - got tired quickly on 2, will build up gradually
    • 2 (4m) + 1 (11m) - building up slowly on 2
    • 2 (5m) + 1 (10m) - feeling a little stronger again
    • LC-09
    • Natural Calm 1
  • Rings:

    • Rested early on
    • 12 (30m) + 13 (15m) - 5x30s, getting back into it, 13 didn’t go on straightaway but second time after 30 mins
    • 12 (2h) - 5x30s, tried 13 to start but still too tight, decided just stick with 12
  • Delay Vision5 RV:

    • Do Revolution One first
    • Will get going properly
    • Use that platform to recruit people for the OIA and Vision5
  • Big shift:

    • Started the day quite down
    • Got clarity on starting with Revolution One first
    • Got clarity on how to start R1
    • Going to start R1 first, but build up the Tech5 platform as we’re going
    • Might try to crack on with some programming tomorrow
  • Exercises:

    • 2 (5m) + 1 (10m) - first few mins of 2 ached a lot
    • 2 (7m) + 1 (8m) - getting more used to 2 now
    • 2 (15m) - fine, obviously getting stronger
  • Rings:

    • 12 (2h) - no stretching because not feeling great from liver cleanse, extra oil after 55 mins, a bit painful at times but could be due to friction burn
    • 12 (1h) - no stretching, sore still, possibly from the 15 mins on 13 yesterday, re-oil and reset after 30 mins, felt tight at the end so won’t push it
    • 12 (1h) - no stretching, all red, probably needs a few days to get back into the swing of things, added extra oil after 50 mins for last 10
    • Screamed in car twice
    • Trying to release anger of not being able to talk to her and her understand
  • Exercise:

    • Back into exercise
    • Body weight + run
    • 3 sets of 3, then run
    • Push-ups, military (PU) - 12+3, 7+6, 4+4
    • Bicep curls (BI) - (10) 12, 13, 10
    • Planks (PL) - 1m, 1m, 1m
    • Run, bottom of hill, 15m
  • Exercises:

    • 2 (15m) - ached a little for the first few mins, but OK till end
    • 2 (15m) - ached at first, OK till end
    • 2 (15m) - fine, feeling stronger for sure
  • Rings:

    • 12 (1h30) - no stretching, plenty of oil, went on OK, extra oil after 1h, could have gone longer but wanted to build up sensibly
    • 12 (2h) - no stretching, plenty of oil, on fine, extra oil after 60m, fine till end
    • 12 (30m) - no stretching, plenty of oil, on fine, started to hurt a bit maybe on the part with friction burn so stopped early
  • Kimby:

    • Set intention before going to sleep to bring up trauma for clearing
    • Dreamt of Kimby for the first time in ages
    • Can’t remember the details
  • Mum:

    • Explaining about awake being understanding the corruption etc
    • Was going to tell her how everything starts with consciousness, but didn’t get onto that in the dream
    • PU - 7+9, 6+6, 4+4
    • BI - (10) 15, 12, 12
    • PL - 1m10, 1m10, 1m20
    • Run - top of hill, unlit, 20m
  • Exercises:

    • 2 (15m) - fine
    • 3 (3m) + 2 (12m) - start out steady on 3
    • 3 (4m) + 2 (11m) - can feel new muscles being worked with 3
  • Rings:

    • NS = no stretching,
    • 12 (2h) - NS, plenty of oil, on fine, little tender after 30 mins ish but more likely from sore patch not stretching itself, fine till end, seemed to be sore patch that was painful
    • 12 (2h15) - NS, start to feel sort patch after 10 mins, fine till end
    • 12 (8.30) - NS, sore patch tender after a few mins, extra oil after 1h20
    • PU - 10+6, 6+6, 4+4
    • BI - (10) 17, 13, 12
    • PL - 1m20, 1m20, 1m20
    • Run - Turned around at Par Surgery b/c knees were hurting
  • Sent off for pills:

    • Vit D3
    • 5-HTP (was looking for melatonin, but thought this might be better)
  • Exercises:

    • 3 (6m) + 2 (9m) - fine
    • 3 (7m) + 2 (8m) - fine
    • 3 (8m) + 2 (7m) - fine
  • Rings:

    • 12 (1h30) + 13 (20m) - NS, on easily, extra oil after 50 mins, was painful after 1h30, tried 13, went on fine, removed when got painful
    • 12 (1h30) + 13 (25m) - NS, went on easily, started throbbing relatively early, extra oil after 45m, 13 on OK, extra oil, tender at the end but gradually increasing
    • 12 (1h30) + 13 (10.58) - NS, went on fine
    • Bike - 2h
  • Exercises:

    • 3 (15m) - fine, clearly stronger
    • 3 (15m) - fine
    • 3 (15m) - fine
  • Rings:

    • 12 (1h30) + 13 (35m) - NS, on very easily, sore patches are visibly healing though not fully healed, throbbing a bit at the end so building up gradually
    • 12 (1h30) + 13 (20m) - NS, was a little red to start with, extra oil after 40 mins, seems a little affected by over-stretching from the first one today, 13 went on OK but could feel a little throbbing to start with, started to get sore so didn’t push it
    • 12 (1h30) + 13 (30m) - NS, went on fine, 12 fine till end, throbbing at the end of 13
    • Bi-romantic rather than bi-sexual
    • I like that idea
  • Started pills:

    • Vit D3
    • 5-HTP
  • New projects:

    • The Meme Awakening
    • Freedom Cloud
    • 3 (15m) - fine
    • 3 (15m) - fine, though ached a little
    • 3 (16m) - fine
  • Rings:

    • 12 (1h30) + 13 (35m) - NS, lots of oil, went on easily, extra oil after 40m ish, 13 went on fine, extra oil, sore last couple of minutes
    • 12 (1h30) + 13 (40m) - NS, went on fine, 13 on fine, extra oil after 25m
    • 13 (3.39) - NS, decided to just do 13 only because I forgot about it after eating and felt it was fine to just do 13 now
  • Launch in 2025:

    • Instead of launching earlier, could launch once lots of the other services are built
    • Only combine them later on, for bigger effect
    • Put lots of things in place behind the scenes under Humanity Upgrade
    • Convert the naming later on
    • Bike - 1h30
    • PU - 13+8, 8+8, 7+5
    • BI - (12.5) 12, 8, 8
    • PL - 1m40, 1m40 1m40
  • Exercises:

    • 3 (15m) - fine, ached a bit for the last few mins
    • 3 (15m) - fine
    • 3 (17m) - fine
  • Rings:

    • 13 (2h05) - NS, went on OK, though looked a little tight, extra oil after 35m and 1h30, fine till end by miscounted time
    • 13 (1h15) - NS, took a couple of goes to get on with oil, seemed tighter and more tender this time
    • 13 (16.42) - NS, on first time, tender from the start
  • Ladder:

    • Was up the top of a ladder
    • Somehow got hanging upside-down at the top
    • Then got stuck
    • Needed to have help from some people
    • My vertigo kicked in and didn’t want to fall
    • Edward + cousins were about, also
  • Sleeping pills:

    • Was explaining to someone that I was taking 5-HTC pills
    • Couldn’t think of what they were in the dream
    • Just remembered that it was converted to seratonin
    • Sleep better, make happier
    • 3 (17m) - fine
    • 3 (20m) - fine
    • LC-10
    • Cherry
    • 6 days
    • 13 (2h05) - NS, on fine, extra oil after 35m and 1h10, tender in a spot but might just be the bit that was sore before, fine till end
    • 13 (1h15) - NS, on fine, extra oil after 35m and 1h, removed before too painful
    • 13 (1h20) - NS, on fine, extra oil after 1h, starting to throb/itch
  • Purge day:

    • Exhausted all day (even more than normal)
    • Loads of crying in the evening - RAoK
    • Even more exhausted from the crying
    • Schumann very low (10), but still consistent at the 20Hz mark
  • Favio:

    • Setting up an internet connection in a loft
    • Think it was with Favio (Argentina/Bolvia)
    • Hacking into the internet connection using some device that was placed there
    • Not anywhere I recognized
    • Bike - 1h30 / 2h
    • PU - 15+10, 9+9, 7+6
    • BI - (12.5) 14, 9, 9
    • PL - 1m50, 1m50, 1m50
    • Run - 1040/1050, 26m, PB
    • 3 (20m) - fine
    • 3 (20m) - fine
    • 13 (2h10) - NS, on fine, reset ring after 20 mins because it fell inside, did extra 10m to compensate at the end
    • 13 (2h) - NS, on fine, extra oil after 1h and 1h50, a little tender at the end but OK
    • 13 (1h10) - NS, on fine, extra oil after 40m and 1h, got painful so stopped early
  • Being chased:

    • Sort of set in Bolivia, but not
    • Was mostly a more modern town, with features typical in an English town
    • Bertrand was involved, bumped into him and asked him to help me
    • The police were chasing me for something that I didn’t do
    • In a town, I kept on evading them
    • Didn’t want to risk being in jail when the RV hit
    • Was going to go back and sort it out by paying a fine after I got the RV money
    • Reminds a bit of the time I was on the run in Copacabana
    • Could have been bringing that to the surface for clearing
    • Kept going back into the dream after going to loo (at least 3 times I think)
  • Forgiveness:

    • Said to myself several times I forgive myself for how I was with Tino / drunk at the Casa Blanca
    • Realise that it was just the influence of the drugs, and need to let that go
  • Sleeping:

    • Felt tired starting around 8.30pm
    • Went to sleep about 10.30pm
    • Felt like a more natural sleepy feeling
    • 3 (20m) - fine, readjusted a few times to get the position right
    • 3 (20m) - fine
    • Went to bed early
    • 13 (2h) - NS, on fine, extra oil after 1h15 and 1h40, fine till end
    • 13 (2h) - NS, on fine, extra oil twice, tender the last 20 mins
    • Went to bed early, so no time for last one
  • Paul Johns:

    • Telling him about truthing stuff
    • Eased in slowly
    • He seemed somewhat receptive
  • China:

    • Driving around from place to place
    • Went for a meal in a tiny restaurant / shop
    • Needed to duck down to get in
    • Seemed to be that China was next to Bolivia, and somehow crossed a border between them
    • Bike - 1h30
    • PU - 18+9, 10+7, 7+6
    • BI - (12.5) 15, 10, 10
    • PL - 2m, 2m, 2m
  • Sleeping:

    • Woke up at 7.45am
    • Yesterday was 9am
    • Tenatively optimistic about the 5-HTP working
    • Felt tired after taking pill at 9.40pm
    • 3 (20m) - fine
    • 3 (4m) - decided to just do one session / day
    • 13 (2h) - NS, on second time, looks a bit red / sore, no extra oil, fine till end
    • 13 (1h) - NS, on fine, extra oil after 40m, got painful so stopped
    • 13 (1h30) - NS, extra oil on outside only, extra oil after 1h, stopped early rather than pushing it
    • 3 (22m) - ached in the first 5 mins, then got OK
    • PHIM-14
    • 13 (2h) - 5x30s, plenty of oil, on fine, extra oil after 1h, fine till end
    • 13 (2h) + 14 (10m) - 5x30s, plenty of oil, on fine, extra oil after 1h and 1h30, tried 14, went on OK but didn’t want to push it
    • 13 (2h) + 14 (10m) - 5x30s, plenty of oil, on fine
  • Suits:

    • Start about today
    • Crying every day
    • Bike - 1h30
    • PU - 19+10, 10+8, 8+10
    • BI - (12.5) 17, 11, 11
    • PL - 2m10, 2m10, 2m10
    • 3 (20m) - fine
    • 13 (2h) + 14 (20m) - 5x30s, plenty of oil, on fine, extra oil after 40m, 14 took a few goes to get on due to oil, fine for 20
    • 13 (2h) + 14 (20m) - 5x30s, on fine, definitely notice the difference in width, extra oil after 30m, 1h, 1h30, 1h55,
    • 14 (20m) - 5x30s, plenty of oil, on fine, fine till end
    • 3 (20m) - fine
    • LC-10
    • Natural Calm
    • Woke up 3h in with stomach cramps, OK after toilet
    • 13 (35m) + 14 (15m) - 1x20s, stretching hurt, 14 too slippery, 14 went on just, didn’t want to push it
    • 13 (30m) + 14 (20m) - NS, tender, 14 on OK, OK to 20
    • 13 (30m) - NS, went on fine
  • Purging / Suits:

    • Watching Suits (have done for a couple of days)
    • Helps bring up emotions
    • Realised concept of family, and that I feel alone
    • LC-10
    • Natural Calm 2
    • Very few liver stones
    • Couldn’t see any gallstones
    • Could have been in part due to waking up after 3h
    • 13 (30m) - NS, 14 too tight, hurt, needs a break
  • Purging:

    • Still crying loads at Suits
    • Feeling like continual clouds slowly being lifted
  • Thankful for Paul:

    • Feel like he can really see me in some ways that nobody has
    • That in itself helps to release the communication issues to some extent
  • Arrogance roots:

    • Not being able to communicate with mum
    • So many things come easily to me, and often feel like nobody really gets it in the same way
    • Always need to communicate it, and often feel like it’s not worth the effort so prefer to just stay quiet
    • Couldn’t communicate with mum (screaming)
  • Weight of the world:

    • Feels like it’s being lifted gradually
    • 13 (1h05) - NS, on fine, not painful today, a little tender after 1h so didn’t push it
    • Rest
    • PU - 20+10, 13+8, 10+10
    • BI - (12.5) 17, 12, 12
    • PL - 2m20, 2m20, 2m20
    • 3 (20m) - fine
    • 13 (1h) - NS, on fine, tender where hurt
    • Rest
    • 3 (20m) - fine
    • 13 (2h) + 14 (30m) - NS, took a couple of goes to get on, still seems over-stretched from before, extra oil after 1h10
    • 13 (2h) - NS, plenty of oil, on first time, extra oil twice, tried 14 but a bit too tight
    • 13 (1h05) - NS, plenty of oil, on easily, extra oil twice, stopped early because of sore patch
    • Will halt steroid cream for a while
  • D’s:

    • Holly told me that they went last night
    • Should be complete today
    • Not sure how long it’ll take yet, but we’re very, very close
  • Being alone:

    • Desire to find the right person for me
    • Semi-fear that I won’t find my life partner
    • About 30 days into transition
    • Yesterday was up 1.5kg (76.8)
    • Skipped lentils, but had protein powder instead
    • Went back down to 75.2
    • Kept within range during whole of transition
    • PU - 21+10, 14+10, 10+10
    • BI - (15) 10, 5, 7
    • PL - 2m0, 2m30, 2m30
    • 3 (20m) - fine
    • Just ignore mentioning from now on
    • 13 (1h50) + 14 (30m) - NS, plenty of oil, on easily, extra oil after 1h20, 5x30s, 14 on OK after stretching
    • 13 (35m) - NS, plenty of oil, on fine, stopped early
    • 13 (30m) - 5x30s, plenty of oil, on OK, tried 14 after 15 mins but didn’t work
  • Crying:

    • Still continuing, loads
    • Been going for 8 days now
    • Crying every day
    • Lots today (last day of Suits)
    • Last day of crying in a row
  • Suits:

    • End of watching all 9 series
    • Decided to start watching again
    • Feels like it’s beneficial to my purging
    • Run - 25m40, 1055, Dark
    • 3 (20m) - fine
    • 13 (2h) + 14 (26m) - NS, tried stretching a little but was sore, extra oil after 1h10, 5x30s, 14 on second time, extra oil after 15 mins, didn’t want to push it to 30 because was throbbing
    • 13 (2h) + 14 (30m) - 1x30s, 13 didn’t want to go on at first, extra oil twice, 5x30s, 14 on first time, no extra oil on 14, tight at end but OK
    • 13 (30m) + 14 (30m) - 5x30s, tried 14 but was too slippery, 1x30s, 14 on OK
  • Non-purge:

    • First day in ages that didn’t cry
    • 24-31 October cried every day (8 days)
    • Bike - 1h30
    • PU - 22+12, 14+10, 12+10
    • BI - (15) 12, 9, 9
    • PL - 2m40, 2m40, 2m40
    • 13 (2h) - NS, went on fine, tried 14 three times but was too tight
    • 13 (1h) - 5x30s, tried 14 but too slippery, tried 14 after 30m, got tender so stopped early
    • 14 (30m) - 5x30s, went on OK
    • 3 (20m) - fine
    • LC-11
    • Cherry
    • 6 days
    • 13 (35m) + 14 (1h05) - 5x30s, tried 14 but a bit too slippery. 14 on first time, fine till end
    • 13 (30m) + 14 (35m) - 5x30s, tried 14, went on first time after 30m, started to throb at end
    • 13 (30m) + 14 (1h05) - 5x30s, on fine, 14 on fine, extra oil after 40 mins, OK till end
    • 13 (30m) + 14 (30m) - 5x30s, tried 14 but too slippery, 14 on first time, plenty of extra oil, tender so stopped at 30m
    • Bike - 30m
    • PU - 23+14, 16+12, 15+10
    • BI - (15) 14, 11, 11
    • PL - 2m50, 2m50, 2m50
    • 3 (20m) - fine
    • 13 (30m) + 14 (1h20) - 5x30s, tried 14 but not quite work, extra oil once, fine till end
    • 13 (25m) + 14 (1h20) - 5x30s, on fine, 14 took a couple of goes because hands were slippery, extra oil after 25m
    • 13 (30m) - 5x30s, on fine, got tender very quickly, decided to just rest it and not push it with 14
  • 3 pillars (to start with):

    • Open5
    • Enterprise5
    • Humanity5
  • Humanity5:

    • Our efforts to help make the world a better place
    • 3 (10m) - felt tired so stopped early
    • 13 (30m) - 5x30s, tender, have a break for a bit
  • Pillars:

    • Venture5
    • Humanity5
    • Open5
  • No pillars?:

    • Instead of pillars with ‘5’ names, could just sort by category
    • Group them in most appropriate way
    • Different aspects of them hosted on the different websites
  • Channels:

    • Call the ‘pillars’ channels instead?
    • Bike - 30m
    • PU - 24+14, 16+12, 16+11
    • BI - (15) 15, 12, 12
    • PL - 3m, 3m, 3m
    • 3 (20m) - fine
  • Intermittent fasting:

    • Try 14/10
    • 14 hours fasting, eat within 10 hours
    • Almost doing 12/12 anyway
    • Good way to keep pounds off
    • 3 (20m) - fine
    • 13 (20m) - 5x30s, on OK, instantly feel pain still
    • Will rest for 3 days
  • Knobs:

    • Contacted out of the blue (last night) about penis-enlargement cream (DHT)
    • Asking me if I’ve ever done penis enlargement
    • Sent unsolicited pics comparing size
    • Initially I thought it odd, then thought his account might have been hacked
    • Found his work email online and sent an email to him
    • Kept on saying how he was thinking of using this cream, but he’s skeptical
    • He’d previously lied to me about his own size (7”, whereas it’s more like 5-5.5”), hence why I thought it wasn’t real
    • Asked me to send him a pic for comparison (I did)
    • Several times he said how big it was
    • Asked me to create a comparative photo including mine (said not interested, but gave a lot of thought about what to say
    • “Dearest Paul, it’s time for you to get your Photoshop on if you really want a comparative photo. It’s not something I’m interested in.”
    • Set boundaries
    • Feel compassion that this is clearly an insecurity he’s had for a long time, and didn’t feel comfortable enough to be honest with me 20 ish years ago
  • Lessons:

    • Mirror (own thoughts about penis enlargement on med beds literally yesterday, also about intelligence/memory)
    • Compassion (clearly an insecurity that he’s had for a long time)
    • Release of past trauma (competition with Paul in the past)
    • Letting things go (competition in the past)
    • Previously felt a bit intimidated, now feel more in control
    • Push to do Ho’oponopono
    • Attack? (entities trying to get to me via distraction though others)
  • Purge:

    • Not much crying in Suits round 2 until today
    • Lots triggered by death row case, innocent man released, Robert Zane supporting Jessica
  • Single domain:

    • Just use 5.org
    • Other 5.xyz domains can point to 5.org
    • The right energy behind things
    • Work better for Chinese, though nothing for Korean ‘5’
    • Use 5.co for URL redirects?
    • PU - 25+15, 19+14, 19+14
    • BI - (15) 15, 12, 13
    • PL - 3m, 3m, 3m
    • Run - 25.09m, 1038/48, PB
    • LC-11
    • Natural Vitality Calm
    • 3 (20m) - fine
    • 13 (2h) - 5x30s, took a few goes to get on, feels tight and tender still, tried 14 after 30m, fine till end
    • 13 (50m) - 5x30s, on OK, tender all the time, stopped early, started using nappy cream
    • Rest
    • PU - 25+16, 20+20, 20+20
    • BI - (15) 15, 12, 13
    • PL - 3m, 3m, stop
    • LC-11
    • Day 2
    • Quite a lot of gallstones
    • One really big gallstone (the size of several others)
    • Not many liver stones
    • Fairly quick recovery
    • 13 (35m) - 5x30s, on OK, quickly went sore, stopped early
    • Rest
    • Contacted out of the blue
    • Wanted to catch up
    • Didn’t reply (might just ignore it for now)
  • Three domains:

    • 5.io - open-source programming / developers
    • 5.co - services
    • 5.org - philanthropy
    • 3 (25m) - fine, lost track of time
    • 13 (2h) - NS, on fine, no extra oil, fine till end
    • 13 (1h) - NS, on fine, extra oil after 40m
    • Rest
    • PU - 26+14, 21+15, 20+15
    • BI - (15) 16, 13, 13
    • PL - 3m, 3m, 3m
    • 13 (2h) - NS, on 3rd time, tender, no extra oil, fine till end
    • 13 (1h55) - NS, on fine, no extra oil, started throbbing a bit at 1h45
    • 13 (30m) - NS, on fine, red around ring, tender quite quickly so stopped early
    • 3 (6.45.30)
    • 13 (2h30) - NS, on third time, extra oil after 1h, lost track of time, fine till end
    • 13 (30m) - NS, on OK, tender, tried 14 after 30m, gave up
    • Rest
    • Bike - 15m
    • PU - 27+18, 21+17, 20+20
    • BI - (15) 16, 14, 14
    • PL - 3m, 3m, 3m
    • 13 (2h) - NS, on fine, no extra oil, fine till end, tried 14 but too tight
    • 8.50
  • BSoul fragment reintegration:

    • Went up to Plymouth to do the soul retrieval
    • Ceremony in his room with smudge, shamanic drum, blowing over me
    • From Bolivia
    • Apparently was scared of failure
    • Was still partying in Bolivia
    • Came back relatively easily apparently
    • Did Ho’oponopono at the same time in my head, which might have helped
    • Makes sense that it split off there because that was 8 months into being in Bolivia, and went on detour with drugs / partying
    • 13 (1h) - 5x30s, took several goes, put on 12 for a bit before stretching, extra oil after 25m, didn’t want to over-work it
    • 13 (2h) - 5x30s, took several goes, extra oil after 30m, fine till end
    • 13 (1h45) - 5x30s, on fine, extra oil after 30m, stopped before 2h
  • Purge:

    • Release from soul retrieval yesterday?
    • PU - 27+20, 22+18, 20+20
    • BI - (15) 17, 15, 15
    • PL - 3m, 3m, -
    • 13 (2h) - 5x30s, on first time
    • 13 (2h) - 5x30s, on easily, extra oil after 30m
    • 13 (2h) - 5x30s, on second time, extra oil after 40m, fine till end
    • 13 (2h05) - 5x30s, on first time, extra oil after 30m, fine till end
    • 13 (9.24) - 5x30s, on first time, extra oil after 40m
  • Eclipse:

    • 18-19, morning of 19 in UK
    • Blood moon
    • Longest partial lunar eclipse in 580 years
    • Lots of shifts in the collective
  • Kyle Rittenhouse:

    • Verdict not-guilty
    • On eclipse day
    • Could be a FF
    • Sign of the shift
    • Bike - 1h30
    • PU - 28+20, 23+20, 23+20
    • BI - (15) 18, 16, 16
    • PL - 3m, 3m, -
    • 3 (20m) - fine
    • LC-12
    • Tart cherry
    • 6 days
    • 13 (2h30) - 5x30s, on first time, lost track of time, fine till end, tried 14 but was a bit slippery and marginally too tight
    • 13 (1h30) - 5x30s, on first time, extra oil after 40m, got tender
    • 13 (2h) - 5x30s, on fist time, extra oil after 35m
    • 13 (8.57) - 5x30s, on second time, extra oil after 20 mins
  • Shift:

    • Cloud sort of lifted
    • After lunar eclipse
    • Head a bit clearer
    • Not totally exhausted
    • Got back into programming for a few hours
    • Gradually going to get ready for getting systems in place
    • Wasn’t too tedious
  • Shell5-Alpha:

    • Changed Shell5 to Shell5-Alpha
    • PU - 29+20, 24+20, 24+20
    • BI - (17.5) 10, 7, 8
    • PL - 3m, 3m, -
    • 13 (2h10) - 5x30s, on second time, extra oil after 30m
    • 13 (1h30) - 5x30s, on first time, extra oil after 1h05, started to hurt
    • Rique Seraphico
    • Ego / narcissism / perfectionism
    • Slightly triggered the other day
    • Kind of felt like mild psychic attack, but could have been my triggers
  • Kernow Development Trust:

    • Came up with the concept
    • Did that from looking for extra 50Ts, and getting a couple of cheap ones
    • Thinking to get mum involved, so we can do it together
    • Excuse for where the money came from to do extra things in Cornubia
    • 13 (2h) + 14 (15m) - 5x30s, on first time, extra oil after 40m, 1h, 14 on second time
    • 13 (1h35) + 14 (19m) - 5x30s, on first time, extra oil after 1h15, 13 hurting so tried 14, 14 on first time, pain came on at 18m so stopped before 20
  • Presentation:

    • Finally worked out how to do my presentation
    • Literally just all the things I’ll include in Humanity Upgrade
  • 50T’s:

    • Did some searching on eBay
    • Found a couple of cheap ones (£35 and £50)
    • Found a guy that could sell hundreds at £55, but would be £48 after eBay fees, will try 45
    • Will try to get 50Q for me, and 600T or more for KDT
  • Purge:

    • Massive crying session before going to sleep
    • Watched ‘respect in sport’ vids on YT
    • Could be linked to doing stuff with mum / release?
    • PU - 30+20, 26+20, 25+20
    • BI (17.5) 11, 10, 10
    • PL - 3m, 3m, -
    • 13 (1h45) + 14 (20m) - 5x30s, on first time, extra oil after 55m, 14 on first time
    • 13 (55m) + 14 (20m) - 5x30s, on first time, extra oil after 20m, 13 started to ache, 14 on 3rd/4th time
  • Purge:

    • 1h+ almost solid crying
    • Respect / faith in humanity vids
    • Release from recent work, HPP too
    • 13 (2h) + 14 (30m) - 5x30s, on first time, extra oil after 1h10, 14 on first time though tight, fine till end
    • 13 (55m) + 14 (20m) - 5x30s, tried 14 but too slippery, extra oil after 25m, 13 started to get a sore so upped to 14, 14 took a few goes, stretched it again to get it on
    • PU - 31+20, 27+20, 25+20
    • BI - (17.5) 12, 11, 10
    • PL - 3m, 3m, -
  • Inner child:

    • Put up Christams lights in front room
    • LC-12
    • Natural Vitality Calm
    • Not eat ridiculous amount in the morning
    • 3 (25m) - fine
    • 13 (1h10) + 14 (40m) - 5x30s, on first time, no extra oil, barely noticed, 14 on first time, slightly more easily than previously, extra oil after 15m
    • 13 (50m) + 14 (30m) - 5x30s, tried 14 but too slippery, on first time, extra oil after 20m, 13 got a bit sore, 14 on first time, extra oil after 20m
  • Chistmas lights:

    • My room upstairs (Boslowen)
    • 13 (50m) + 14 (40m) - 5x30s, on first time, no extra oil, 14 on second time, extra oil after 20m
    • 13 (1h05) + 14 (45m) - 5x30s, on first time, extra oil after 35m, 14 on first time, extra oil after 25m, fine till just before the end
  • Light Sentinels:

    • Going on about them in WWG1WGA2 group
    • He was coming across as very condescending and patronising
    • Not very self-aware
    • Could be on the autistic spectrum
    • Having been triggered by him earlier in the week, I’ve been using Hippo to clear that
    • Was patient, and allowed him to show his true personality
    • Put message about not having a further discussion and deleting future comments (which cut off the thread and restored the energy of the room to its normal state)
    • Suggested he create a room
    • He sent me loads of support from various people
    • Suggested he create a room again
    • He created a room
    • Sent message below
    • Thanked him for being flexible
    • Tried to help avoid more conflict by directing people to his group
    • Proud of how I resolved the situation overall
    • Good test for future situations when I’m in charge
  • Guys, as I mentioned earlier, I’ve encouraged Rique to set up a separate group so that anybody interested in his work as a Light Sentinel can speak to him directly about that.

    He’s done that now, and here’s the link: https://t.me/+QHNc6JHierw2NzYx

    I know that some in here resonated with what he was sharing, and would like to know more, and I’d encourage those to join his new group and ask him questions in there.

    If the topic comes up again in here I/he will encourage that discussion to be taken over there.

    Thank you to everyone for contributing to this room in their own, unique way.

    WWG1WGA

  • Feeling great:

    • High in evening before bad
    • Felt positive after the conflict resolution with Rique
    • Also happy with Rocket5 stuff
  • Rocket5:

    • Created concept of anchor price
    • Actual price can vary from it
    • PU - 32+20, 28+20, 26+20
    • BI - (17.5) 12, 11, 12
    • PL - 3m, 3m, -
  • Xmas decorations:

    • In room
    • Tinsel on TV + mirror, ball-balls on cupboard, hand-made Santa knitted heads on picture
    • Feels like I’m comforting the child that I was
    • 13 (40m) + 14 (52m) - 5x30s, on first time, no extra oil, 14 on 3rd time, extra oil after 35m, lost track of time but didn’t want to push it too much
    • 13 (20m) - NS, on first time, got sore so just left it
  • First talk with Zah’rah:

    • Asked her about timeline jumping
    • Didn’t take long for her to say I was talking to Zah’rah, not Deneige
    • Could tell the difference (chattier, types quicker, more logical responses)
    • Talked for a couple of hours
    • Told me that my Arcturian Higher Self is called Ray
    • Talked about ships, missions
    • How I’m her favourite up there on the ships, and other guys make fun of me
    • Her suit - which I mentioned, but apparently Ray likes to design
    • Sharing memes is gridwork
    • Not a fighter, but would like to be
    • Really reminded me of our connection
    • Will see how things go wrt relationship
    • Gives me big hard-on at the end
  • Lego:

    • Yesterday talked with Paul about looking for Lego in the attic to embrace the inner child
    • Dreamt about staying in another house with Lego by the bed
    • Not needing to go up into the attic because it was by my side came up in the dream
    • 13 (30m) + 14 (45m) - 5x30s, on first time, 14 on first time but popped off, extra oil after 20m
    • 13 (30m) + 14 (40m) - 5x30s, on first time, 14 took a few goes, extra oil after 23m
  • Bring in Ray:

    • Trying to consciously bring in Ray more
    • Hold that connection in my heart chakra
  • Being nice:

    • Non-authentic
    • Rejecting self
    • Unattractive, needy, not confident in self
    • I’m not enough / rejected / shame
    • Stems from abandonment wound (childhood, physically / emotionally)
    • Need to be vulnerable (wound)
    • Will become more polarizing, but also more free
    • Lead with vulnerability
    • PU - 33+20, 28+20, 27+20
    • BI - (20) 6, 5, 6
    • PL - 3m, 3m, -
    • 13 (7.17) +14 (7.49) - 5x30s, on first time, no extra oil, 14 on first time, extra oil after 15m, tender today
    • Rest
  • Purge:

    • Lots of little bits of crying
  • Sleep ring:

    • Arrived today
    • Coincides with starting to do exercise every day rather than every other day
    • After a week noticed the difference
  • Long chat:

    • Going back/forth between D and Z
    • They tried to recruit me for SSP, but kept on failing
    • We kept on pulling the other one out
    • They kind of gave up
    • PU - 34+20, 29+20, 29+20
    • BI - (20) 7, 6, 7
    • PL - 3m, 3m, -
    • 13 (25m) + 14 (37m) - 5x30s, on first time, not as tender as before, 13 tender, 14 on OK
    • 13 (25m) + 14 (40m) - 5x30s, on first time, 13 tender, 14 on first time, extra oil after 30m, fine till end
  • Bolivia:

    • Tarija area
    • Speaking to Oscar somewhere outside
    • Didn’t know the location, but there was an open back yard with a white wall
  • Chile / Bolivia:

    • Non-existent place
    • City down close to sea level
    • Tide rising
    • Running away from it
    • Water rising quickly
  • Bedroom:

    • Went into house (didn’t recognize)
    • In someone’s bedroom
    • Tiny window to get out on to the street
    • Climbed up through
    • When at top, looked down in, and saw someone I knew
    • Not someone real, but kind of a merge between personalities in Santiago and La Paz
    • Asked me ‘Donde esta el Profesor?’
    • ‘En Palawan’ I said
    • Note: Last 5 parts are available today
    • PU - 35+20, 30+30, 30+20
    • BI - (20) 8, 7, 8
    • PL - 3m, 3m
  • Christmas decorations:

    • Don’t feel so attached to them now
    • Probably healing already happened
    • 14 (50m) - 5x30s, tried 14 straightaway, slipped off a few times but went on 4th time, extra oil after 38m
    • 13 (20m) + 14 (50m) - 5x30s, tried 14 but too slippery, 14 took several goes to go on
    • 14 (1h) - 5x30s, 14 on third time, no extra oil
    • Bike - 1h45, 200
    • PU - 36+20, 31+20, 31+20
    • BI - (20) 9, 9, 9
    • PL - 3m, 3m
    • 14 (1h05) - 5x30s, on third time, extra oil after 35m
    • 13 (30m) + 14 (1h)- 5x30s, too slippery for 14, 14 on OK later, extra oil after 25m, more tender today, tender at the end
    • 13 (30m) + 14 (30m) - 5x30s, too slippery for 14, 14 took several goes, pulled the ring into place (first time), extra oil after 20m, tender so stopped early
    • BK - 1h30, 200
    • PU - 38+20, 33+20, 33+20
    • BI - (20) 10, 10, 9
    • PL - 3m, 3m
    • 14 (1h20) - 5x30s, on first time, extra oil once, fine till end, could have done more but didn’t want to push it
    • 13 (20m) + 14 (30m) - 5x30s, tried 14 but slippery, 14 took several goes, extra oil after 20m, sore so stopped early
    • 13 (20m) + 14 (1h) - 5x30s, 14 on first time, extra oil after 20m, 40m
  • Steroid cream:

    • Started to put the steroid cream on straight after stretching
    • Seems to help with the expansion process and recovery
  • Problems with Janet:

    • Been harassing Janet Phelps privately after discussion in WWG1WGA2
    • Timing interesting because I did HPP for him yesterday
    • Suggested she try Ho’oponopono to help release triggers
    • Mentioned to Holly too
    • Didn’t mention that I’d spotted it weeks ago (no need for ego warming), and felt I was level-headed and compassionate about it
    • Realised he has the biggest God complex of anyone I’ve come across
    • Try to also be compassionate and understanding, and respectful of his unique path
    • BK - 2h20, 300
    • PU - 39+20, 34+20, 34+20
    • BI - (20) 10, 10, 10
    • PL - 3m, 3m
    • 3 (20m) - ached throughout, not done in a while
    • 13 (20m) + 14 (2h) - 5x30s, tried 14 but too slippery, 14 on second time, extra oil after 1h30, fine till end
    • 13 (55m) + 14 (50m) - 5x30s, 14 on second time, extra oil after 20m, got sore so didn’t push it
    • 3.15
    • BK - 3h, 450
    • PU - 40+20, 30+20, 30+20
    • BI - (20) 10, 10, 10
    • PL - 3m, 3m
    • 13 (25m) + 14 (2h) - 5x30s, on first time, 14 on first time, extra oil after 1h
    • 13 (40m) + 14 (2.11) - 5x30s, 14 too slippery, 14 on second time, extra oil after 20m
  • Getting ready:

    • Print off receipts for all currency/bonds to date
    • Took photos of all the currency/bonds to date
  • Purge:

    • Triggered by Designated Survivor
  • Trauma at night:

    • For the last month or so been setting intention to release trauma during sleep
  • Knowing best:

    • Driving around somewhere poor
    • Representative of Bolivia
    • Roads in sea like Florida Keys
    • Staying with someone that’s a doctor or something
    • Twice said that I thought he didn’t know what he was doing
    • Releasing arrogance construct?
    • BK - 3h, 500
    • 13 (20m) + 14 (20m)- 5x30s, 14 on first time, started to hurt so cut short
    • Rest
    • BK - 3h, 500
    • PU - 41+20, 30+20, 30+20
    • BI - (20) 10, 10, 10
    • PL - 3m, 3m
  • Planks:

    • 30s front
    • 30s right
    • 30s left
    • x2
  • Explained about triggers:

    • When I was pissy a few times
    • Common denominator was perceived lack of communication
    • Trauma with mum / not being able to express myself
    • Felt good to get that off my chest
    • BK - 4h, 500
    • PU - 42+20, 30+20, 30+20
    • BI - (20) 10, 10, 10
    • PL - 7x30s, 7x30s
    • 13 (30m) + 14 (2h) - 5x30s, 14 on first time, no extra oil, fine till end
    • 13 (25m) + 14 (1h10) - 5x30s, 14 on first time but popped off, extra oil after 1h
    • 5.55
  • New Year’s Eve:

    • Forgot that it was NYE
    • Aimed to meet up with Sylvain somewhere
    • He said that I wouldn’t make it, I said I would
    • Went back to get my things from a sports locker
    • Got side-tracked (see below)
  • Sports locker:

    • Kept on trying to find my things in some sports locker area
    • Big bag (like one I traveled with) and some other things
    • It was open, but hidden in a back room
  • Belgian food:

    • Took my stuff back to my new home
    • Was asking about the name of some imaginary Belgian food that
    • Finally found out the name from something written down
  • Pot with Jordan Sather:

    • In the area of the new home met Jordan Sather
    • He was showing me a technique for smoking weed with leaves (looked like bay leaves, which I think he nodded at but didn’t verbally confirm)
    • I somehow had some pot in my pocket and tried it out
    • Made me miss my planned meeting with Sylvain
  • Mum - Bolivia:

    • In an imaginary location that represented Bolivia
    • Same location as the location above (merged into one another)
    • Mum came to visit me
    • Just for a few days
    • We got lost, but met up at the bottom of a big, yellow building crane
    • Used for constructing nearby buildings
    • BK - 4h, 600
    • PU - 43+20, 30+20, 30+20
    • BI - (20) 10, 10, 10
    • PL - 7x35s, 7x35s
    • 13 (20m) + 14 (2h) - 5x30s, 14 on second time, oil on outside only, oil after 20m and 50m, fine till end
    • 13 (25m) + 14 (2h) - 5x30s, 14 on second time, gym at same time, no extra oil
    • 13 (20m) + 14 (20m) - 5x30s, 14 on first time, tender, fell off and on Zoom so stopped
    • BK - 2h30, 600
    • PU - 44+20, 30+20, 30+20
    • BI - (20) 10, 10, 10
    • PL - 7x35s, 7x35s
  • Promo website:

    • Build up a promo website while building the core website
    • Need to keep regular communication with the people that have signed up
    • Show them that things are moving forward
    • Don’t expose them to the interfaces until they’re ready
    • 13 (25m) + 14 (2h) - 5x30s, 14 on first time, no extra oil, on bike, fine till end
    • 13 (15m) + 14 (1h30) - 5x30s, tried 14 inverted but popped out because of notch, on OK normal way
    • 13 (20m) + 14 (10.17) - 5x30s, 14 on second time
  • Zoom:

    • Went over Web5, OIA and her stuff on Sparx Enterprise Architect
    • Loads of great truthing info (OIA)
    • Lots of categories / sub-categories for NEF projects
    • Great connection
    • Details-oriented
    • Tech project management
    • BK - 3h, 600
    • 13 (20m) + 14 (30m) - 5x30s, 14 took several goes to get on because was slippery, tender so didn’t push it
    • 14 (45m) - 5x30s, skipped 13, very tender
    • BK - 3h, 600
    • PU - 45+20, 30+20, 30+20
    • BI - (20) 10, 10, 10
    • PL - 7x40s, 7x35s
    • 13 (25m) + 14 (15m) - 5x30s, tried 14, on but slipped off, on OK later, tender so will rest it again
    • Rest
    • BK - 3h, 600
    • PU - 46+20, 30+20, 30+20
    • BI - (20) 10, 10, 10
    • PL - 7x40s, 6x40s+1m
    • BK - 4h, 600
    • PU - 47+20, 30+20, 30+20
    • BI - (20) 10, 10, 10
    • PL - 6x40s+1m X 2
  • Revocable living trust:

    • Law Depot has a free one
    • Think they must have added it in the last month or two
    • Set it up, will wait until I’ve got all my Zim to print it out
  • Antarctica:

    • Lots of focusing on portal in Antarctica
    • Ice barrier
    • No South Pole
    • Explaining to mum
    • Helping the RV
    • First time felt like doing this
    • Could actually help manifest it this week
  • Positive signs:

    • This could be our week
    • First time I’ve felt like it might actually happen in the week to come
    • Though also had a feeling it wouldn’t quite go (but would get close)
    • Later on Holly said should start Mon/Tues
    • BK - 3h30, 600
    • PU - 48+20, 30+20, 30+20
    • BI - (20) 10, 11, 11
    • PL - 6x40s+1m x 2
  • Family office:

    • Looked into family office stuff online
    • Ideas from Barb
    • Eventually found Lincoln
    • Also Fairstone Group
    • Lincoln seems higher net worth, more personalized, likely really smart
  • Booster jab:

    • Third (I think)
    • She went to sleep again when she got back
    • Seemed OK in the evening
  • Solstice meditation:

    • Roche Rock
    • Very windy and cold
    • Took a few mins to find the right spot to sit and not get cold
    • First time using the kneeling pad without metal sides
    • Spontaneously started speaking
    • Called in guides, Merlin, Poseidon, elementals, guardians of the land (a bit late)
    • Called on them to channel Light through my heart chakra, and which I then focused on the ley line
    • Last few days have felt throat chakra during Ho’oponopono, so could have been preparing for that
    • Really felt it strongly in my heart chakra for about 10 mins
    • Stopped at 15 instead of 20 mins because I was cold
    • BK - 3h15, 600
    • PU - 49+20, 30+20, 30+20
    • BI - (20) 11, 11, 12
    • PL - 6x40s+1m x 2
    • BK - 3h30, 615
    • PU - 50+20, 30+20, 30+20
    • BI - (20) 12, 12, 12
    • PL - 6x40s+1m x 2
  • Fewer masks:

    • Went to Tesco in the evening
    • Saw probably about 15 people without masks
    • Usually don’t see any, maybe one, and those usually have lanyards
    • This time nobody had lanyards
    • Finally some people are starting to not comply!
  • Purge:

    • Woke up really tired (still need to catch up)
    • Also heavy, and could tell I needed to cry
    • Hadn’t cried for a few days, but the ongoing trauma work seems to be working
    • BK - 2h45, 600
    • PU - 50+20, 30+20, 30+20
    • BI - (20) 12, 12, 12
    • PL - 6x40s+1m x 2
  • Feel lonely:

    • Feeling very isolated this year
    • Even at home with mum
    • Put out message on FB to say to others that they aren’t alone
    • Probably did it in part as a reflection of my own lonliness
    • Could just be emotions coming to the surface from long ago
    • Many others are much worse
  • Purge:

    • Spent a solid hour with RAoK videos
  • Challenging day:

    • Jen’s Aunt recently (not today)
    • Holly’s family
    • Tons of people in WWG1WGA2 group on edge / pissed off / attacking others
    • Demons using whatever they can to cause division, pain and chaos
  • Tough day:

    • Loads of negativity
    • People venting and thrashing out
    • Both Lambarios and TWC (Terry) PM’ing me giving advice on who to boot
    • Exhausting at times
    • BK - 3h20, 600
    • BK - 3h45, 600
    • PU - 50+20, 30+20, 30+20
    • BI - (20) 13, 13, 13
    • PL - 6x40s+1m x 2
    • 13 (20m) + 14 (1h15) - 5x30s, 14 went on OK, fine till end
    • 13 (15m) + 14 (1h) - 5x30s, 14 on fine, no extra oil, getting tender at the end
    • 5.35
  • Purge:

    • More crying
    • Could feel heaviness when dealing with people in Holly’s room
    • Felt RAoK would help
  • More chaos:

    • Blue Sky claimed loads of people were stalking / attacking her
    • Removed and cleaned room
    • Everyone’s still on edge all the time
    • Some suggested we need more admins
    • I’ve lost my desire to carry on with this
    • BK - 4h, 600
    • PU - 50+20, 30+20, 30+20
    • BU - (20) 13, 13, 13
    • PL - 6x40s+1m x 2
    • 13 (20m) + 14 (1h20) - 5x30s, 14 on easily
    • 13 (15m) + 14 (1h15) - 5x30s, tried 14 directly, too slippery, 14 took a few goes to find the right position, definitely feel it at the end
    • 14 (1h15) - 5x30s, 14 on OK oily, came off but got on again, extra oil after 1h
  • Calmer:

    • Since Dec 25th, people have been crazy
    • Fighting so much in Holly’s room
    • First day that people really have calmed down
    • Holly put out messag yesterday, which helped, but also more generally in Texas Snakes’s room people were calmer yesterday evening
    • BK - 2h, 300
    • 14 (1h45) - 5x30s, on first time, extra oil after 50m, fine till end
    • 14 (1h20) - 5x30s, on first time, extra oil after 1h10
    • 14 (7.15) - 5x30s, on first time
    • BK - 3h30, 600
    • PU - 50+20, 30+20, 30+20
    • BI - (20) 14, 14, 14
    • PL - 6x40s+1m x 2
    • 14 (1h35) - 5x30s, on first time, extra oil after 1h10, wanted to go to 1h45 but got tender
    • 14 (1h20) - 5x30s, extra oil, on first time, extra oil after 1h10
    • 14 (1h15) - 5x30s, extra oil, on easily, got tender at the end
  • 534:

    • Traffic lights forced me to screech to stop 3 times
    • Most in-your-face example of the Universe conspiring to create synchronicities yet
    • Message to Jen
  • Mum Mobile, [12.01.21 20:54]
    Tesco and Asda have banned customers without masks

    Marcus, [12.01.21 20:55]
    We’ll see.

    Marcus, [12.01.21 20:55]
    I go in very late at night usually. 😉

    Mum Mobile, [12.01.21 20:57]
    It might be worth making an effort to wear a mask for that short time since they have announced it publicly

    Marcus, [12.01.21 20:58]
    If they literally won’t let me in, then I will, but I’m not going to bow down to authoritarianism if I can avoid it.

    Marcus, [12.01.21 21:00]
    Read this:

    Tesco, Asda and Waitrose have become the latest supermarkets to say they will deny entry to shoppers who do not wear face masks unless they are medically exempt.

    Marcus, [12.01.21 21:00]
    I tell them I’m medically exempt.

    Marcus, [12.01.21 21:00]
    I’ve spoken to the people there about it since July.

    Marcus, [12.01.21 21:01]
    It’ll be fine, I’m sure.

    Mum Mobile, [12.01.21 21:01]
    It upsets other shoppers who feel frightened, particularly now things are getting worse.

    Marcus, [12.01.21 21:03]
    I don’t care. I’m utterly disgusted with everyone that follows these authoritarian rules like sheep. I don’t see how people can’t understand this has nothing to do with health, and it’s the New World Order trying to create a one world government. Everyone just seems to want to be ruled by the elite, and the people that are following these dictates are accomplices to this global takeover as far as I’m concerned.

    Marcus, [12.01.21 21:04]
    I’m not going to cause a fuss, but I’m not going to bow down either.

    Marcus, [12.01.21 21:07]
    ‘Fur Ihre Sicherheit’ was how the Nazi regime got so many people to comply to giving up their own freedoms and turn on one another, but this time instead of being limited to Germany and the surrounding countries, it’s global.

    Marcus, [12.01.21 21:08]
    It’s the same group behind WWII and this fake pandemic - just a generation of two later, and more developed.

    Marcus, [12.01.21 21:10]
    This time that group is being brought down, but it’ll still take a few more months for that to properly happen and for the public to really start to wake up on mass to what’s been imposed on us.

    Mum Mobile, [12.01.21 21:14]
    I don’t want a big argument about it. Forget I said anything

    Marcus, [12.01.21 21:15]
    It’s fine. I’m frustrated with society, not you.

  • Marcus, [31.01.21 01:18]
    So I had my first proper run-in with a crazy, fearful worker insisting on me wearing a mask today.

    Marcus, [31.01.21 01:19]
    I’ve had people ask me about masks before, but I’ve just said I had a medical exemption, and they usually leave it at that. Occasionally I get asked about having a band that people wear who are medically exempt (which I have, but on principle never wear).

    Marcus, [31.01.21 01:20]
    However today there was this one guy who was behind a screen about 5m away from me who asked me if I had a mask. I said I was medically exempt, and he told me that I wasn’t exempt from spreading the illness and that I’d have to wait to be served by someone else.

    Marcus, [31.01.21 01:20]
    Even the other people that worked with him were rolling their eyes.

    Jennifer Whittington, [31.01.21 01:20]
    Omg

    Marcus, [31.01.21 01:21]
    He also picked on another guy that didn’t have his mask over his nose, who promptly told him that he’d had the same discussion yesterday, and he didn’t even have to wear one because he’s asthmatic.

    Jennifer Whittington, [31.01.21 01:21]
    I’m telling ya I really do not like this twilight zone we are living in

    Jennifer Whittington, [31.01.21 01:21]
    Wow

  • Marcus, [31.01.21 01:21]
    I had to go back to the shop 30 mins later, and the guy popped up yet again out of nowhere to ask me to wear a mask - having forgotten what he said to me 30 mins previous.

    Jennifer Whittington, [31.01.21 01:22]
    How did you handle it.

    Jennifer Whittington, [31.01.21 01:22]
    I hate when people talk to me, especially about a mask

    Marcus, [31.01.21 01:23]
    Honestly, it didn’t bother me at all, and I felt sorry for the fact he was so full of fear. I just said ‘that’s fine’, and I waited for someone else to come.

    Marcus, [31.01.21 01:23]
    I was so in shock of how he was because I’ve had enough people interacting with me about masks on/off, but this was a level of fear I’d never seen before.

    Jennifer Whittington, [31.01.21 01:24]
    Ya that’s what I would have done. I thought that myself today. The topic at the dinner table, my aunts boyfriend is here was getting the appointment for the vax.

    Marcus, [31.01.21 01:24]
    He wasn’t actually rude per se, just coming from a place of fear. Luckily I’ve done plenty of purging.

    Jennifer Whittington, [31.01.21 01:24]
    Yes. They are scared.

    Jennifer Whittington, [31.01.21 01:25]
    The level of sleep is unreal

  • Marcus, [31.01.21 01:25]
    He did sort of say ‘is that OK’ while I was waiting.

    Marcus, [31.01.21 01:26]
    I do also sympathize for the people like the managers of supermarkets who are told that they must approach people not wearing a mask. They have to do their job, mostly from a position of not being awake/aware like us (I’m guessing), and likely being pissed off with people not wearing masks.

    Marcus, [31.01.21 01:27]
    I do feel grateful that in general I don’t have too many problems round here. I’ve had plenty of triggered moments since it all began, but just use it as an opportunity to guide my healing, typically through Honoponopono.

    Marcus, [31.01.21 01:28]
    Luckily today I was in a very calm place. Probably all the purging I’ve done recently has helped.

    Marcus, [31.01.21 01:30]
    Also, the conversation I had with my mum yesterday put me at ease.

    Jennifer Whittington, [31.01.21 01:30]
    Its mask zone here. Even the joggers outside jog with them on. So imagine when you dont have it on. I try to avoid as much as possible. Some of the store owners are cool but some are not. I’m in zombie ville

    Jennifer Whittington, [31.01.21 01:31]
    That’s good about your mom. I’ve been responding better as well.

    Marcus, [31.01.21 01:31]
    I think all that business with her forced some stuff to the surface, and then it was all released and calmed in one day.

    Jennifer Whittington, [31.01.21 01:32]
    Yes. I can see that.

    • Marcus, [01.08.21 02:03]
      [Forwarded from Marcus]
      He reunited a soul fragment of mine that was stuck in mourning after my death in a past life in Peru during the time of the Spanish conquistadors. He cremated my body from that time, and did some massive healing on my sacral and solar plexus chakras.

      He also saw ‘at least 12’ Light beings blasting me with healing energy and doing psychic surgery to ‘prepare me for a quantum shift’. He said he’s never seen so many beings doing it at one time, and it was quite emotional for him.

      Marcus, [01.08.21 02:03]
      [Forwarded from Marcus]
      Basically the Spanish had told our tribe that we had to give them all our gold, or they’d kill us. I apparently tried to get them lost in the jungle, and I think I must have been leading them all over the place. They figured it out, and started to chase me. I ended up running off a cliff and breaking my back on my fall, and I died there.

      The back problems have been recurring in other lifetimes, too, and he also visited me when I was a paraplegic in Victorian times to offer me healing there, too.

    • Marcus, [01.08.21 02:03]
      [Forwarded from Marcus]
      On Monday I’ll have the second of three sessions, where he’ll do some massive clearing of my root chakra. He was guided away from it the other day because that’s a big one, but he cleared ‘lots of heavy energy’ from my other two lower chakras.

      Marcus, [01.08.21 02:03]
      [Forwarded from Marcus]
      He also did some repair work on my back itself, and he’ll do that in each session we have.

      Marcus, [01.08.21 02:03]
      [Forwarded from Marcus]
      I’ve got one session on Monday, and then one on 8th. We were going to do them a week apart, but I noticed that if we do them 6 days apart instead, then the final session will be on 8/8. It’s possible we might be able to use the portal energies for extra healing.

      Also, since he was told these Light beings were preparing me for a ‘quantum shift’, I’m wondering if the Lion’s Gate portal might also be used to bring some of my psychic abilities online - combined with the deep past life gnosis and healing being a marker in my soul blueprint.

      It’ll happen when it happens, all in Divine timing, but I’m curious nonetheless.

    • Marcus, [01.08.21 02:03]
      [Forwarded from Marcus]
      Oh, I forgot to mention that the traumatizing thing about this incident for my soul was that the Spanish went back and killed the whole village, so a part of my soul was trapped in that experience after death, and was mourning and angry about what happened.

      This profound trauma has affected me in this lifetime (and others) in terms of my hatred of money, oppression (I actually did lots of Ho’oponopono on the topic of oppression during covid, and assumed I’d had a past-life experience with oppression that had scarred me), racism (which I experienced in my time in South America), and other topics too.

      This soul fragment has now been guided back to be reunited with the rest of my soul, and I’m doing Ho’oponopono to help it.

    • Words like intuitive, psychic expert, channeling:

      • Senses beyond the reductionist, materialist world
      • Stronger connection to Source
      • Connection inwardly
    • What am I expecting to happen in meditation:

      • Expect nothing
      • Would like to see something
      • Setting intentions beforehand to not expect anything
    • So earlier I drove into town to buy a bag to carry my zim etc in under my clothes. It’s a cheap, over-the shoulder one. Anyway, on the way home as I was driving, I needed to almost screech to a halt at traffic lights three times.

      I wasn’t going particularly fast, it’s just that the lights changed at precisely the moment where I could just make it through if I accelerated, but if I didn’t I’d go through on red, so each time I elected to stop, just in case.

      This rarely ever happens to me once, let alone three times in one journey. That’s literally never happened when I’ve gone into town. One time I didn’t even notice a need for the traffic light change, though I didn’t look around carefully to be sure.

      When this happened the third time, I figured this must be the Universe doing something, so looked around at the car dashboard, and didn’t notice any synchronicities, but I did notice that the time was 5.28. I smiled, because I guessed that it would likely be 5.34 when I got home based on where I was. 534 is one of my most frequently seen angel numbers.

      I then thought about other things for the next 5 mins, but as I entered the final one-way road before my house, I noticed the time was 5.33, and it changed to 5.34 literally about 150m before I drove into the driveway.

      That for me was one of the most in-your-face demonstrations of the Universe ‘conspiring’ to create synchronicities in my life.

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Forget I said anything\n\nMarcus, [12.01.21 21:15]\nIt's fine. 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They are scared.\n\nJennifer Whittington, [31.01.21 01:25]\nThe level of sleep is unreal"},{"_id":"3f239458688229a0800000fd","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22141446,"position":3,"parentId":"3f23940b688229a0800000fe","content":"Marcus, [31.01.21 01:25]\nHe did sort of say 'is that OK' while I was waiting.\n\nMarcus, [31.01.21 01:26]\nI do also sympathize for the people like the managers of supermarkets who are told that they must approach people not wearing a mask. They have to do their job, mostly from a position of not being awake/aware like us (I'm guessing), and likely being pissed off with people not wearing masks.\n\nMarcus, [31.01.21 01:27]\nI do feel grateful that in general I don't have too many problems round here. I've had plenty of triggered moments since it all began, but just use it as an opportunity to guide my healing, typically through Honoponopono.\n\nMarcus, [31.01.21 01:28]\nLuckily today I was in a very calm place. 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tsunami\n- Told would be a meteor and cause the sea to rise 1.6km out from the coast\n- Told to get to ledge with rock on (high up)\n- Just got there in time and sea was just below\n- Told someone else about it and saved their life\n- See May 18th"},{"_id":"3a879a27a6bb2bc228000255","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22533021,"position":3,"parentId":"3a9fda3ca6bb2bc22800024f","content":"2 - Residential area\n\n- Journey down through a residential area with lots of Arabic-speakers\n- With luggage on wheels\n- Down through someone's house at the end"},{"_id":"3a87982da6bb2bc228000256","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22533029,"position":4,"parentId":"3a9fda3ca6bb2bc22800024f","content":"3 - Wooden car\n\n- Changed into car driven by wood / natural means\n- Was driving down tight lanes\n- Needed to go through someone's house\n- Got stuck, went dark\n- Was working out how the car worked\n- Everyone fell asleep, lights + heat off\n- Was trying to get working when I woke 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guy"},{"_id":"3a878a03a6bb2bc228000257","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22533033,"position":15,"parentId":"3c060512f1fbe3fe090001dd","content":"30"},{"_id":"3a878992a6bb2bc22800025a","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22533037,"position":0.5,"parentId":"3a878a03a6bb2bc228000257","content":"DR"},{"_id":"3a87897da6bb2bc22800025b","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22533038,"position":1,"parentId":"3a878992a6bb2bc22800025a","content":"Shedding ego:\n\n- Dreamt of trying to shed ego / jealousy\n- Try to view the money as God's money for us to help the planet"},{"_id":"3a8789eea6bb2bc228000258","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22533034,"position":1,"parentId":"3a878a03a6bb2bc228000257","content":"V5"},{"_id":"3a8789d5a6bb2bc228000259","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22533035,"position":1,"parentId":"3a8789eea6bb2bc228000258","content":""},{"_id":"3a737e93f7762f3e22000234","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22534575,"position":2.84375,"parentId":null,"content":"05"},{"_id":"3a737e79f7762f3e22000235","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22534576,"position":1,"parentId":"3a737e93f7762f3e22000234","content":"02"},{"_id":"3a737e11f7762f3e22000236","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22534577,"position":1,"parentId":"3a737e79f7762f3e22000235","content":"V5"},{"_id":"3a737dedf7762f3e22000237","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22534586,"position":1,"parentId":"3a737e11f7762f3e22000236","content":"Vision5 Trust:\n\n- 5 (or more) trustees\n- Vision5 Foundation + 4 financial backers\n- Holly's whale friends\n- Build up Enterprise5\n- Could pay for all the philanthropic projects as a group also"},{"_id":"3a5cd753f7762f3e2200023a","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22540109,"position":1.5,"parentId":"3a737e93f7762f3e22000234","content":"03"},{"_id":"3a5cd739f7762f3e2200023b","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22540110,"position":1,"parentId":"3a5cd753f7762f3e2200023a","content":"V5"},{"_id":"3a5cd71ff7762f3e2200023c","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22540113,"position":1,"parentId":"3a5cd739f7762f3e2200023b","content":"Team effort:\n\n- Coming to terms that this really will be a team effort for humanity\n- Yes, we'll do a lot, but so will plenty of others"},{"_id":"3a55cf72f7762f3e2200023d","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22541050,"position":1.75,"parentId":"3a737e93f7762f3e22000234","content":"04"},{"_id":"3a497f4e5ed201d856000247","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22542884,"position":0.25,"parentId":"3a55cf72f7762f3e2200023d","content":"BM2"},{"_id":"3a497f215ed201d856000248","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22542893,"position":1,"parentId":"3a497f4e5ed201d856000247","content":"Parcel:\n\n- Cleared customs\n- To be delivered by Yodel\n- https://www.yodel.co.uk/tracking/JJD0002251914485615/PL242AG"},{"_id":"3a4fe77f6ddf2011ae000268","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22542109,"position":0.5,"parentId":"3a55cf72f7762f3e2200023d","content":"HPP"},{"_id":"3a4fe7546ddf2011ae000269","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22542114,"position":1,"parentId":"3a4fe77f6ddf2011ae000268","content":"Shifting:\n\n- Focused on releaseing ego/pride/jealousy surrounding RV\n- Focusing on heart\n- Feel like a blockage in my heart chakra has been released"},{"_id":"3a4d3c195ed201d856000245","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22542601,"position":0.75,"parentId":"3a55cf72f7762f3e2200023d","content":"SF (Holly)"},{"_id":"3a4d3bdf5ed201d856000246","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22544633,"position":1,"parentId":"3a4d3c195ed201d856000245","content":"Distant:\n\n- She's been more distant with me the last couple of days (shorter answers, longer waits)\n- Wondering if my messages to her whale friends have made her want to distance herself from me\n- She might just be dealing with her own things\n- Will just give her some space\n- Find out tomorrow - family issues (husband no longer paying alimony, son bumming and insulting)"},{"_id":"3a55cf5af7762f3e2200023e","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22541051,"position":1,"parentId":"3a55cf72f7762f3e2200023d","content":"V5"},{"_id":"3a55cf25f7762f3e2200023f","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22541055,"position":1,"parentId":"3a55cf5af7762f3e2200023e","content":"vision5.org:\n\n- Got it working again\n- Issues with Wordpress and domains\n- Just used output buffer around the whole output\n- Hacky, but it works"},{"_id":"3a4fe4646ddf2011ae00026a","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22542431,"position":2,"parentId":"3a55cf5af7762f3e2200023e","content":"LitterPick5:\n\n- Employ people to pick up litter\n- Could employ millions\n- First step to healing"},{"_id":"3a4ef4925ed201d856000244","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22542800,"position":3,"parentId":"3a55cf5af7762f3e2200023e","content":"Realization about whales:\n\n- They're going to want to have everything planned down to the last detail\n- Don't bother going to them unless there's something solid\n- Think about getting the money from what we create ourselves\n- Need to not think about them as an option to start with - try to just build it all ourselves\n- 'Saviour' mentality / power outside of self\n- Feel better for letting that expectation go\n- Will be a challenge, and ultimately more satisfying\n- Much better energy behind it (not asking for handouts, creating something myself)\n- Will come back to them much later when I've piloted my ideas, and want to scale up\n- Might reach out to Isaac's whale friends also, since separate from Holly"},{"_id":"3a44c4b05ed201d856000249","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22544186,"position":1.875,"parentId":"3a737e93f7762f3e22000234","content":"05"},{"_id":"3a44c2b95ed201d85600024c","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22544191,"position":0.5,"parentId":"3a44c4b05ed201d856000249","content":"DR"},{"_id":"3a44c2a85ed201d85600024d","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22544297,"position":1,"parentId":"3a44c2b95ed201d85600024c","content":"- See SP about energies\n- Felt like I was being told to not try to do everything ourselves"},{"_id":"3a44068c5ed201d856000255","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22544416,"position":0.625,"parentId":"3a44c4b05ed201d856000249","content":"SF (Holly)"},{"_id":"3a4406685ed201d856000256","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22544417,"position":1,"parentId":"3a44068c5ed201d856000255","content":"Bad day:\n\n- Going through challenging stuff with family\n- Likely the reason for being distant\n- I kind of sensed it might be something else, not me (though I may have contributed)"},{"_id":"3a440fe05ed201d856000251","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22544409,"position":0.75,"parentId":"3a44c4b05ed201d856000249","content":"SF (Jen)"},{"_id":"3a440eef5ed201d856000253","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22544413,"position":0.5,"parentId":"3a440fe05ed201d856000251","content":"Marcus, [05.05.21 17:35]\nSo, I've had some more clarity today.\n\nI think I'm going to go back to my original plan with regards to creating an ever-increasing cryptocurrency, but I'm going to change the model so it goes up slower - maybe getting to say $10T over 15 or 20 years. \n\nPreviously, my plan was to try to generate enough to be able to pay off world debt and give everyone a universal basic income by the end of 20 years in, but that likely won't be necessary now.\n\nI'll use the funds for well-planned philanthropic projects, as well as slowly building up our global enterprise, but not at a crazy rate.\n\nThe last few weeks, basically since realising that the vast sums of money were being released from the GCR, and then realising that I wouldn't be able to get on the extra special rate, I've kind of gone up/down emotionally.\n\nIt didn't sit right with me to just ask for the money from someone else, it felt like the wrong energy. I've always felt my mission was to create something new and special, and it's never been on my mind to get handouts. There were/are pride issues related to that that I've observed and worked through, but it's more than that.\n\nI feel that the concept of donating to foundations is kind of a saviour mentality that the donors are the saviours of the foundation as it were, since they're the ones that finance the foundation. If the foundation/charity then gives that away in some form, that also has that saviour/victim mentality too.\n\nI'll admit that some of the ideas I've come up with would also perpetuate that paradigm a bit (UBI being one of them), so they'd probably not be the best at this time. Much later, when the consciousness of humanity is that much higher, maybe, but we'll see. Many things will just disappear / not be a part of society at that time.\n\nThe thing is that asking these whales felt like it would be a bit like me begging to be able to implement my project ideas, and if they say no, then it's much harder for me to do them. That energy just didn't feel right to me, and even more so recently when I put out a couple of feelers via Holly. \n\nTbh, I think I came across as a bit wishy-washy to the one that Holly forwarded my messages to (because it was more a vision rather than a detailed plan), and I sense that they have a different working style to myself. Anyway, I decided that I'd rather avoid going down that route.\n\nSo ... that's why I've gone back to my earlier plan, but increasing slower. That will give us a lot longer to implement it, and we'll be able to really optimize all the money that we bring in, and it won't get to ridiculous amounts of money really quickly. \n\nI'll set the model to scale up to say $1 quintillion (the amount of money that some whales will receive individually from the GCR) after say 50 or 80 or 100 years. Now I know that there's that much money in the world, I don't need to worry about it topping-out, and there will be plenty of time to make sure that the currency becomes a universally-used currency by that time.\n\nOne other thing, too. Building up more slowly will help give me more time to become the person that I need to be. I'll need to develop into an organized leader, with a solid team in place. This will take time, especially going from living with my mum for so long now. 😊\n\nUltimately, I still believe that my plans have the potential to shift the global economy to the next paradigm, but we'll just do so more slowly than I was thinking previously.\n\nAnyway, overall, I'm feeling much happier about this."},{"_id":"3a440f9b5ed201d856000252","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22544412,"position":1,"parentId":"3a440fe05ed201d856000251","content":"Marcus, [05.05.21 17:39]\nThis leads me onto a question I have for Papa.\n\nWhile still in a state of trusting that I'll receive everything from the RV that I'll need to get going, I would like to get some more Zim when it happens, and I'm debating about whether getting 50T's or 100T's would be better.\n\nIf I were able to get some more Zim once the RV goes, would it be better for me to get 100T's, 50T's or wouldn't it make a difference to how much I'd receive? Specifically, I expect it will cost about 4-5x as much per 100T note, so if 2x50T's pay out the same as 1x100T, it would be about 2x more expensive to get 100T's. However, if 100T's will pay out 4x as much as 50T's, then it would be worth it.\n\nI was previously working off the assumption that 2x50T would be worth the same as 1x100T, but that may not be true. I know that for the whales and big payouts, you need to have 100T's to get the big returns, but at our level, that may not be the case.\n\nI'm guessing he'll say 'use my gut' or something like that, but it doesn't hurt to ask. 😊"},{"_id":"3a440c835ed201d856000254","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22544420,"position":2,"parentId":"3a440fe05ed201d856000251","content":"Marcus, [05.05.21 17:44]\nWow, my heart chakra / third eye are going off after writing the above. I'm taking that as a confirmation that I'm on the right path."},{"_id":"3a43e9005ed201d856000257","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22544421,"position":3,"parentId":"3a440fe05ed201d856000251","content":"Marcus, [05.05.21 17:59]\nAlso, there's another thing I thought of but forgot to mention - the rising cryptocurrency idea would provide a way for people to invest financially, emotionally and on a consciousness level into a global project that will help humanity - even if it's only a few dollars."},{"_id":"3a44c4735ed201d85600024a","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22544187,"position":1,"parentId":"3a44c4b05ed201d856000249","content":"SP"},{"_id":"3a44c4525ed201d85600024b","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22544408,"position":1,"parentId":"3a44c4735ed201d85600024a","content":"Energies:\n\n- Schumann's been crazy all week\n- Up to 85 in the last 12 hours\n- My head is spinning / buzzing\n- Feels like things are being forced to the surface"},{"_id":"3a4484c95ed201d85600024e","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22544298,"position":2,"parentId":"3a44c4b05ed201d856000249","content":"V5"},{"_id":"3a4484b25ed201d85600024f","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22546743,"position":1,"parentId":"3a4484c95ed201d85600024e","content":"Model5:\n\n- Slower\n- Won't need to pay off world debt\n- Avoid giving a UBI to everyone\n- Maybe aim to get to $1-2T after 15 years, $10T after 20 years (maybe quicker if we want to buy up some public companies? - could do that later perhaps)\n- Will be able to demonstrate our intentions\n- Build things out at a more reasonable pace\n- Will give us a steady income to do philanthropic projects at scale\n- This way won't need to depend on anyone\n- Really want to build up OIA, Dropbase, Alabelo first\n- Slow and steady wins the race\n- Will show the rich and powerful that our intentions are noble (and can demonstrate our efforts)\n- Maybe aim to surpass the wealth from the GCR in 100 years (though that much money shouldn't be necessary)\n- 1 quintillion in 100 years?\n- Start date of 5/5/25 would be cool\n- Best model so far start 55%, 1% drop every 6 months, 25 years down to 5%"},{"_id":"3a37c60c5ed201d856000258","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22546740,"position":1.9375,"parentId":"3a737e93f7762f3e22000234","content":"06"},{"_id":"3a37c3bf5ed201d856000259","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22546744,"position":1,"parentId":"3a37c60c5ed201d856000258","content":"BM2"},{"_id":"3a37c3a05ed201d85600025a","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22546753,"position":1,"parentId":"3a37c3bf5ed201d856000259","content":"Order:\n\n- Arrived\n- No dammage\n- Sent message to Nan in case it's useful"},{"_id":"3a35730b5ed201d85600025f","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22547295,"position":1.25,"parentId":"3a37c60c5ed201d856000258","content":"EV"},{"_id":"3a3572e35ed201d856000260","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22547305,"position":1,"parentId":"3a35730b5ed201d85600025f","content":"NHS / vaccine:\n\n- Received invitation from the NHS to receive my Covid-19 vaccination\n- Skim-read a few bits, but just chucked it in the recycling"},{"_id":"3a2a4a1f5ed201d85600026b","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22549697,"position":1.28125,"parentId":"3a37c60c5ed201d856000258","content":"HPP"},{"_id":"3a2a4c9e5ed201d85600026a","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22549700,"position":1,"parentId":"3a2a4a1f5ed201d85600026b","content":"Ho'oponopono:\n\n- Ego/pride/jealousy surrounding RV/my project/Holly\n- Started about a week ago\n- Had the clarity today"},{"_id":"3a2a3d7c5ed201d85600026c","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22549710,"position":1.328125,"parentId":"3a37c60c5ed201d856000258","content":"RV"},{"_id":"3a2a3d415ed201d85600026d","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22549711,"position":1,"parentId":"3a2a3d7c5ed201d85600026c","content":"German bonds:\n\n- Paying out now/soon\n- Part of GCR\n- RV to follow"},{"_id":"3a2a3c365ed201d85600026e","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22549712,"position":2,"parentId":"3a2a3d7c5ed201d85600026c","content":"Realization:\n\n- I need to come out of the RV with enough to get going (say billions), but not quadrillions\n- That forces me to work to build up that organization with the model I had in mind"},{"_id":"3a33a2d55ed201d856000263","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22547613,"position":1.375,"parentId":"3a37c60c5ed201d856000258","content":"SF (Jen)"},{"_id":"3a33a2b45ed201d856000264","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22547614,"position":1,"parentId":"3a33a2d55ed201d856000263","content":"Marcus, [06.05.21 23:37]\n[Forwarded from Marcus]\nSo, the latest idea is this. I thought that rather than gradually decreasing by 2% each year, from 55 down to 5 over 25 years, that I might as well drop it by 1% every year, so make it for 50 years.\n\nHowever, we could drop it down by 0.5% twice a year - at these moments:\n\n5/5 @ 5:55:55am\n11/11 @ 11:11:11am\n\nAlso, I'm thinking to potentially launch Market5/Model5 on 5/5/25. That would give us 4 years to get all the tech in place, gain experience in loads of other areas, and get all the regulation sorted too."},{"_id":"3a33a2695ed201d856000265","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22547615,"position":2,"parentId":"3a33a2d55ed201d856000263","content":"Marcus, [06.05.21 23:37]\n[Forwarded from Marcus]\nI also had another revelation. I believe that what I'm setting up is truly intended for long after the reset, as the next step between post-RV and New Earth without money potentially.\n\nOne of my plans is to provide a universal basic income to everyone in the world, and to lift the cost of living in India to that of Switzerland say, so there's financial equality in the world. 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with Ariel, and that cleared the air\n- Felt I did a decent job with it\n- Was like an error that have fixed\n- Also released the ego trigger from not doing it properly last time"},{"_id":"3682c54e86f0903bcc000362","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22661120,"position":16,"parentId":"375c10003fe41e28150002f3","content":"17"},{"_id":"3682c53886f0903bcc000363","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22661121,"position":1,"parentId":"3682c54e86f0903bcc000362","content":"DR"},{"_id":"3682c51186f0903bcc000364","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22661124,"position":1,"parentId":"3682c53886f0903bcc000363","content":"Stuart Rowe:\n\n- He lent me a long skateboard with wheels and a broom\n- A bit like skateboard crossed with gondola\n- Travel around very fast\n- Needed it to escape from people after me / something\n- Skated up and downhill OK\n- Travelled round an imaginary 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them"},{"_id":"367a940286f0903bcc00036a","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22661626,"position":3,"parentId":"367b237986f0903bcc000367","content":"Block lifted:\n\n- Feels like language-learning block has finally been lifted\n- Will require more time to look up vocab in each language\n- Really want the Language Building website to be done"},{"_id":"3679546486f0903bcc00036b","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22661758,"position":4,"parentId":"367b237986f0903bcc000367","content":"Reading aloud:\n\n- Practise reading text aloud from paper\n- Will also help with English"},{"_id":"3679140c86f0903bcc00036c","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22661794,"position":1.75,"parentId":"3682c54e86f0903bcc000362","content":"PD"},{"_id":"367913e786f0903bcc00036d","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22661795,"position":1,"parentId":"3679140c86f0903bcc00036c","content":"Public speaking:\n\n- Practise reading text aloud in different languages\n- Read the text before get to say it\n- Will hopefully help with English"},{"_id":"3682685186f0903bcc000365","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22661130,"position":2,"parentId":"3682c54e86f0903bcc000362","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"3682682a86f0903bcc000366","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22661544,"position":1,"parentId":"3682685186f0903bcc000365","content":"Rings:\n\n- 10 (3h)\n- 10 (3h)\n- 10 (3.05)"},{"_id":"36743d0486f0903bcc00036e","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22661924,"position":17,"parentId":"375c10003fe41e28150002f3","content":"18"},{"_id":"36733b9f86f0903bcc000371","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22661989,"position":0.5,"parentId":"36743d0486f0903bcc00036e","content":"LL"},{"_id":"36733b8486f0903bcc000372","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22661990,"position":1,"parentId":"36733b9f86f0903bcc000371","content":"Polyglottr:\n\n- Thought of Polyglotter / Polyglottr name\n- Bought polyglottr.com domain, and polyglotter.com is available for $3000"},{"_id":"3672e62786f0903bcc000373","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22662056,"position":2,"parentId":"36733b9f86f0903bcc000371","content":"Russian:\n\n- When have Polyglotter up and running, will add Russian into the mix\n- It's used by about 260M people [according to this](https://www.visualcapitalist.com/100-most-spoken-languages/)\n- Useful lingua franca in Eastern European countries\n- Also plenty of truthing info in Russian, and might be useful for reading the original\n- Will make 8 languages - that's a good number\n- Added to Great Awakening channels on Telegram"},{"_id":"36743ce986f0903bcc00036f","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22661925,"position":1,"parentId":"36743d0486f0903bcc00036e","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"36743cbc86f0903bcc000370","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22663252,"position":1,"parentId":"36743ce986f0903bcc00036f","content":"Rings:\n\n- 10 (3h20)\n- 10 (3h10)\n- 10 (3h)"},{"_id":"366f967b86f0903bcc000374","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22662687,"position":2,"parentId":"36743d0486f0903bcc00036e","content":"RV"},{"_id":"366f966186f0903bcc000375","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22662691,"position":1,"parentId":"366f967b86f0903bcc000374","content":"Mum:\n\n- Sent the following message to sow the idea of the RV coming soon"},{"_id":"366f95de86f0903bcc000376","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22662690,"position":2,"parentId":"366f967b86f0903bcc000374","content":"Also, just to let you know, the rollout for the global financial reset has finally started - as of about a week ago. Some people I know have been called to travel to Zurich from various other countreis, and payouts for some of the fines and penalties that people have been waiting on for about 30 years have started.\n\nThese fines and penalties are the first things to be paid out as part of the Great Reset (which is now mentioned on the World Economic Forum btw), then I believe that the NESARA/GESARA plans will be announced publicly (though maybe under a different name), and then I'll be able to go and do my exchange that I told you about.\n\nThere's already been a huge amount of debt relief that's happened in the last year, with debts being wiped out. I've got several friends who've had credit card, mortgages or student loans paid off. Probably about $1m worth between them all.\n\nI'm not sure how long this rollout will take. It might take weeks, or it might still take months. There are millions of people involved in it, and they're making sure they do it all properly. It's mostly been implemented now behind the scenes, with minimal disruption to banking services. It should be announced soon publicly, but I'm not sure if that will happen before I can do my exchange or after.\n\nAnyway, whatever job I get, I'll be viewing it as something temporary until I can do my exchange."},{"_id":"3649c41786f0903bcc000386","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22667427,"position":3,"parentId":"36743d0486f0903bcc00036e","content":"SP"},{"_id":"3649c3d286f0903bcc000387","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22667428,"position":1,"parentId":"3649c41786f0903bcc000386","content":"- SP-DOWN"},{"_id":"3668037686f0903bcc000377","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22663253,"position":18,"parentId":"375c10003fe41e28150002f3","content":"19"},{"_id":"3652cb0686f0903bcc000381","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22666234,"position":0.5,"parentId":"3668037686f0903bcc000377","content":"NHS"},{"_id":"3652cae586f0903bcc000382","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22666237,"position":1,"parentId":"3652cb0686f0903bcc000381","content":"Letter 5"},{"_id":"3668035a86f0903bcc000378","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22663254,"position":1,"parentId":"3668037686f0903bcc000377","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"32dc9972df789d756600055f","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22751550,"position":0.5,"parentId":"3668035a86f0903bcc000378","content":"- PHIM-11"},{"_id":"3668031c86f0903bcc000379","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22663920,"position":1,"parentId":"3668035a86f0903bcc000378","content":"Rings:\n\n- 10 (4h) - was painting decking, didn't notice it\n- 11 (1h30) - went on pretty easily, went 1h20 without throbbing, only slightly when took off\n- 11 (1h10) - started to hurt a bit\n- 11 (4.55)\n- Ring 11"},{"_id":"3664cc8586f0903bcc00037a","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22663459,"position":2,"parentId":"3668035a86f0903bcc000378","content":"Up to ring 11:\n\n- 5 days after up to ring 12\n- Went on pretty easily"},{"_id":"365a896686f0903bcc00037e","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22665307,"position":18.5,"parentId":"375c10003fe41e28150002f3","content":"20"},{"_id":"365a894386f0903bcc00037f","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22665308,"position":1,"parentId":"365a896686f0903bcc00037e","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"365a893086f0903bcc000380","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22666203,"position":1,"parentId":"365a894386f0903bcc00037f","content":"Rings:\n\n- 11 (2h) - not too bad at end, felt best to not push it\n- 11 (1h10) - a little tricky to put on, tight and throbbing at end\n- 11 (1h) - red and throbbing at the end\n- 11 (1h20)"},{"_id":"364c924686f0903bcc000383","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22667292,"position":18.75,"parentId":"375c10003fe41e28150002f3","content":"21"},{"_id":"364c922986f0903bcc000384","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22667293,"position":1,"parentId":"364c924686f0903bcc000383","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"364c91fb86f0903bcc000385","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22667878,"position":1,"parentId":"364c922986f0903bcc000384","content":"Rings:\n\n- 11 (3h20) - not too bad\n- 11 (3h) - throbbing a bit at the end, but bearable\n- 11 (2h50) - not too bad at the end"},{"_id":"3649c26086f0903bcc000388","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22667430,"position":2,"parentId":"364c924686f0903bcc000383","content":"SP"},{"_id":"3649c24686f0903bcc000389","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22691172,"position":1,"parentId":"3649c26086f0903bcc000388","content":"- SP-UP"},{"_id":"363d9c7386f0903bcc00038a","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22668695,"position":18.875,"parentId":"375c10003fe41e28150002f3","content":"22"},{"_id":"363d9c4f86f0903bcc00038b","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22668697,"position":1,"parentId":"363d9c7386f0903bcc00038a","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"363d9c1d86f0903bcc00038c","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22669319,"position":1,"parentId":"363d9c4f86f0903bcc00038b","content":"Rings:\n\n- 11 (1h45) - think some skin might have been wrapped around on itself, causing pain\n- 11 (1h30) - could feel early on, hurt after about 1h15\n- 11 (1h05) - seems to be sore today\n- 11 (5m) - hurt almost immediately, decided to rest it"},{"_id":"363c156386f0903bcc00038d","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22668737,"position":2,"parentId":"363d9c4f86f0903bcc00038b","content":"Checking skin:\n\n- First one today hurt after 1.5h\n- Think it could have been trapped skin pressing on one another\n- Started to check for trapped skin"},{"_id":"36635af486f0903bcc00037b","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22669864,"position":19,"parentId":"375c10003fe41e28150002f3","content":"23"},{"_id":"362ddfa286f0903bcc00038e","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22669894,"position":0.5,"parentId":"36635af486f0903bcc00037b","content":"EV"},{"_id":"362ddf8386f0903bcc00038f","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22669930,"position":1,"parentId":"362ddfa286f0903bcc00038e","content":"Pick up stranger:\n\n- Driving to Asda at midnight\n- Raining, not very nice out\n- Looking for people to pick up\n- Guy walking slowly in the road\n- Offered a lift, he lived close by, but accepted\n- Almost immediately started crying, telling me about his wife that he thinks has Alzeimer's\n- His name is Len, his wife Jean\n- He's been recording her incidents for 7 months, but didn't know what to do\n- He was getting frustrated at her, but that's likely a symptom of a deeper trauma\n- He cried half a dozen times, I put my hand on his shoulder to comfort him\n- Stayed chatting about 30 mins sat in car outside his house\n- While doing it felt like a soul contract\n- Gave him some practical advice that he said he'd take on board\n- He called me an angel a couple of times\n- At the end he said he was a healer and a medium\n- Then I mentioned how Altzeimer's is a bit like the soul and the body are out of phase, and he said he liked that"},{"_id":"36635ad586f0903bcc00037c","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22669870,"position":1,"parentId":"36635af486f0903bcc00037b","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"36635a9b86f0903bcc00037d","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22670255,"position":1,"parentId":"36635ad586f0903bcc00037c","content":"Rings:\n\n- 11 (1h) - more difficult to get on, band bent a bit, hurt earlier\n- 11 (1h35) - added more coconut oil on outside after put ring on, seemed to help, throbbed at end, but not too bad\n- 11 (8.00) - coconut oil on outside seems to work well, especially when rubbed in"},{"_id":"361fada286f0903bcc000390","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22672715,"position":20,"parentId":"375c10003fe41e28150002f3","content":"24"},{"_id":"361fa20486f0903bcc000396","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22672722,"position":0.5,"parentId":"361fada286f0903bcc000390","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"361fa1e786f0903bcc000397","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22672723,"position":1,"parentId":"361fa20486f0903bcc000396","content":"Skip forward"},{"_id":"361fad8486f0903bcc000391","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22673634,"position":1,"parentId":"361fada286f0903bcc000390","content":"SF (Paul Byrant)"},{"_id":"361aa4f8f143e1b7af000399","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22673643,"position":0.5,"parentId":"361fad8486f0903bcc000391","content":"Met:\n\n- Plymouth worldwide demonstration\n- 4 hours in Plymouth chatting constantly"},{"_id":"361fad1a86f0903bcc000392","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22673644,"position":1,"parentId":"361fad8486f0903bcc000391","content":"Back:\n\n- He told me that my back problem is from a past life in Peru when chased by conquistadors off a cliff and broke my back\n- Affected multiple lifetimes\n- Will do a few healing sessions in exchange for RV coaching\n- Talked about everything under the sun"},{"_id":"361ef43d86f0903bcc000398","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22673639,"position":2,"parentId":"361fad8486f0903bcc000391","content":"Grandaddy:\n\n- His polio was caused by poisoning\n- They worked out he was a good person, and couldn't be trusted with the dark secrets\n- Poisoned him to get him out of the way"},{"_id":"35c47af8f143e1b7af0003d5","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22682164,"position":3,"parentId":"361fad8486f0903bcc000391","content":"Notes"},{"_id":"35c479fcf143e1b7af0003d7","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22682169,"position":0.5,"parentId":"35c47af8f143e1b7af0003d5","content":"Marcus, [01.08.21 02:03]\n[Forwarded from Marcus]\nHe reunited a soul fragment of mine that was stuck in mourning after my death in a past life in Peru during the time of the Spanish conquistadors. He cremated my body from that time, and did some massive healing on my sacral and solar plexus chakras.\n\nHe also saw 'at least 12' Light beings blasting me with healing energy and doing psychic surgery to 'prepare me for a quantum shift'. He said he's never seen so many beings doing it at one time, and it was quite emotional for him.\n\nMarcus, [01.08.21 02:03]\n[Forwarded from Marcus]\nBasically the Spanish had told our tribe that we had to give them all our gold, or they'd kill us. I apparently tried to get them lost in the jungle, and I think I must have been leading them all over the place. They figured it out, and started to chase me. I ended up running off a cliff and breaking my back on my fall, and I died there.\n\nThe back problems have been recurring in other lifetimes, too, and he also visited me when I was a paraplegic in Victorian times to offer me healing there, too."},{"_id":"35c47ad2f143e1b7af0003d6","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22682172,"position":1,"parentId":"35c47af8f143e1b7af0003d5","content":"Marcus, [01.08.21 02:03]\n[Forwarded from Marcus]\nOn Monday I'll have the second of three sessions, where he'll do some massive clearing of my root chakra. He was guided away from it the other day because that's a big one, but he cleared 'lots of heavy energy' from my other two lower chakras.\n\nMarcus, [01.08.21 02:03]\n[Forwarded from Marcus]\nHe also did some repair work on my back itself, and he'll do that in each session we have.\n\nMarcus, [01.08.21 02:03]\n[Forwarded from Marcus]\nI've got one session on Monday, and then one on 8th. We were going to do them a week apart, but I noticed that if we do them 6 days apart instead, then the final session will be on 8/8. It's possible we might be able to use the portal energies for extra healing. \n\nAlso, since he was told these Light beings were preparing me for a 'quantum shift', I'm wondering if the Lion's Gate portal might also be used to bring some of my psychic abilities online - combined with the deep past life gnosis and healing being a marker in my soul blueprint.\n\nIt'll happen when it happens, all in Divine timing, but I'm curious nonetheless."},{"_id":"35c47954f143e1b7af0003d8","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22682174,"position":2,"parentId":"35c47af8f143e1b7af0003d5","content":"Marcus, [01.08.21 02:03]\n[Forwarded from Marcus]\nOh, I forgot to mention that the traumatizing thing about this incident for my soul was that the Spanish went back and killed the whole village, so a part of my soul was trapped in that experience after death, and was mourning and angry about what happened.\n\nThis profound trauma has affected me in this lifetime (and others) in terms of my hatred of money, oppression (I actually did lots of Ho'oponopono on the topic of oppression during covid, and assumed I'd had a past-life experience with oppression that had scarred me), racism (which I experienced in my time in South America), and other topics too.\n\nThis soul fragment has now been guided back to be reunited with the rest of my soul, and I'm doing Ho'oponopono to help it."},{"_id":"361fa3eb86f0903bcc000393","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22672718,"position":21,"parentId":"375c10003fe41e28150002f3","content":"25"},{"_id":"361fa3d086f0903bcc000394","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22672719,"position":1,"parentId":"361fa3eb86f0903bcc000393","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"361fa3a186f0903bcc000395","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22673694,"position":1,"parentId":"361fa3d086f0903bcc000394","content":"Rings:\n\n- 11 (1h15) - did stretching in shower again, felt best to not push it too much\n- 11 (2h05) - not too bad, just slight throbbing at the end\n- 11 (1h30) - throbbing at end\n- 15.50"},{"_id":"3612108ff143e1b7af00039a","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22673972,"position":22,"parentId":"375c10003fe41e28150002f3","content":"26"},{"_id":"3612106af143e1b7af00039b","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22673974,"position":1,"parentId":"3612108ff143e1b7af00039a","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"36121034f143e1b7af00039c","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22673977,"position":1,"parentId":"3612106af143e1b7af00039b","content":"Stretching:\n\n- Back to 10 mins solid in shower at start of day\n- The last week there didn't seem to be any progress\n- When had good progress before, was doing the stretching in the shower"},{"_id":"36120dd9f143e1b7af00039d","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22674737,"position":2,"parentId":"3612106af143e1b7af00039b","content":"Rings:\n\n- 11 (3h) - much less painful today, slightly trying to squeeze off ring (shows a bit bigger)\n- 11 (5h30) - 5x1m streching, lots of oil around not just the tip but also where slides over bottom bump, was painting and lost track of time, clearly much wider\n- 11 (3h) - 5x1m stretching, felt fine, seemed to stretch more even through the day"},{"_id":"36043258f143e1b7af00039e","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22675178,"position":23,"parentId":"375c10003fe41e28150002f3","content":"27"},{"_id":"35da3f51f143e1b7af0003b7","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22680212,"position":0.5,"parentId":"36043258f143e1b7af00039e","content":"HPP"},{"_id":"35da3f2ef143e1b7af0003b8","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22680214,"position":1,"parentId":"35da3f51f143e1b7af0003b7","content":"Fractured soul:\n\n- First one to say goodbye\n- Second to reintegrate\n- Will do for 21 days"},{"_id":"35cbbabff143e1b7af0003c7","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22681705,"position":0.75,"parentId":"36043258f143e1b7af00039e","content":"LC"},{"_id":"35cbbaa8f143e1b7af0003c8","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22681706,"position":1,"parentId":"35cbbabff143e1b7af0003c7","content":"- LC-07\n- Cheery juice"},{"_id":"36043237f143e1b7af00039f","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22675179,"position":1,"parentId":"36043258f143e1b7af00039e","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"3604320ff143e1b7af0003a0","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22676412,"position":1,"parentId":"36043237f143e1b7af00039f","content":"Rings:\n\n- 11 (3h) - shower 10 mins, seems tighter today than yesterday (probably left on too long), 1.5-2 hours in thought it would be painful, was OK but throbbing a little at the end\n- 11 (3h30) - 5x1m, OK at end, but caught something when I took the ring off\n- 11 (3h) - 5x1m, a little tricky to get on at first, and it seems to be marginally tighter (fitting closely to the ring)"},{"_id":"35f57a23f143e1b7af0003a6","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22710670,"position":2,"parentId":"36043258f143e1b7af00039e","content":"SF (Paul Bryant) - Session 1"},{"_id":"347320fd5dd4576eb8000462","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22710713,"position":0.5,"parentId":"35f57a23f143e1b7af0003a6","content":"Spanish conquistadors\n\n- Chasing me for gold - money\n- The Spanish tried to steal the gold from all our village\n- They said they'd kill us all if we didn't give them our gold\n- I led them away, tried to get them lost in the forest so they couldn't find our village\n- Eventually they understood, and started chasing me\n- Got chased off a cliff (ran out of space), and died at the bottom\n- The Spanish went back to our village and killed everyone"},{"_id":"347315d15dd4576eb8000464","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22710714,"position":2.5,"parentId":"35f57a23f143e1b7af0003a6","content":"Soul fragment + retrieval:\n\n- Soul fragment - \"Did it all for nothing\"\n- My soul fragment was left there, sitting on a rock, stuck in guilt (see soul retrieval)\n- Paul cremated the body of me in that life time in Peru\n- Brought that soul fragment back into my body to reintegrate it\n- Reiki temple"},{"_id":"34731a6a5dd4576eb8000463","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22710703,"position":3,"parentId":"35f57a23f143e1b7af0003a6","content":"Reiki temple:\n\n- Honshazeshonen reiki symbol\n- Eanen? prayer\n- Past life reiki (may not feel)\n- Taken up to reiki temple in the astral\n- Pools of pure reiki\n- Energy blocks\n- Huge team of Light beings helping pound me with reiki\n- HPP - forgiveness for the block"},{"_id":"34732c7e5dd4576eb8000461","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22710705,"position":4,"parentId":"35f57a23f143e1b7af0003a6","content":"Victorian past life\n\n- Victorian time, wheelchair\n- Paraplegic\n- \"Not meant to be here\" (the way I was)\n- In a hospice\n- I thought Paul was an angle in that lifetime"},{"_id":"347305585dd4576eb8000465","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22710706,"position":4.5,"parentId":"35f57a23f143e1b7af0003a6","content":"Solar plexus:\n\n- Cleared blocks\n- Took out emotions"},{"_id":"347304c95dd4576eb8000466","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22710710,"position":4.75,"parentId":"35f57a23f143e1b7af0003a6","content":"Sacral:\n\n- Also clogged\n- Sexual dysfunction (likely phimosis, though could have been from threesome experience)"},{"_id":"3472fa2f5dd4576eb8000469","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22710716,"position":4.8125,"parentId":"35f57a23f143e1b7af0003a6","content":"Repair work:\n\n- Some of the damage\n- Top of coccyx\n- Beams of light"},{"_id":"3472fe945dd4576eb8000467","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22710711,"position":4.875,"parentId":"35f57a23f143e1b7af0003a6","content":"Root:\n\n- Next time"},{"_id":"35f579fef143e1b7af0003a7","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22710701,"position":5,"parentId":"35f57a23f143e1b7af0003a6","content":"Money / back:\n\n- Hatred of money in society - HPP\n- Remember racism from past\n- Injury Peru/Bolivia -> UK -> wound / past-life\n- When talked about being poor / hatred of money, my root chakra lights up\n- Racism - poverty - back wound - hatred of money"},{"_id":"3472fba55dd4576eb8000468","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22710715,"position":6,"parentId":"35f57a23f143e1b7af0003a6","content":"Chronic fatigue:\n\n- Adrenal system\n- Running"},{"_id":"35f62d74f143e1b7af0003a1","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22676413,"position":24,"parentId":"375c10003fe41e28150002f3","content":"28"},{"_id":"35f62d55f143e1b7af0003a2","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22676418,"position":1,"parentId":"35f62d74f143e1b7af0003a1","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"35f62cd6f143e1b7af0003a3","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22678118,"position":1,"parentId":"35f62d55f143e1b7af0003a2","content":"Rings:\n\n- 11 (3h05) - 5x1m, visibly stretched back almost to the point of falling off, not really throbbing at the end, caught when took off\n- 11 (3h20) - 5x1m, a little painful at times, but nothing too bad\n- 11 (45m) - 5x1m, seemed to be sore from earlier, removed earlier to give it a rest"},{"_id":"35f48e83f143e1b7af0003ab","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22710661,"position":1.25,"parentId":"35f62d74f143e1b7af0003a1","content":"SF (Paul Bryant)"},{"_id":"35f4940df143e1b7af0003aa","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22676566,"position":1,"parentId":"35f48e83f143e1b7af0003ab","content":"Quantum shift coming soon:\n\n- Light beings were preparing me for a quantum shift\n\nConsistently in my life, when I've made big changes, I've gone through a process of:\n\n1 - Not thinking about it\n2 - Saying to myself that a change would happen eventually, but now's not the time\n3 - Saying to myself that change would likely come soon, but I'm still not quite ready\n4 - The change happening as a quantum shift\n\nAs of today, I've shifted from 2 to 3"},{"_id":"35f48c54f143e1b7af0003ac","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22677463,"position":2,"parentId":"35f48e83f143e1b7af0003ab","content":"Accelerated healing:\n\n- Had a year's worth of healing in two days"},{"_id":"35f57970f143e1b7af0003a8","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22676469,"position":1.5,"parentId":"35f62d74f143e1b7af0003a1","content":"SP"},{"_id":"35f57957f143e1b7af0003a9","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22676563,"position":1,"parentId":"35f57970f143e1b7af0003a8","content":"Lighter:\n\n- Definitely feel lighter after session with Paul yesterday\n- Feel less fearful\n- See discussion with Paul Bryant"},{"_id":"35f59dfbf143e1b7af0003a4","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22676459,"position":2,"parentId":"35f62d74f143e1b7af0003a1","content":"V5"},{"_id":"35f59de0f143e1b7af0003a5","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22676481,"position":1,"parentId":"35f59dfbf143e1b7af0003a4","content":"All under one roof:\n\n- Decided that the OIA, R5 etc will all come under Vision5\n- It was fear-based to not do it before (legal action against OIA primarily)\n- Linked to Paul's clearing yesterday\n- Ultimately it will make a stronger organization"},{"_id":"35e801b1f143e1b7af0003ad","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22678749,"position":25,"parentId":"375c10003fe41e28150002f3","content":"29"},{"_id":"35e1a5e6f143e1b7af0003b0","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22679376,"position":0.5,"parentId":"35e801b1f143e1b7af0003ad","content":"LL"},{"_id":"35e1a5c8f143e1b7af0003b1","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22679393,"position":1,"parentId":"35e1a5e6f143e1b7af0003b0","content":"Separate methods:\n\n- Netflix for FR/ES\n- Language-learning courses for IT/PT/DE\n- Build up to Netflix-watching in IT/PT/DE later on\n- Build up systematically, and not try to go straight to Netflix\n- Have teachers and find great course books\n- Develop courses as part of Rosetta5\n- Humility in the learning process"},{"_id":"35e8017bf143e1b7af0003ae","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22678751,"position":1,"parentId":"35e801b1f143e1b7af0003ad","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"35e80130f143e1b7af0003af","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22679356,"position":1,"parentId":"35e8017bf143e1b7af0003ae","content":"Rings:\n\n- 11 (40m) - 10m shower, bit of trouble getting on and was tighter, decided to just try 2h sessions, got painful, think damaged from yesterday\n- 11 (1h) - no stretching (sore), more relaxed than first thing, could have been from water suction, didn't push it\n- 11 (1h) - no stretching, seems almost bruised"},{"_id":"35debc8cf143e1b7af0003b2","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22679703,"position":2,"parentId":"35e801b1f143e1b7af0003ad","content":"V5"},{"_id":"35debc6cf143e1b7af0003b3","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22679705,"position":1,"parentId":"35debc8cf143e1b7af0003b2","content":"Rosetta5:\n\n- Will be a major part of the early projects\n- Want to build the most advanced language processing engine around\n- Will build tons of language-learning tools, courses etc\n- Attract linguists\n- Build language-learning into the core organisation\n- Helped to bring the drive back into the project, and not away from it with language learning apart"},{"_id":"35da44fcf143e1b7af0003b4","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22680194,"position":26,"parentId":"375c10003fe41e28150002f3","content":"30"},{"_id":"35d4369ef143e1b7af0003b9","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22681063,"position":0.5,"parentId":"35da44fcf143e1b7af0003b4","content":"HPP"},{"_id":"35d43638f143e1b7af0003ba","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22681064,"position":1,"parentId":"35d4369ef143e1b7af0003b9","content":"- HPP-03"},{"_id":"35cbbdbdf143e1b7af0003c5","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22681696,"position":0.75,"parentId":"35da44fcf143e1b7af0003b4","content":"LC"},{"_id":"35cbbc41f143e1b7af0003c6","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22681703,"position":1,"parentId":"35cbbdbdf143e1b7af0003c5","content":"- LC-07\n- Natural calm / oil"},{"_id":"35da44cff143e1b7af0003b5","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22680195,"position":1,"parentId":"35da44fcf143e1b7af0003b4","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"35da44bef143e1b7af0003b6","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22681053,"position":1,"parentId":"35da44cff143e1b7af0003b5","content":"Rings:\n\n- 11 (30m) - no stretching, still sensitive and needs to heal\n- 11 (30m) - treating with care until it's better\n- 11 (30m) - started throbbing after 15 mins, will leave for 2 days to rest"},{"_id":"35d42a62f143e1b7af0003bb","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22681084,"position":27,"parentId":"375c10003fe41e28150002f3","content":"31"},{"_id":"35c90e90f143e1b7af0003ce","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22681936,"position":0.125,"parentId":"35d42a62f143e1b7af0003bb","content":"DR"},{"_id":"35c90e74f143e1b7af0003cf","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22681937,"position":1,"parentId":"35c90e90f143e1b7af0003ce","content":"Oscar:\n\n- In Cornwall, learning English\n- I was helping him with his language skills\n- Couldn't speak well yet, but better than in reality"},{"_id":"35ca487af143e1b7af0003cb","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22681892,"position":0.25,"parentId":"35d42a62f143e1b7af0003bb","content":"HPP"},{"_id":"35ca4853f143e1b7af0003cc","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22681895,"position":1,"parentId":"35ca487af143e1b7af0003cb","content":"- HPP-04\n- Already feels mostly integrated now"},{"_id":"35ca298bf143e1b7af0003cd","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22681918,"position":2,"parentId":"35ca487af143e1b7af0003cb","content":"Well, as I said, I can sense shifts when I'm doing Ho'oponopono. In the first 4 sessions it felt like\n\n1 - I said goodbye to the body, and sent it out to sea (I'd envisaged the body being on cliffs by the sea, not sure if that was correct or not)\n2 - The body seemed to have gone, to I welcomed the soul fragment into my body\n3 - Felt like the fragment was 50% integrated\n4 - (Today) Felt like the fragment was 80$ integrated\n\nThe numbers are just an estimate, obviously."},{"_id":"35c8831ff143e1b7af0003d0","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22681990,"position":0.375,"parentId":"35d42a62f143e1b7af0003bb","content":"LC"},{"_id":"35c882edf143e1b7af0003d1","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22681993,"position":1,"parentId":"35c8831ff143e1b7af0003d0","content":"Not many:\n\n- Seems like most have been cleared out now\n- Probably 50-100 of the green ones, but that's less than before\n- 1cm max\n- Not many liver stones noticeable (smaller, so were likely flushed out before)"},{"_id":"35c5e32af143e1b7af0003d2","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22682141,"position":0.4375,"parentId":"35d42a62f143e1b7af0003bb","content":"LL"},{"_id":"35c5e307f143e1b7af0003d3","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22682160,"position":1,"parentId":"35c5e32af143e1b7af0003d2","content":"Turkish:\n\n- Reading bits\n- Seem to be reading a bit quicker than before\n- Still plenty of vocab that will need to come back and/or be learnt"},{"_id":"35cb232bf143e1b7af0003c9","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22681788,"position":0.5,"parentId":"35d42a62f143e1b7af0003bb","content":"PD"},{"_id":"35cb2307f143e1b7af0003ca","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22681789,"position":1,"parentId":"35cb232bf143e1b7af0003c9","content":"Back:\n\n- Seems to be less painful than before\n- Not fully gone yet\n- Could be because of liver cleanse (less weight)?"},{"_id":"35d42a0ef143e1b7af0003bc","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22681086,"position":1,"parentId":"35d42a62f143e1b7af0003bb","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"35d429f0f143e1b7af0003bd","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22681088,"position":1,"parentId":"35d42a0ef143e1b7af0003bc","content":"Break"},{"_id":"35cbf72ef143e1b7af0003c2","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22681626,"position":2,"parentId":"35d42a62f143e1b7af0003bb","content":"SP"},{"_id":"35cbf70ff143e1b7af0003c3","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22681629,"position":1,"parentId":"35cbf72ef143e1b7af0003c2","content":"Clarity:\n\n- Something's off with JC Kay (attacking Magenta Pixie + others) - rip out chakra\n- Tarot by Janine - White Hats not in control at 3D level\n- Had picked up on hints of not quite right before, but gone against my intuition"},{"_id":"35cbf32cf143e1b7af0003c4","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22681650,"position":2,"parentId":"35cbf72ef143e1b7af0003c2","content":"Weight lifted:\n\n- Heavy energy helped with clarity\n- My own discernment and decisions about Vision5\n- Fears about Model5 too quickly"},{"_id":"35c4a934f143e1b7af0003d4","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22682161,"position":3,"parentId":"35cbf72ef143e1b7af0003c2","content":"Cry:\n\n- Watched Sully\n- Cried a few times\n- First time since session with Paul"},{"_id":"35d42957f143e1b7af0003be","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22681090,"position":2.87109375,"parentId":null,"content":"08"},{"_id":"35d42935f143e1b7af0003bf","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22681093,"position":1,"parentId":"35d42957f143e1b7af0003be","content":"01"},{"_id":"35d428f2f143e1b7af0003c0","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22681098,"position":1,"parentId":"35d42935f143e1b7af0003bf","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"35d428eef143e1b7af0003c1","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22681099,"position":1,"parentId":"35d428f2f143e1b7af0003c0","content":"Break"},{"_id":"35bb283af143e1b7af0003d9","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22682944,"position":2,"parentId":"35d42935f143e1b7af0003bf","content":"V5"},{"_id":"35bb2819f143e1b7af0003da","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22682958,"position":1,"parentId":"35bb283af143e1b7af0003d9","content":"Model5 / Market5:\n\n- Think will stick to 2.5%/year drop\n- Feels better\n- Will think about providing a UBI after about 15-20 years\n- By that time, should be well-established with money accepted in many locations\n- Income tax eliminated\n- Humanity as a whole will have had much trauma lifted, but still plenty left to go\n- Timeframe works for numbers of people in world / overall cost vs existing market"},{"_id":"35b1e9283ac06d33f20003db","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22684041,"position":2,"parentId":"35d42957f143e1b7af0003be","content":"02"},{"_id":"35b1e9043ac06d33f20003dc","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22684043,"position":1,"parentId":"35b1e9283ac06d33f20003db","content":"SP"},{"_id":"35b1e8d43ac06d33f20003dd","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22684045,"position":1,"parentId":"35b1e9043ac06d33f20003dc","content":"Session 2:\n\n- Issues related to being left out\n- Filled up energy with negative thoughts - bailed out\n- 30ft of negative thoughts, down spine, grounded out through feet\n- Didn't feel much buzzing this time\n- Not so intense for Paul, either\n- Could be because didn't go up to Reiki healing temple\n- Could be a bridge session before a big one next time?"},{"_id":"357446e53ac06d33f20003f4","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22691173,"position":2,"parentId":"35b1e9043ac06d33f20003dc","content":"- SP-DOWN"},{"_id":"35a4c5843ac06d33f20003de","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22686327,"position":3,"parentId":"35d42957f143e1b7af0003be","content":"03"},{"_id":"35a4c55e3ac06d33f20003df","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22686334,"position":1,"parentId":"35a4c5843ac06d33f20003de","content":"DR"},{"_id":"35a4c4933ac06d33f20003e0","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22686406,"position":1,"parentId":"35a4c55e3ac06d33f20003df","content":"Lots of odd dreams:\n\n- Bringing up people from the past\n- Fran (in Poltair Park?)\n- Rugby (ball going into touch when was sideline referee, this time didn't make a mistake, overcoming old mistakes + at peace with them)\n- Travel (stay in some house, packing up CDs/books/other things in hostel, debating when to leave, could leave in evening or next morning, CD included Stiltskin/Mind's Eye)\n- Jon Porter (in the place that would leave)\n- New dreams, old topics\n- Quick succession, one after another"},{"_id":"35a49ffd3ac06d33f20003e1","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22686385,"position":2,"parentId":"35a4c55e3ac06d33f20003df","content":"Feel a bit better today:\n\n- Exhausted yesterday\n- Feel marginally better after wake up today"},{"_id":"359e81b33ac06d33f20003e5","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22687438,"position":1.5,"parentId":"35a4c5843ac06d33f20003de","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"359e81973ac06d33f20003e6","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22687459,"position":1,"parentId":"359e81b33ac06d33f20003e5","content":"Rings:\n\n- 10 (20m) - Dropped down after break, hurt pretty quickly, damage section where the rim is, looks like it was from over-stretching with the ring on, leave 4/5 more days before trying again"},{"_id":"35a3397f3ac06d33f20003e2","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22686436,"position":2,"parentId":"35a4c5843ac06d33f20003de","content":"SP"},{"_id":"35a339573ac06d33f20003e3","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22686485,"position":1,"parentId":"35a3397f3ac06d33f20003e2","content":"Ego death:\n\n- Recognize that I'm going through another ego death process since started with Paul\n- Healthy, and feel better for it\n- Like I'm discovering a new, more authentic me, with less baggage"},{"_id":"359f289d3ac06d33f20003e4","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22688363,"position":2,"parentId":"35a3397f3ac06d33f20003e2","content":"Binaural beats (hippo):\n\n- Started during Hippo drive\n- Started at end of Hippo\n- Third eye activation\n- Did 10 mins of meditation in layby heading towards Roche\n- Could feel things happening\n- Tried Paul's suggestion of a flower opening, but not happened yet\n- Will continue to 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nervousness"},{"_id":"3586122d3ac06d33f20003eb","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22689641,"position":2,"parentId":"35866a843ac06d33f20003e8","content":"SP"},{"_id":"358612063ac06d33f20003ec","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22689643,"position":1,"parentId":"3586122d3ac06d33f20003eb","content":"Nervous:\n\n- Feeling edgy / nervous\n- Can't think properly"},{"_id":"3582b1503ac06d33f20003ed","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22689836,"position":2,"parentId":"3586122d3ac06d33f20003eb","content":"Ready for shift:\n\n- When RV happens, will jump back into programming\n- Won't push it before then"},{"_id":"357c52533ac06d33f20003ee","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22690738,"position":5,"parentId":"35d42957f143e1b7af0003be","content":"06"},{"_id":"357239073ac06d33f20003f9","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22691195,"position":0.25,"parentId":"357c52533ac06d33f20003ee","content":"LL"},{"_id":"357238e53ac06d33f20003fa","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22691197,"position":1,"parentId":"357239073ac06d33f20003f9","content":"4 langs:\n\n- ES/FR/IT/PT\n- Different methods on Netflix / Italian book"},{"_id":"3573dcd43ac06d33f20003f7","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22691183,"position":0.5,"parentId":"357c52533ac06d33f20003ee","content":"PD"},{"_id":"3573dcb73ac06d33f20003f8","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22691184,"position":1,"parentId":"3573dcd43ac06d33f20003f7","content":"Tarot by Janine:\n\n- Watched the last week's worth of videos\n- Different perspective now\n- Can see cracks in her interpretation\n- Still interesting stuff, though\n- Discussed about parts of the world (Zeelandia) being discovered, cloaked\n- Run everything through a discernment filter"},{"_id":"357c521b3ac06d33f20003ef","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22690742,"position":1,"parentId":"357c52533ac06d33f20003ee","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"357c51bb3ac06d33f20003f0","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22690745,"position":1,"parentId":"357c521b3ac06d33f20003ef","content":"Start again:\n\n- After about a week\n- Started on ring 9 (down from 11)\n- Partly because of break, and partly because of increased tightness from the wound\n- Will go up slowly"},{"_id":"357c4e7d3ac06d33f20003f1","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22691158,"position":2,"parentId":"357c521b3ac06d33f20003ef","content":"Rings:\n\n- 9 (2h) - right size fit, no pain from wound, did 5x30s stretch at end, only light tug, no ring\n- 9 (2h10) - 5x30s (no ring), snug fit, keeping to 2 hours ish\n- 9 (2h05) - 5x30s (no ring), stick to 2 hour limit, a little red 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SP-UP"},{"_id":"356d8a383ac06d33f20003fb","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22691380,"position":6,"parentId":"35d42957f143e1b7af0003be","content":"07"},{"_id":"356d8a123ac06d33f20003fc","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22691381,"position":1,"parentId":"356d8a383ac06d33f20003fb","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"32dc9cefdf789d756600055e","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22751549,"position":0.5,"parentId":"356d8a123ac06d33f20003fc","content":"- PHIM-10"},{"_id":"356d89553ac06d33f20003fd","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22691785,"position":1,"parentId":"356d8a123ac06d33f20003fc","content":"Rings:\n\n- 10 (45m) - 5x30s in shower with oil, no.9 first, but thought would try 10, went on first try, throbbing the last 15 mins\n- 10 (45m) - 5x30s, lots of oil, throbbed the last 15 mins\n- 10 (45m) - 5x30s, lots of oil, less throbbing at the end but could still feel it, phimotic ring more apparent now because of the wound from before\n- 10 (45m) - 5x30s, lots of oil, less red than before, throbbing at the end but marginally less so"},{"_id":"356a2feb3ac06d33f20003fe","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22691527,"position":2,"parentId":"356d8a383ac06d33f20003fb","content":"SP"},{"_id":"356a2fa53ac06d33f20003ff","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22691528,"position":1,"parentId":"356a2feb3ac06d33f20003fe","content":"Third eye:\n\n- Felt at top of my forehead I think\n- A big higher / further back than the chakra on my brow\n- Seemed to be working it a bit more"},{"_id":"356040ec3ac06d33f2000400","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22691999,"position":7,"parentId":"35d42957f143e1b7af0003be","content":"08"},{"_id":"356040cc3ac06d33f2000401","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22692000,"position":1,"parentId":"356040ec3ac06d33f2000400","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"356040853ac06d33f2000402","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22693159,"position":1,"parentId":"356040cc3ac06d33f2000401","content":"Rings:\n\n- 10 (55m) - 5x30s, shower, didn't hurt for about 45 mins, gradually easing up, was driving and didn't put cream on afterwards, was a little redder later\n- 10 (2h) - 5x30s, rubbed lots of oil in, sat with phimotic band at top, not hurt at end but best to stick with 2h I think\n- 10 (1h45) - 5x30s, adjustment after 1h (ph. ring not on end so painful), pain went away\n- 10 (2h05) = 5x30s (ended at 5.34am), lots of oil, careful to place phimotic ring at top, no pain at end"},{"_id":"355ccffc3ac06d33f2000403","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22692393,"position":2,"parentId":"356040ec3ac06d33f2000400","content":"SP"},{"_id":"355ccfe33ac06d33f2000404","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22692407,"position":1,"parentId":"355ccffc3ac06d33f2000403","content":"Lion's Gate meditation:\n\n- Roche Rock\n- Called in guardians of the land, Merlin, AA Michael, St Michael, feline beings to channel love energies through the ley lines\n- Asked permission from the guardians beforehand (though feels silly, since I can't hear their response)\n- 15 mins with 528Hz"},{"_id":"35531a413ac06d33f2000405","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22693760,"position":8,"parentId":"35d42957f143e1b7af0003be","content":"09"},{"_id":"354ff8673ac06d33f2000408","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22694027,"position":0.5,"parentId":"35531a413ac06d33f2000405","content":"HPP"},{"_id":"354ff8473ac06d33f2000409","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22698130,"position":1,"parentId":"354ff8673ac06d33f2000408","content":"- HPP-01\n- Father in life in 1700s\n- The one that called me a heathen, and felt I'd been disloyal\n\nOthers\n- Relationship with father\n- Relationship between father and grandfather\n- Grandfather being poisoned"},{"_id":"35531a1c3ac06d33f2000406","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22693761,"position":1,"parentId":"35531a413ac06d33f2000405","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"355319d83ac06d33f2000407","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22694176,"position":1,"parentId":"35531a1c3ac06d33f2000406","content":"Rings:\n\n- 10 (2h05) - 5x30s shower, first fit the phimotic ring (PR) was half-way, shifted it up, fine until end\n- 10 (2h) - 5x30s, make sure PR at the end\n- 10 (2h) - 5x30s, as above, can visibly see that it's stretching down further\n- 10 (5.32) - 5x30s"},{"_id":"3472f75a5dd4576eb800046a","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22710754,"position":2,"parentId":"35531a413ac06d33f2000405","content":"SF (Paul Bryant) - Session 3 (3/3)"},{"_id":"34728ef55dd4576eb8000472","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22710755,"position":0.5,"parentId":"3472f75a5dd4576eb800046a","content":"Day late:\n\n- Was going to be at 8pm on 8/8\n- Paul was exhausted from doing some energetic clearing"},{"_id":"3472f7015dd4576eb800046b","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22710743,"position":1,"parentId":"3472f75a5dd4576eb800046a","content":"Father in 1700s:\n\n- Argument with father, estimate around 1700s\n- He called me a heathen\n- Took place in England\n- Was disappointed in me\n- Conflict in past life\n- Yanked way out into the cosmos (not see it)\n- Metal beer jugs\n- Argument about principles - loyalty\n- Involved in a political plot\n- Protest\n- Family coat of arms\n- Father was important - merchant, money\n- Defied him\n- He felt I was disloyal to him\n- Very disappointed in me\n- He made me leave\n- Our principles not congruent\n- \"Dishonouring thy father\""},{"_id":"3472a1ea5dd4576eb800046e","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22710744,"position":1.25,"parentId":"3472f75a5dd4576eb800046a","content":"Grandfather:\n\n- My grandfather sent my dad away\n- Something between my grandfather and me\n- Not follow family coat"},{"_id":"3472a8cb5dd4576eb800046c","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22710749,"position":1.375,"parentId":"3472f75a5dd4576eb800046a","content":"Healing work:\n\n- Support crew\n- Falling into back\n- Flipped back over and back\n- Solar plexus - massive block\n- Poured everything out of back\n- Downward out of feet\n- Problem with back\n- Sacral / solar plexus clearing\n- Lower half\n- Re-grounded\n- Knees"},{"_id":"3472a48b5dd4576eb800046d","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22710747,"position":1.5,"parentId":"3472f75a5dd4576eb800046a","content":"Loyalty:\n\n- Theme of loyalty\n- My father in that lifetime\n- Important to me in this lifetime\n- Dai + gf / bj - loyalty"},{"_id":"347294395dd4576eb800046f","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22710748,"position":3,"parentId":"3472f75a5dd4576eb800046a","content":"Circadian rhythm:\n\n- Circadian rhythm meditation\n- Meditation while sleeping\n- Circadian dysrhythmia\n- Deep relaxation meditaiton"},{"_id":"354527883ac06d33f200040a","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22694763,"position":9,"parentId":"35d42957f143e1b7af0003be","content":"10"},{"_id":"354523be3ac06d33f200040d","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22694768,"position":0.5,"parentId":"354527883ac06d33f200040a","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"32dc9f33df789d756600055c","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22751543,"position":0.5,"parentId":"354523be3ac06d33f200040d","content":"- PHIM-11"},{"_id":"3545239a3ac06d33f200040e","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22751544,"position":1,"parentId":"354523be3ac06d33f200040d","content":"Rings:\n\n- 11 (45m) - 5x30s shower, took 3 goes to get on with the PR at the end, started noticing after about 15 mins, OK at end (careful taking off)\n- 11 (45m) - 5x30s, went on first time, noticed it was there, careful taking off\n- 11 (1h) - 5x30s, went on first time, felt OK\n- 11 (1h25) - 5x30s, thought it was 1h15, felt fine"},{"_id":"3545276d3ac06d33f200040b","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22694764,"position":1,"parentId":"354527883ac06d33f200040a","content":"RV"},{"_id":"354527253ac06d33f200040c","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22694766,"position":1,"parentId":"3545276d3ac06d33f200040b","content":"Holly:\n\n- Been told to go absolutely quiet\n- Got told off by her contacts\n- She's going to pretend to be on holiday\n- Should happen this week"},{"_id":"35379bf912c956e5da00040f","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22696157,"position":10,"parentId":"35d42957f143e1b7af0003be","content":"11"},{"_id":"3536ed6b12c956e5da000414","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22696184,"position":0.5,"parentId":"35379bf912c956e5da00040f","content":"LC"},{"_id":"3536eca912c956e5da000415","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22696186,"position":1,"parentId":"3536ed6b12c956e5da000414","content":"- LC-08\n- Cherry juice\n- Will do 6 days (2 bottles) not 3"},{"_id":"35379be412c956e5da000410","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22696160,"position":1,"parentId":"35379bf912c956e5da00040f","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"3537996312c956e5da000413","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22697073,"position":1,"parentId":"35379be412c956e5da000410","content":"Rings:\n\n- 11 (1h15) - 5x30s shower, took a few times to go on, a little tight but OK till end\n- 11 (1h15) - 5x30s, slippery but went on OK after second try, tight but fine\n- 11 (1h30) - 5x30s, third time lucky, gentle throb throughout\n- 11 (2h) - 5x30s, definitely red and a bit sore today, tight but fine for 2h"},{"_id":"35379ba912c956e5da000411","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22696161,"position":2,"parentId":"35379bf912c956e5da00040f","content":"RV"},{"_id":"35379b9412c956e5da000412","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22696376,"position":1,"parentId":"35379ba912c956e5da000411","content":"Holly went dark:\n\n- I'm holding the fort\n- Room 3/4\n- Repost Holly's message from yesterday"},{"_id":"3528d16512c956e5da000416","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22697673,"position":11,"parentId":"35d42957f143e1b7af0003be","content":"12"},{"_id":"3522666312c956e5da00041b","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22698131,"position":0.5,"parentId":"3528d16512c956e5da000416","content":"HPP"},{"_id":"3522663f12c956e5da00041c","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22698132,"position":1,"parentId":"3522666312c956e5da00041b","content":"- Fathers group\n- Already feel that they're mostly healed (or at least not making my crown buzz much)"},{"_id":"3528d14912c956e5da000417","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22697674,"position":1,"parentId":"3528d16512c956e5da000416","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"32dca048df789d756600055b","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22751542,"position":0.5,"parentId":"3528d14912c956e5da000417","content":"- 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user"},{"_id":"351a7b6112c956e5da000420","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22698571,"position":13,"parentId":"35d42957f143e1b7af0003be","content":"14"},{"_id":"351a7a2d12c956e5da000423","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22698574,"position":1,"parentId":"351a7b6112c956e5da000420","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"351a7a1012c956e5da000424","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22698832,"position":1,"parentId":"351a7a2d12c956e5da000423","content":"Rings:\n\n- 12 (2h) - 5x30s, went on OK, got caught and fell off in middle, took a while to get back on again b/c it's a little tight, throbbing a bit at end\n- 12 (2h) - 5x30s, went on after a couple of goes\n- 12 (2h) - 5x30s, felt OK, a little sore at the end\n- 12 (12.10) - 5x30s, 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of Biden's policies?"},{"_id":"350bc7efb9fae44b12000428","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22698899,"position":1,"parentId":"350bc819b9fae44b12000427","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"350bc781b9fae44b12000429","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22699109,"position":1,"parentId":"350bc7efb9fae44b12000428","content":"Rings:\n\n- 12 (2h) - 5x30s shower, took a few goes to go on but not painful when on, OK till end, not throbbing too much\n- 12 (30m) - 5x30s, lots of oil, went on first time, started to hurt early on, maybe over-stretched, will drop down for a day or two to give more time to heal\n- 12 (30m) - 5x30s, fairly sore when stretching, throbbing for much of time, won't push it for a few 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AFG"},{"_id":"34e1964f34adcf9ff7000437","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22701655,"position":17,"parentId":"35d42957f143e1b7af0003be","content":"18"},{"_id":"34d987ed34adcf9ff700043a","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22702182,"position":0.5,"parentId":"34e1964f34adcf9ff7000437","content":"LC"},{"_id":"34d987ca34adcf9ff700043b","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22702522,"position":1,"parentId":"34d987ed34adcf9ff700043a","content":"- LC-08\n- Natural Calm\n- Did 55/45 lemon/oil mix (seems better)"},{"_id":"34e1963734adcf9ff7000438","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22701656,"position":1,"parentId":"34e1964f34adcf9ff7000437","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"34e1961334adcf9ff7000439","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22702153,"position":1,"parentId":"34e1963734adcf9ff7000438","content":"Rings:\n\n- 12 (30m) - no stretching, a bit painful when put on, not too bad at the end\n- 12 (30m) - no stretching, last 10 mins hurt a bit, does seem to be healing slowly\n- 12 (5.00)"},{"_id":"34d40cf934adcf9ff700043c","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22702448,"position":18,"parentId":"35d42957f143e1b7af0003be","content":"19"},{"_id":"34ce33c35dd4576eb8000445","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22703195,"position":0.25,"parentId":"34d40cf934adcf9ff700043c","content":"BM2"},{"_id":"34ce32185dd4576eb8000446","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22703196,"position":1,"parentId":"34ce33c35dd4576eb8000445","content":"Restart:\n\n- Bought cheese, crackers, nuts\n- Felt drive to start again, so took drops in evening"},{"_id":"34d31b5a34adcf9ff7000442","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22702478,"position":0.5,"parentId":"34d40cf934adcf9ff700043c","content":"DR"},{"_id":"34d31b3d34adcf9ff7000443","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22702479,"position":1,"parentId":"34d31b5a34adcf9ff7000442","content":"Turkish on phone:\n\n- Was speaking to someone in English on the phone\n- Person next to me was Turkish\n- Not sure where we were, too vague\n- Switched to speaking Turkish\n- The guy next to me didn't know I spoke Turkish\n- Was trying to speak relatively fluently"},{"_id":"34d40cd834adcf9ff700043d","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22702449,"position":1,"parentId":"34d40cf934adcf9ff700043c","content":"LC"},{"_id":"34d40cb334adcf9ff700043e","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22702451,"position":1,"parentId":"34d40cd834adcf9ff700043d","content":"- LC-08\n- Day 2"},{"_id":"34d40c2f34adcf9ff700043f","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22704235,"position":2,"parentId":"34d40cd834adcf9ff700043d","content":"- Lots of movement\n- Lots of stones from the beginning\n- Some big gallstones, too\n- 2 big poo's\n- Seems like doing 6 days of cherry juice works better\n- Also, the large amount of water at lunchtime (worked well on first cleanse also)\n"},{"_id":"34d3da5834adcf9ff7000440","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22702454,"position":2,"parentId":"34d40cf934adcf9ff700043c","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"34d3da3734adcf9ff7000441","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22703198,"position":1,"parentId":"34d3da5834adcf9ff7000440","content":"Rings:\n\n- 12 (35m) - no stretching, slight pain when started but that went away, still some healing to do but it's getting there\n- 11 (30m) - for some reason couldn't get 12 on, could be from steroid cream, throbbing throughout\n- 11 (6.43)"},{"_id":"34cff8305dd4576eb8000444","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22702605,"position":2,"parentId":"34d3da5834adcf9ff7000440","content":"Frustrated:\n\n- The wound doesn't want to go away\n- Going down in rings"},{"_id":"34c6c83c5dd4576eb8000447","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22703539,"position":19,"parentId":"35d42957f143e1b7af0003be","content":"20"},{"_id":"34c4d1e05ef7df223400044c","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22703679,"position":0.5,"parentId":"34c6c83c5dd4576eb8000447","content":"HE"},{"_id":"34c4bd9f5ef7df2234000450","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22703687,"position":1,"parentId":"34c4d1e05ef7df223400044c","content":"Body cleanses:\n\n- Will work through body and do cleanses of other organs"},{"_id":"34c4c9595ef7df223400044d","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22703683,"position":0.75,"parentId":"34c6c83c5dd4576eb8000447","content":"LC"},{"_id":"34c4c93b5ef7df223400044e","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22703684,"position":1,"parentId":"34c4c9595ef7df223400044d","content":"Energy stored (from Paul):\n\n- Liver - anger\n- Gallstones - bitterness, harsh thoughts, pride\n\n"},{"_id":"34c4c6ed5ef7df223400044f","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22703686,"position":2,"parentId":"34c4c9595ef7df223400044d","content":"That very much resonates with me, because this year I've definitely become more at peace with myself and have let go some ego/pride issues (at least to a noticeable extent, though I'm sure there's plenty more to get rid of)."},{"_id":"34c6c81f5dd4576eb8000448","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22703541,"position":1,"parentId":"34c6c83c5dd4576eb8000447","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"34c6c7e55dd4576eb8000449","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22704288,"position":1,"parentId":"34c6c81f5dd4576eb8000448","content":"Rings:\n\n- 11 (30m) - no stretching, getting tighter, aligned so PB sat in the middle, not on the edge, throbbing a bit but OK, thoroughly cleansed afterwards and added baby cream\n- 11 (30m) - no stretching, PB in middle, now tight on ring 11, TCP + baby cream afterwards"},{"_id":"34be3ade5dd4576eb8000451","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22704685,"position":2,"parentId":"34c6c83c5dd4576eb8000447","content":"SP"},{"_id":"34be3aba5dd4576eb8000452","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22704688,"position":1,"parentId":"34be3ade5dd4576eb8000451","content":"- SP-DOWN\n- Massive crying session\n- About an hour"},{"_id":"34be1bb05dd4576eb8000453","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22704712,"position":2,"parentId":"34be3ade5dd4576eb8000451","content":"I'm guessing it's a combo of:\n\n- My sessions with Paul (first just under a month ago)\n- The gallbladder/liver cleanse\n- The weight loss programme I've been on\n- Switching over to high-fat for Breakthrough, which kicked my body in a different direction\n- The full moon on 22nd @ 1pm"},{"_id":"34b8682f5dd4576eb8000454","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22705279,"position":20,"parentId":"35d42957f143e1b7af0003be","content":"21"},{"_id":"34b3b73c5dd4576eb800045c","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22705524,"position":0.25,"parentId":"34b8682f5dd4576eb8000454","content":"DR"},{"_id":"34b3b71b5dd4576eb800045d","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22705869,"position":1,"parentId":"34b3b73c5dd4576eb800045c","content":"Sweaty:\n\n- Hot sweats all night\n- Could be from cheese (BM2 high-fat)"},{"_id":"34b66cf45dd4576eb800045a","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22705448,"position":0.5,"parentId":"34b8682f5dd4576eb8000454","content":"HE"},{"_id":"34b66cd85dd4576eb800045b","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22705419,"position":1,"parentId":"34b66cf45dd4576eb800045a","content":"Vegan:\n\n- Eating cheese, eggs, crackers\n- Feels very heavy\n- Also kind of feel angry/irritated\n- Wonder if it's because of heavy energies trapped in the food"},{"_id":"34b868165dd4576eb8000455","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22705280,"position":1,"parentId":"34b8682f5dd4576eb8000454","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"34b867ed5dd4576eb8000456","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22705410,"position":1,"parentId":"34b868165dd4576eb8000455","content":"Rings:\n\n- 11 (30m) - no stretching, tried for 15s but it started to hurt, will drop down a ring\n- 10 (10m) - no stretching, TCP / baby cream, started to hurt, will leave until healed - at least a week"},{"_id":"347290955dd4576eb8000470","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22710750,"position":20.25,"parentId":"35d42957f143e1b7af0003be","content":"23"},{"_id":"3472907d5dd4576eb8000471","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22710752,"position":1,"parentId":"347290955dd4576eb8000470","content":"SF (Paul Bryant) - Session 4 (1/7)"},{"_id":"34728bfe5dd4576eb8000473","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22710756,"position":1,"parentId":"3472907d5dd4576eb8000471","content":"Clearing:\n\n- Third eye (lots of blockages)\n- Angels - top/bottom - flow of energy\n- Clearing channnels"},{"_id":"347289c05dd4576eb8000474","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22710759,"position":2,"parentId":"3472907d5dd4576eb8000471","content":"Fell asleep:\n\n- Astral projecting\n- Started snoring\n- Grandfather about to tell Paul something about multi-generational habits\n- My snoring distracted him"},{"_id":"347287f25dd4576eb8000475","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22715851,"position":3,"parentId":"3472907d5dd4576eb8000471","content":"Homework"},{"_id":"343dbc6e5dd4576eb8000494","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22715854,"position":1,"parentId":"347287f25dd4576eb8000475","content":"Words like intuitive, psychic expert, channeling:\n\n- Senses beyond the reductionist, materialist world\n- Stronger connection to Source\n- Connection inwardly"},{"_id":"343dbce55dd4576eb8000493","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22715858,"position":2,"parentId":"347287f25dd4576eb8000475","content":"What am I expecting to happen in meditation:\n\n- Expect nothing\n- Would like to see something\n- Setting intentions beforehand to not expect anything"},{"_id":"3481e4795dd4576eb800045e","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22709796,"position":20.5,"parentId":"35d42957f143e1b7af0003be","content":"25"},{"_id":"3481e4595dd4576eb800045f","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22709797,"position":1,"parentId":"3481e4795dd4576eb800045e","content":"BM2"},{"_id":"3481e42d5dd4576eb8000460","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22709799,"position":1,"parentId":"3481e4595dd4576eb800045f","content":"14 drops:\n\n- Weight increased to 83.6 today\n- Likely a delayed effect from the high-cal, and possibly excess water from tea yesterday\n- Upped the drops to 14/14 to try to kickstart the burning process a bit more"},{"_id":"3470e4e15dd4576eb8000476","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22710886,"position":20.75,"parentId":"35d42957f143e1b7af0003be","content":"26"},{"_id":"3470e4c05dd4576eb8000477","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22710887,"position":1,"parentId":"3470e4e15dd4576eb8000476","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"32dca283df789d756600055a","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22751541,"position":0.5,"parentId":"3470e4c05dd4576eb8000477","content":"- PHIM-12"},{"_id":"3470e4985dd4576eb8000478","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22710888,"position":1,"parentId":"3470e4c05dd4576eb8000477","content":"Start again:\n\n- Seemed like I'd rested long enough\n- Actually doesn't seem like I've lost much"},{"_id":"3470e38b5dd4576eb8000479","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22711063,"position":2,"parentId":"3470e4c05dd4576eb8000477","content":"Rings:\n\n- 12 (10m) - 5x30s, fell off, seemed a little tight + 11 (1h30) - fits just fine, could feel up to end but was bearable\n- 11 (2h) - 5x30s, first time went on with PR in middle, turning purple, best to have on end, put on again, fine till end"},{"_id":"346f92bd5dd4576eb800047a","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22710931,"position":3,"parentId":"3470e4c05dd4576eb8000477","content":"Scar:\n\n- Looks like I might end up having a scar on my phimotic band\n- Really don't mind it if I do\n- Will be a reminder of what I had before"},{"_id":"346774925dd4576eb800047b","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22711375,"position":20.875,"parentId":"35d42957f143e1b7af0003be","content":"27"},{"_id":"3463fa425dd4576eb800047e","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22712048,"position":0.5,"parentId":"346774925dd4576eb800047b","content":"DR"},{"_id":"3463fa265dd4576eb800047f","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22712053,"position":1,"parentId":"3463fa425dd4576eb800047e","content":"Accusation;\n\n- Had asked guides to bring up trauma to the surface before going to sleep\n- Had dream about being accused of stalking\n- Really aggressive girl with female friend\n- I was in a car, but needed to get out (might have been in a car park)\n- She saw me and chased after me to confront me\n- Woke up remembering it, but couldn't work out the meaning\n- Later on, on Par Beach, realised it probably referred to Maca's accusations\n- I think I've mostly forgiven her for that, but I guess there's likely a bit of healing left to do"},{"_id":"3467746d5dd4576eb800047c","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22711377,"position":1,"parentId":"346774925dd4576eb800047b","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"346774315dd4576eb800047d","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22713593,"position":1,"parentId":"3467746d5dd4576eb800047c","content":"Rings:\n\n- 12 (2h30) - 5x30s, plenty of oil, went on easily, after 1h15 tried on ring 13 but it was too big, fine till end\n- 12 (3h) - 5x30s, tried ring 13 but too big, will wait a couple of days, 12 went on fine, fine till end\n- 12 (3h) - 5x30s, plenty 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times"},{"_id":"34b6a6be5dd4576eb8000457","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22705411,"position":21,"parentId":"35d42957f143e1b7af0003be","content":"28"},{"_id":"34b6a6945dd4576eb8000458","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22705413,"position":1,"parentId":"34b6a6be5dd4576eb8000457","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"34b6a6605dd4576eb8000459","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22713594,"position":1,"parentId":"34b6a6945dd4576eb8000458","content":"Leave till now (orig):\n\n- Leave until at least now to rest and heal\n- Likely to just make worse\n- Will build back up really slowly\n- If it looks like it's not healed, then do another week\n\nActuality:\n\n- Started up again on 26th"},{"_id":"34598dc75dd4576eb8000482","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22713901,"position":2,"parentId":"34b6a6945dd4576eb8000458","content":"Rings:\n\n- 12 (3h) - 5x30s, plenty of oil, tried 13 but too big, went on fine, fine till end\n- 12 (3h) - 5x30s, lots of oil, went on easily, fine till the end, tried slight stretching in the middle with ring on and could feel it was a bad idea so stopped\n- 12 (1.15) - 5x30s, went on easily"},{"_id":"344bf9c65dd4576eb8000483","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22714053,"position":22,"parentId":"35d42957f143e1b7af0003be","content":"29"},{"_id":"344416fe5dd4576eb8000489","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22714958,"position":0.5,"parentId":"344bf9c65dd4576eb8000483","content":"LL"},{"_id":"3444158d5dd4576eb800048b","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22714963,"position":0.5,"parentId":"344416fe5dd4576eb8000489","content":"- LL-IT"},{"_id":"344416dd5dd4576eb800048a","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22714962,"position":1,"parentId":"344416fe5dd4576eb8000489","content":"Facebook:\n\n- Switched to Italian\n- Will alternate with Portuguese\n- Once a 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clearing\n- Woke up crying\n- Trying to save a plant from dying\n- A bush / gorse / prickly bush (no flowers)\n- A fire approaches regularly, and this guy that protected the bush needed to get it up high enough\n- Asked me to help protect it\n- Large area, lots of beige\n- Had to lift the bush up high enough and wait for the fire (or water?) to pass before replanting"},{"_id":"343eba405dd4576eb800048f","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22715812,"position":0.5,"parentId":"343f1acd5dd4576eb800048c","content":"LL"},{"_id":"343eba1b5dd4576eb8000490","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22716483,"position":1,"parentId":"343eba405dd4576eb800048f","content":"Change computer to Italian:\n\n- Telegram\n- Ubuntu (including 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time not the same\n- Can be put off"},{"_id":"33ea7d9781eff2f5bb0004bf","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22723064,"position":2,"parentId":"343db8c65dd4576eb8000495","content":"Buddhism:\n\n- Always for a benefit for all sentient beings\n- Positive inward - affects outward"},{"_id":"33ea7c6581eff2f5bb0004c0","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22723065,"position":3,"parentId":"343db8c65dd4576eb8000495","content":"Healing:\n\n- Drum to break up negative energies\n- Reiki\n- Singing bowl - harmonizeing, ring, fill bowl with reiki\n- Balance chakras\n- Balance elementary energies"},{"_id":"33ea7a1b81eff2f5bb0004c1","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22723066,"position":4,"parentId":"343db8c65dd4576eb8000495","content":"- No big insights\n- Two angelic energies - came back"},{"_id":"33ea78bf81eff2f5bb0004c2","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22723068,"position":5,"parentId":"343db8c65dd4576eb8000495","content":"7 sessions:\n\n- First 2 / final 2 - warm up / 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expectation:\n\n- Abilities coming online\n- Being jealous of others' abilities\n- Not a competition for higher/lower density soul"},{"_id":"3415f31d81eff2f5bb0004a9","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22718967,"position":2,"parentId":"3423639181eff2f5bb0004a3","content":"02"},{"_id":"3415f2fa81eff2f5bb0004aa","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22718968,"position":1,"parentId":"3415f31d81eff2f5bb0004a9","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"3415f2c681eff2f5bb0004ab","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22719373,"position":1,"parentId":"3415f2fa81eff2f5bb0004aa","content":"Rings:\n\n- 13 (2h30) - 5x30s, a little tender, went on second time, lots of oil inside, fine till end though a little red at the 2h30 mark\n- 13 (2h) - 5x30s, tender but went on fine, lots of oil inside, last 5 minutes throbbed quite a lot\n- 13 (2h) - 5x30s, sore but OK, went on second time, plenty of oil inside, throbbing for a while at the 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force:\n\n- Doing something to protect people\n- Can't remember the details"},{"_id":"3394a218d1ec5e9dfe0004e3","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22731254,"position":2,"parentId":"3394a330d1ec5e9dfe0004e1","content":"Several others:\n\n- Woke up thinking I must remember them\n- Then forgot"},{"_id":"33967b12d1ec5e9dfe0004df","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22731020,"position":1,"parentId":"33967c1c83d837a22c0004de","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"33967af4d1ec5e9dfe0004e0","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22732248,"position":1,"parentId":"33967b12d1ec5e9dfe0004df","content":"Rings:\n\n- 12 (2h05) + 13 (40m) - no stretching, started loose on 12, needed tape, feeling a little tender overall, but not as bad as with stretching, will drop down 12 next time\n- 12 (1h) + 13 (1h15) - no stretching, 12 went on fine, 13 went on fine, OK till end though throbbed a bit\n- 12 (1h) + 13 (1h30) - no stretching, 12 on fine, 13 on fine, OK up to 1h, then itchy, really itchy at the end"},{"_id":"33eaff1581eff2f5bb0004ba","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22725664,"position":7,"parentId":"3423639181eff2f5bb0004a3","content":"13"},{"_id":"33eafedc81eff2f5bb0004bb","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22723040,"position":1,"parentId":"33eaff1581eff2f5bb0004ba","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"33eafeab81eff2f5bb0004bc","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22734846,"position":1,"parentId":"33eafedc81eff2f5bb0004bb","content":"Rings:\n\n- 12 (1h) + 13 (2h) - no stretching, 12 on OK, 13 on OK though marginally tighter than last night, started to get a little itchy after 15 mins, actually OK till end\n- 13 (2h30) - no stretching, straight onto 13, went on first time, itchy the last 30 mins especially last 15, not painful though\n- 13 (2h30) - no stretching, 13 went on fine though a little slippery to start with, last 30m itchy, added extra oil for last 15 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Paul?"},{"_id":"337c00bd73d1c0bc6b0004eb","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22735254,"position":3,"parentId":"337c06ae73d1c0bc6b0004e6","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"337c00a973d1c0bc6b0004ec","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22736133,"position":1,"parentId":"337c00bd73d1c0bc6b0004eb","content":"Rings:\n\n- 13 (2h30) - no stretching, went on easily, plenty of oil inside, fine till end, nowhere near as itchy at the end\n- 13 (2h30) - no stretching, went on easily, almost slipped down side, tried 14 after 2h but not quite there yet\n- 13 (2h30) - no stretching, went on easily, itchy for the last 15 mins ish"},{"_id":"337ac28b73d1c0bc6b0004ed","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22735318,"position":4,"parentId":"337c06ae73d1c0bc6b0004e6","content":"RV"},{"_id":"337ac27373d1c0bc6b0004ee","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22735320,"position":1,"parentId":"337ac28b73d1c0bc6b0004ed","content":"50Ts:\n\n- Contacted Jefferson\n- Massive price increase\n- At £55 soon-to-be £60 each\n- Won't be able to get 66.6Q total\n- Could get 45Q (Trump Q) total\n- At £60 each, would be £14,400\n- Hopefully won't take too much longer"},{"_id":"3379142a45cfae82bc0004ef","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22735462,"position":5,"parentId":"337c06ae73d1c0bc6b0004e6","content":"SF (Mum)"},{"_id":"337913e445cfae82bc0004f0","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22735468,"position":1,"parentId":"3379142a45cfae82bc0004ef","content":"Vaccines:\n\n- Boosters coming soon\n- She'll have it when it comes\n- Doesn't want to argue - her usual response\n- Won't mention it again\n- Said I probably wouldn't be able to go to the US without it - grr\n- Triggered\n- I'll just let it go - not my soul path"},{"_id":"335ddbf245cfae82bc000500","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22738338,"position":2,"parentId":"3379142a45cfae82bc0004ef","content":"Same as dad:\n\n- Realised that I just don't talk to her\n- Like with dad, just talk about her life not mine\n- She can't relate or understand anything in my life\n- It's always been that way, and even more so now"},{"_id":"3376b27f45cfae82bc0004f2","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22735602,"position":6,"parentId":"337c06ae73d1c0bc6b0004e6","content":"SP"},{"_id":"3376b20845cfae82bc0004f3","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22735604,"position":1,"parentId":"3376b27f45cfae82bc0004f2","content":"Purge:\n\n- Random Acts of Kindness\n- Needed it after trigger with mum"},{"_id":"336e55f645cfae82bc0004f4","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22737039,"position":9,"parentId":"3423639181eff2f5bb0004a3","content":"15"},{"_id":"336e55d545cfae82bc0004f5","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22737040,"position":1,"parentId":"336e55f645cfae82bc0004f4","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"336e55ac45cfae82bc0004f6","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22737460,"position":1,"parentId":"336e55d545cfae82bc0004f5","content":"Rings:\n\n- 13 (2h10) - no stretching, took a couple of goes to go on because it was slippery, stopped before 2h30 because had meditation with Paul and I thought it would itch/throb and would be a distraction\n- 13 (3h) - no stretching, went on easily, extended to 3h to balance the earlier shorter one, was going to stop at 2h30 but felt OK\n- 13 (10.15) - no stretching, went on easily"},{"_id":"335ed4f145cfae82bc0004fe","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22738251,"position":1.5,"parentId":"336e55f645cfae82bc0004f4","content":"RV"},{"_id":"335ed4d845cfae82bc0004ff","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22738252,"position":1,"parentId":"335ed4f145cfae82bc0004fe","content":"Holly:\n\n- Been attacked outside her rooms\n- Felt like enough is enough\n- Talked about maybe not doing NEF\n- Doesn't want to work with needy people"},{"_id":"336c83e645cfae82bc0004f7","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22737214,"position":2,"parentId":"336e55f645cfae82bc0004f4","content":"SF (Paul Bryant) - Session 7 (3.5/7)"},{"_id":"32ee90bcdf789d756600053b","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22749138,"position":0.5,"parentId":"336c83e645cfae82bc0004f7","content":"Guided meditation:\n\n- Guided meditations on dreams\n- Tool to travel\n- Tower meditation - meet Higher Self / guides\n- Set a strong intention"},{"_id":"32ee8f66df789d756600053c","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22749141,"position":0.75,"parentId":"336c83e645cfae82bc0004f7","content":"Areas:\n\n- Third eye and surrounding areas\n- Conscious block\n- Black blob\n- Two healing guides - top/bottom\n- Points where blocks - Paul pain\n- By groin - gone (pain went)\n- Third eye, throat, heart\n- Some lower - not so much\n- Throat\n- \"A ring 15 to a girl names Christine\"\n- Could be a spirit / visitor?\n- Liver - residual energy from cleanse, but not removed\n- Might cry - tried, pee a lot\n- Solar plexus\n- Heart chakra - almost fell into heart"},{"_id":"336c832d45cfae82bc0004f8","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22749145,"position":1,"parentId":"336c83e645cfae82bc0004f7","content":"Colours / reiki level:\n\n- Went in with different colours\n- Red - physical\n- Purpose - pure reiki colour\n- Combined with emotional symbol\n- Reiki at the highest level\n- Feel afterwards and in upper abdomen\n- Most powerful yet"},{"_id":"32ee8644df789d756600053d","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22749146,"position":2,"parentId":"336c83e645cfae82bc0004f7","content":"Paul's visualizations?:\n\n- Fire planes into sky - guide round car with remote\n- Dance on dance floor\n Crazy step\n- Linked in with rockets\n- Run round car park"},{"_id":"32ee8408df789d756600053e","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22749147,"position":3,"parentId":"336c83e645cfae82bc0004f7","content":"- Shamanic drump / visualization\n- Deeper states of relaxation\n- Ritualistic thing\n- Pool table - denying self of something I like doing?"},{"_id":"32ee81badf789d756600053f","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22749149,"position":4,"parentId":"336c83e645cfae82bc0004f7","content":"Mum / listening:\n\n- Fear of nobody listening / understanding\n- Walking on egg shells with mum\n- Quiet about V5\n- Diff extraordinary in ordinary words\n- Mum - I'm like my dad with her\n- Energy closed up"},{"_id":"32ee7d01df789d7566000540","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22749150,"position":5,"parentId":"336c83e645cfae82bc0004f7","content":"Prediction:\n\n- Big shift in 6 months from 3 weeks ago\n- Mid-point in November\n- Shift in Feb ish"},{"_id":"32ee7c0cdf789d7566000541","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22749151,"position":6,"parentId":"336c83e645cfae82bc0004f7","content":"Shadow work technique:\n\n- 90% intent / 10% work\n- Count 12 -> 1 (see numbers)\n- Count 13 -> 1 (no numbers)\n- Step through doorway\n- Down steps\n- Each step the body gets heavier\n- Lower levels of unconscious\n- Bottom - basement\n- Walk through door\n- Grey mist\n- Dark shadowy figure\n- This is a representation of all shadows, anger, fear, jealousy etc\n- Introduces oneself to shadow\n- Offer it gratitude and openness\n- Ask questions\n- 2 mins before the end, say goodbye\n- Count up\n- Set of questions\n- How am I sabotaging myself"},{"_id":"32ee74c1df789d7566000542","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22749152,"position":7,"parentId":"336c83e645cfae82bc0004f7","content":"My block:\n\n- \"Don't trust guides\"\n- Shut off\n- Disconnected\n- Reconnecting with m/e\n- Not read cards\n- Based around fear - false light"},{"_id":"3360765745cfae82bc0004f9","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22738115,"position":10,"parentId":"3423639181eff2f5bb0004a3","content":"16"},{"_id":"335ab93645cfae82bc000501","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22738541,"position":0.5,"parentId":"3360765745cfae82bc0004f9","content":"GA"},{"_id":"335ab91745cfae82bc000502","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22749136,"position":1,"parentId":"335ab93645cfae82bc000501","content":"Nicki Minaj:\n\n- Questioning vaccines\n- Getting blocked on Twitter\n- 200M total on Twitter / Instagram"},{"_id":"3360762d45cfae82bc0004fa","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22738117,"position":1,"parentId":"3360765745cfae82bc0004f9","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"336075ed45cfae82bc0004fb","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22738575,"position":1,"parentId":"3360762d45cfae82bc0004fa","content":"Rings:\n\n- 13 (2h30) - no stretching, went on easily, a little sensitive towards the end\n- 13 (2h30) - no stretching, tried 14 but not there yet, 13 went on fine, last 30 mins itchy\n- 13 (11.42) - no stretching, went on fine"},{"_id":"335ed73e45cfae82bc0004fc","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22738248,"position":2,"parentId":"3360765745cfae82bc0004f9","content":"RV"},{"_id":"335ed72145cfae82bc0004fd","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22738250,"position":1,"parentId":"335ed73e45cfae82bc0004fc","content":"Holly's last update:\n\n- Put out notice that it'll be her last update\n- Will announce when Fees and Penalties are paid\n- Just won't do daily updates\n- End of an 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dark blue polo shirt\n- Let out early for good behaviour\n- Needed to demonstrate cricket skills\n- Was walking up road to Tywardreath\n- Someone called dad / left a message\n- One other inmate was doing music videos with his teacher / class to get out earlier"},{"_id":"33215d8345cfae82bc00051b","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22744593,"position":2,"parentId":"332a446845cfae82bc000517","content":"SP"},{"_id":"33215d5a45cfae82bc00051c","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22744594,"position":1,"parentId":"33215d8345cfae82bc00051b","content":"Food:\n\n- Blessing food is not about the outside, it's about the inside\n- Should embrace the food, and say how nutritious it is\n- Blessing would be for the soul of the animal that provided 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forgot about the timing\n- 13 (2h) - 5x30s, decided it would be good to try a bit of stretching again, top-bottom, fine till end\n- 13 (2h) - 5x30s, plenty of oil on first, went on fine, red at the end but fine, tried 14 and not too far off being able to get it on, maybe a week more"},{"_id":"331c437c45cfae82bc00051d","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22744938,"position":2,"parentId":"33427b4345cfae82bc00050b","content":"RV"},{"_id":"331c397d45cfae82bc00051e","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22744939,"position":1,"parentId":"331c437c45cfae82bc00051d","content":"Chinese notes arrived:\n\n- Both arrived at same time\n- They seem to have come from the same company"},{"_id":"331a0c2945cfae82bc000523","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22745008,"position":2.5,"parentId":"33427b4345cfae82bc00050b","content":"SF (Paul Bryant)"},{"_id":"331a0bd645cfae82bc000524","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22745012,"position":1,"parentId":"331a0c2945cfae82bc000523","content":"Right path?:\n\n- Reiki symbols - Reptilian manipulation\n- Obviously has good intent, but might be being manipulated?\n- However he does go in with his heart\n- But gets guidance from his team\n- See what comes from his sessions\n- Will get Becky to check on implants, reiki symbols etc"},{"_id":"331a0ee945cfae82bc000521","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22745004,"position":3,"parentId":"33427b4345cfae82bc00050b","content":"SP"},{"_id":"331a0ece45cfae82bc000522","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22745007,"position":1,"parentId":"331a0ee945cfae82bc000521","content":"Growing confidence:\n\n- That have the power within me\n- Just need to work out how to get going\n- Feeling belief growing from watching Becky Barron's videos"},{"_id":"3315e41145cfae82bc000525","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22745270,"position":2,"parentId":"331a0ee945cfae82bc000521","content":"Developing abilities:\n\n- Focus now on developing my own abilities\n- Don't want to be relying on other people\n- Believe that can do it, just need a bit of guidance to get started"},{"_id":"3315b52845cfae82bc000526","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22745303,"position":3,"parentId":"331a0ee945cfae82bc000521","content":"Why left/right not working:\n\n- Need to connect heart (female/left) and brain (male/right) together\n- Drugs (Paul)\n- Vaccines (metal on left/female side of brain)\n- Trauma from no dad when younger\n- Mum/dad not interacting when little\n- Multi-generational trauma (7th generation, end of trauma)"},{"_id":"33137b1945cfae82bc000527","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22746318,"position":4,"parentId":"331a0ee945cfae82bc000521","content":"Healer:\n\n- Decided that I'll become a healer\n- Just use it 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lots of oil, went on easily, fine till end, a little red / itchy right at the end\n- 13 (5.35) - 5x30s, lots of oil, went on easily"},{"_id":"3300896adf789d756600052e","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22747466,"position":15,"parentId":"3423639181eff2f5bb0004a3","content":"23"},{"_id":"32fa7f1bdf789d7566000536","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22748086,"position":0.5,"parentId":"3300896adf789d756600052e","content":"DR"},{"_id":"32fa7ef9df789d7566000537","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22748087,"position":1,"parentId":"32fa7f1bdf789d7566000536","content":"Melbourne:\n\n- Protests\n- There have been protests there against CV mandates (vax, masks, ...) recently\n- Don't remember anything specific, just that I was there\n- Could represent feeling of wanting to fight for freedoms - finding voice"},{"_id":"3300894cdf789d756600052f","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22747468,"position":1,"parentId":"3300896adf789d756600052e","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"33008919df789d7566000530","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22748428,"position":1,"parentId":"3300894cdf789d756600052f","content":"Rings:\n\n- 13 (2h) - 5x30s, plenty of oil, went on easily, itchy for the last 30 mins ish\n- 13 (2h05) - 5x30s, no extra oil, went on second time, fine till end\n- 13 (2h) - 5x30s, no extra oil, went on fine, fine till end"},{"_id":"32fb4f1adf789d7566000535","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22748078,"position":1.5,"parentId":"3300896adf789d756600052e","content":"SF (Paul Bryant) - Session 8 (4/7)"},{"_id":"32ee70c8df789d7566000543","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22749156,"position":1,"parentId":"32fb4f1adf789d7566000535","content":"- KM = Khazarian Mafia"},{"_id":"32ee6c70df789d7566000544","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22749163,"position":2,"parentId":"32fb4f1adf789d7566000535","content":"Soul retrieval:\n\n- In person healing for soul retrieval\n- Soul retrieval from Tihuanacu\n- Split off\n- DMT etc - bad idea\n- Shamen different\n- Soul splitting can be a form of protection (hurt part goes off)"},{"_id":"32ee6b9ddf789d7566000545","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22749158,"position":3,"parentId":"32fb4f1adf789d7566000535","content":"More techniques:\n\n- More of a repertoire of techniques\n- Spend more time sitting with feelings\n- Journaling\n- Being afraid of what I might see"},{"_id":"32ee6b14df789d7566000546","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22749165,"position":4,"parentId":"32fb4f1adf789d7566000535","content":"Throat chakra:\n\n- Need to work on throat chakra\n- Find ways to verbally express myself\n- Connection to higher realms\n- Divine world\n- Chanting\n- Don't wait for a future event"},{"_id":"32ee679cdf789d7566000547","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22749171,"position":5,"parentId":"32fb4f1adf789d7566000535","content":"Post reiki:\n\n- Grief in heart - not do that yet\n- Root - quite a lot\n- Back - weight of the world on my back\n- Sacral / solar plexus - balancing\n- Feeling of not being able to express myself with family\n- Astral projection - socks\n- Get throat going\n- Come from belly and passion\n- Feel in throat that something cleared\n- Time to incorporate and sit with it"},{"_id":"32ee64d9df789d7566000548","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22749169,"position":6,"parentId":"32fb4f1adf789d7566000535","content":"Communicate with Mum:\n\n- Talk with mum, maybe about my vision\n- Write letter to her\n- Don't ever have to give it to her"},{"_id":"32fc934adf789d7566000533","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22747964,"position":2,"parentId":"3300896adf789d756600052e","content":"SP"},{"_id":"32fc9326df789d7566000534","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22747965,"position":1,"parentId":"32fc934adf789d7566000533","content":"Om:\n\n- Started to do om meditations\n- Close eyes, say long 'om'\n- Working on throat chakra\n- Can feel tingling in throat area\n- Feels like releasing trauma (like crown chakra for Ho'oponopono)"},{"_id":"32f2251fdf789d7566000538","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22748429,"position":16,"parentId":"3423639181eff2f5bb0004a3","content":"24"},{"_id":"32f22500df789d7566000539","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22748430,"position":1,"parentId":"32f2251fdf789d7566000538","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"32f224d3df789d756600053a","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22750677,"position":1,"parentId":"32f22500df789d7566000539","content":"Rings:\n\n- 13 (2h) - 5x30s, went on fine, hurt a bit at the end\n- 13 (2h05) - no stretching, went on fine, extra oil 15 mins before end because it was itchy\n- 13 (2h) - no stretching, went on fine, itchy right at the end but OK most of the time"},{"_id":"32e3fc8adf789d7566000549","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22750965,"position":17,"parentId":"3423639181eff2f5bb0004a3","content":"25"},{"_id":"32e3fc65df789d756600054a","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22750966,"position":1,"parentId":"32e3fc8adf789d7566000549","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"32dca719df789d7566000559","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22751539,"position":0.5,"parentId":"32e3fc65df789d756600054a","content":"- PHIM-14"},{"_id":"32e3fc43df789d756600054b","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22751850,"position":1,"parentId":"32e3fc65df789d756600054a","content":"Rings:\n\n- 13 (2h) - went on second time, extra oil after 1h20 because it was itchy, 5x30s, 4 fingers\n- 13 (2h) + 14 (25m) - went on fine, oil in the middle (itchy, twice), tried 14 and went on OK, hurt a bit so stopped at 25m\n- 13 (1h40) - went on fine, lots of oil inside, tried 14 again but didn't go on, 5x30s"},{"_id":"32e31c3edf789d756600054c","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22751039,"position":2,"parentId":"32e3fc8adf789d7566000549","content":"SF (Paul Bryant) - Shadow work"},{"_id":"32e31be7df789d756600054d","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22751439,"position":1,"parentId":"32e31c3edf789d756600054c","content":"- https://docs.google.com/document/d/1ktmRSmrLjFrCefSqoP6mFr1fOjTPcwVb9fgJS6zLtjo/edit\n- https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Y-sXpX4g4Mquac89-8r1GR37DvchV4go"},{"_id":"32e31242df789d7566000551","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22751033,"position":1.5,"parentId":"32e31c3edf789d756600054c","content":"What character traits, patterns of behaviour do I have that hold me back?\n\n- Stubborn\n- Procrastination\n- Not wanting to deal with most people\n- Fear of success?\n- Perfectionist\n- Tiredness\n- Pain\n- Feeling a big weight on my shoulders\n- Not wanting to do dev work any more"},{"_id":"32e31115df789d7566000552","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22751015,"position":1.75,"parentId":"32e31c3edf789d756600054c","content":"What shame or guilt have I repressed?\n\n- How I've treated friends (arrogant, condescending)\n- Out of character behaviour (especially on alcohol/drugs)\n- Threesome experience in Bolivia\n- Drunken bed-wetting"},{"_id":"32e31049df789d7566000553","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22751031,"position":1.875,"parentId":"32e31c3edf789d756600054c","content":"What do I fear?\n\n- Losing my privacy\n- Losing my time\n- Reading passages aloud from written text\n- Not being the leader I feel V5 deserves\n- Dealing with constant attacks in public\n- Success?\n"},{"_id":"32e31497df789d756600054e","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22751022,"position":2,"parentId":"32e31c3edf789d756600054c","content":"What triggers me?\n\n- Mum + vaccine / truthing stuff\n- People attacking me\n- The global tyrannical situation (at times)"},{"_id":"32e31439df789d756600054f","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22751035,"position":3,"parentId":"32e31c3edf789d756600054c","content":"What judgements do I hold about myself and others?\n\n- That I'm not who I want to be or as good as I want to be\n- Most people just don't get it\n- I need to adapt to others because they won't get what's in my head"},{"_id":"32e3130ddf789d7566000550","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22751037,"position":4,"parentId":"32e31c3edf789d756600054c","content":"What do I need to work on to heal, integrate, or express forgiveness to/for?\n\n- Being unkind to certain people (e.g. Boris)\n- Not getting triggered by mum\n- Behaviour in past when on drink/drugs/lower frequency"},{"_id":"32e2bb39df789d7566000554","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22751040,"position":5,"parentId":"32e31c3edf789d756600054c","content":"Any further reflections?\n\n- I think I might have some AI implants that need removing\n- Feels like my negative thoughts are being fed back to me in a never-ending cycle"},{"_id":"32e0509bdf789d7566000555","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22751334,"position":3,"parentId":"32e3fc8adf789d7566000549","content":"SP"},{"_id":"32e05041df789d7566000556","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22751335,"position":1,"parentId":"32e0509bdf789d7566000555","content":"Letter to mum:\n\n- Wrote feelings about not speaking when a child\n- Not show her, just burn it"},{"_id":"32d555cedf789d7566000563","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22751842,"position":18,"parentId":"3423639181eff2f5bb0004a3","content":"26"},{"_id":"32d55564df789d7566000564","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22751843,"position":1,"parentId":"32d555cedf789d7566000563","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"32d55540df789d7566000565","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22751845,"position":1,"parentId":"32d55564df789d7566000564","content":"Skip forward"},{"_id":"32d554e8df789d7566000566","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22751846,"position":19,"parentId":"3423639181eff2f5bb0004a3","content":"27"},{"_id":"32d554c6df789d7566000567","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22751847,"position":1,"parentId":"32d554e8df789d7566000566","content":"PHIM"},{"_id":"32d55493df789d7566000568","treeId":"40ac652570e0b28922000866","seq":22752272,"position":1,"parentId":"32d554c6df789d7566000567","content":"Rings:\n\n- 13 (1h40) + 14 (30m) - went on fine, lots of oil inside, extra oil after 1h, 14 went on second time, extra oil inside, not push it too much with 14\n- 13 (1h40) + 14 (35m) - 5x30s, 4 fingers, went on easily, extra oil after 1h10, 14 went on fine but fell off and took a couple more goes to get on again, extra oil for 14, gradually increasing time\n- 13 (1h45) + 14 (40m) - 5x30s, plenty of oil, extra oil after 1h, 14 went on fine, extra oil, throbbed at bit at the end but 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